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But, slowly, that voice disappeared

After that, I'll drive to Goblin Valley, about eighty kilometres north of here

Now that winter is over, she's going to another town in Colorado to work as a gardener for the summer

Since that time, the area has been called Robbers Roost country.

At that point, there is a smaller canyon to the west

I can see that the trail ahead becomes more difficult

The good news is that I should be able to climb over many of them

The bad news is that the boulders could move

This means that the most important thing of all is to save water.

But will they realise that something is wrong and go for help?

They'll just think that I decided not to meet them

When I don't arrive for work, Brion After, my boss, will know that something is wrong

He will probably call my family and they will tell the police that I am missing

All of this means that I will have to get out of here alone

It's too soon to think of that idea.

I chip at the rock for another hour and remove as much as the piece that came off before

Now that I've stopped chipping I feel cold

I make a promise that I won't do it again

What will I need for the job? The knife, that's certain, but also a tourniquet to stop the blood

The plastic pipe from the CamelBak seems best for that

I describe all that has happened in the last two days

Beyond that, I see no future

But even that doesn't work

She called Brion later that afternoon to ask if Aron had arrived.

Only that he was going climbing and biking

'Mmm, that's a big area,' said Brion

At six-thirty that evening, they called the police

This meant that they wouldn't do anything until late the following day.

'No, just that he might hike somewhere in the Canyonlands area of Utah,' explained Brion

'Yes, I'll do that right now

Officer Crider called back and told Mrs Ralston there was no record of that license plate

He wanted to check immediately, but he had to leave for Australia that day

Then she remembered that Aron was living in Albuquerque, New Mexico, when he bought the truck

It was too late to continue searching that night

It is only when they disappear and the cold and pain return that I know they are not

After that, I sit again and it's not long before the visions return

Something about the visions tells me that I have not given the people I care about enough attention

Now I realise that my love for friends and family is the main reason I want to escape

I promise myself that if I can escape from here back to the people, I will be kinder towards them.

It also means that tonight will be the coldest night

The problem with using the black rock was that it hurt my left hand

I am so certain of this that I take the knife and write the dates of my life on the canyon wall

Already that morning, his men had searched the top and centre of the area and found nothing.

'I think I've seen a truck like that,' Glen replied

I am certain that this will be my last message to my family.

I've discovered that nothing I can do will help me escape

When I look at my arm, I see that it's in a strange position.

Then I notice that water is coming out of my CamelBak

I am so weak and tired I can't imagine surviving that long

'How long will that take?'

As the nurses take off my shoes, I ask Steve to let my mother know that I'm OK and to arrange for someone to collect all the things I left at Horseshoe Canyon.

'I'll do that when we've finished here,' Steve replies.

When I finish, I can see that Steve wants to ask me a lot of questions.

I realise that my nightmare has lasted for exactly 127 hours

In that first month, I had five operations

Later, I discovered that I nearly died

Of course, I didn't tell my mother that.

And that's what I did.

I know that even if I could travel back in time, I wouldn't change anything

I've learned a lot from that choice

I believe we are on Earth to do the things we love, even if that means making a hard choice

Sometimes, that means cutting out something and leaving it in the past

Bur there is one strange experience that stays in my mind like a nightmare.

Some sailors said that they saw a dangerous giant monster living in the cold waters of the ocean

He always helps me to organise the names and places of the wonderful strange sea creatures that we find in the oceans of the world

I know is that one of us will die."

The men wanted to find and kill the sea monster, but after all this time everyone on the ship started to believe that there was no monster

When my head was finally above the waves, I saw that the Abraham Lincoln was more than one hundred feet away.

It was dark and we knew that we had to stay in the water for the night

The moon came out from behind the clouds and we saw that Abraham Lincoln was too far away

At that moment, I touched something hard

I do not want to see that world again

"What does that mean, Captain?"

"That means that you are free to sec all the wonderful things under the sea

I am saying, gentlemen, that you are very lucky!"

I can only say that I was very interested in this strange man

"You have things here that most people only read about, Captain."

"I know that, Professor

We were so excited by this new adventure that we forgot where we were walking

There is electricity around that door

But now that we were in the Indian Ocean, there was nowhere to escape to.

At that moment, I felt a strong hand knock the telescope away from my eye.

When I woke up, I thought that they put something in our food to make us sleep.

I told Captain Nemo that he would not live

Isn't that enough?"

I saw that his men carried something long and flat in a bag

At that moment, I understood everything

When we returned to the Nautilus, I told Captain Nemo that his man was safe where he was.

He's not famous and he's angry about that."

Maybe he blames someone for that, and I think he wants to hurt that person."

The Captain was safe and I was so surprised that I couldn't move.

I saw in his face that he did understand Ned Land

Captain Nemo understood that thought

When Conseil and Ned woke up, I told them that we were in the Mediterranean Sea.

The Nautilus moved up over the mountain, and I saw that the light came from an old underwater volcano

"Come Professor, you don't believe that, do you?"

Maybe Captain Nemo thought that soon all his men would die, and the Nautilus and his secret would be lost.

Suddenly I heard a voice shaking in that strange language

For most of that time I enjoyed it, but now I had to leave.

Something hit me on the head and that's the last thing I remember.

All I know is that we travelled 20,000 leagues under the sea, from the Pacific to the Indian Ocean, through the Reel Sea and the Mediterranean, across the Atlantic and to the North and South Poles

I saw things that no man from my world will ever see

I know! I'll look for some Bowers.' Then she thought, 'No, it's too hot for that and I feel sleepy.'

'Please, madam, is this Australia or New Zealand?' No, I can't do that

'Now I can go through that door,' she thought

'I want to go into that garden!' she thought

In a race, somebody usually says,' One, two, three, go!' But the Dodo didn't do that

'Well, that's good,' she thought

'What's that in the window?' asked the Rabbit.

'It asked me that question before,' she thought

'Is that all?' Alice asked

Now what is the answer to that?'

Eat from that brown mushroom there and you'll get smaller,' it said

'I know! I'll look for that beautiful garden.'

'I think that woman is the Duchess,' thought Alice

'Because it's a Cheshire Cat, that's why,' said the Duchess.

I didn't know that,' said Alice.

He has to know that he's a child,

Then it said, 'Walk that way and you'll come to a house

'Oh, you can't help that,' said the cat

'There are a lot of cats without a smile, but a smile without a cat! Now that's very strange!' Alice said.

Alice thought about that

I read that in a book, I think.'

'Write that down,' said the King to the White Rabbit

'After that,' said the Mad Hatter, 'I cut some more bread-and-butter.'

I like that all right.

I stayed in that school for five or six years

But I knew that they really wanted me to play football

I saw that Coach Fellers was watching me

And after that, everybody liked me.

People were really kind to me after that!

She was the prettiest thing that I ever saw.

She was crying, and I knew that I was in trouble again

And he meant it when he said that kind of thing

We soon learned that.

The building that I went to live in was nice on the outside but not on the inside

And that was all of our conversation for several days.

And then I told him something that he didn't want to hear.

I didn't like that place.

'If you're an idiot,' he said, angrily, 'how do you know how to do that?'

After that, I moved my bed to another room.

After several minutes, Bubba was getting really excited and saying, 'Good, good, good!' Then he asked, 'Where did you learn to play like that?'

But suddenly I found that I was playing my harmonica with them!

'Forrest, where did you learn to play that thing?'

Well, after that, Jenny asked me to play with their group every Friday, and paid me $25 every time!

The only other important thing that happened to me at the university was the Big Game at the Orange Bowl in Miami that year

I took it - and ran straight into a group of big men on the other team! Crash! It was like that all afternoon.

Everybody was surprised to see that I could catch the ball

But that meant Gwinn was free to catch the ball, and he put us on the 15-yard line

I soon learned that.

I wasn't clever enough at the lessons, and there was nothing that anybody could do about it

"Just give me that boy in my team for a year!", and they did

Mom knew that I was coming, but she was crying when I got home.

Then, and in the months to come, I just had to do the things that I was told to do

'Just put everything that you see in the food cupboard into a big pot and cook it.'

Well, I got tins of tomatoes, some rice, apples, potatoes, and everything that I could find

You can't cook anything in that.'

'Hurry up with that food, Gump! We're hungry!' they shouted.

But I already knew that.

It was terrible! People on fire, and nothing that we could do

Then we got orders to move the machine gun about fifty metres to the left of the big tree that was in the middle of the valley, and to find a safe place to put it before the enemy blew us all up.

The shooting was in front of us, which meant that the enemy soldiers were in between us and our men

And this meant that the enemy was able to come back and find us, so we had to get out fast.

I got a letter from my Mom, and I wrote back to her that everything was OK

Bubba and I decided that we would get a shrimp boat when we got home again, and catch shrimps, and make a lot of money

Then I heard that he was out in the rice field, and he was hurt, so I left my gun by the trees and ran back into the field

And that's all I've got to say about that.

The worst night that I've ever known

Nobody could get any help to us, and the enemy soldiers were so near that we could hear them talking

He immediately started talking fast in a language that I couldn't understand, but he took me somewhere - past all the boats and the beach

Every day for the next few weeks, I went with Mr Chi (that was his name) and watched him while he worked

He showed me how to catch shrimps with the net, and it was so easy that an idiot was able to do it!

Well, after that we went back to the hotel.

A lot of army people were there, and they immediately started shaking my hand and telling me that I was a brave man and that they were pleased to meet me.

After that, he began to shake my hand.

I was just thinking of getting out of there and having some breakfast when the President said, 'Boy, is that your stomach making that noise?' So I said, 'Yes,' and the President said, 'Well, come on, boy, let's go and get something to eat!' And I followed him into the house, and a waiter got us some breakfast.

Soon after that, I heard that I was leaving the army early, and they gave me some money for a train ticket to go home.

Now that I was free from the army, I just wanted to go and see her

The music sounded like a plane that was taking off! But the students loved it.

I could hear the music that was playing inside and, after a minute or two, I began playing with it

'Who is that playing the harmonica?' she said

But the people that I was with were strange

That afternoon, Jenny took me to meet the other people in the group, and that night I began playing my harmonica with them at the Hodaddy Club

It went well, and I played with them every night after that.

Well, it started like that

She didn't speak to me again that night

I went to live with Moses, one of the other men in the group, and soon after that Jenny went to Washington to talk and work against the war

The others were talking about something that would happen the next day

Suddenly Jenny said, 'Did you know that Forrest won a medal?'

Why do things like that always happen to me?

As it happened, I didn't stay in prison long, because they soon realized that I was an idiot, and they put me in a special hospital for idiots

It was the doctors at the hospital who decided to send me to NASA - that's the space centre at Houston, in Texas.

'You're just the kind of person that they're looking for!' the doctors told me.

All kinds of things went wrong because of that ape

His name was Sue (yes, I know it's a girl's name, but they sent a male ape up by mistake, and NASA didn't like to tell the newspapers that)

And it was in the jungle that I met Big Sam - a man who taught me to play chess

And that was important, as you will see later.

Of course, the first thing that I wanted to do when I got back to America was find Jenny

I heard that she went to Chicago, but that was five years ago.'

'Why don't you wait for me in that bar across the street? Then I'll take you to my place.'

And I told her all about that, and about Sue, the ape.

Yes, that happens, too

I think about having a house and a family and things like that now

And then, in Boston, I realized that I loved you, and I was the happiest girl in the world

But then there was that girl outside the Hodaddy Club

And for the first time ever, I knew that I was a real idiot.

Then I said, 'If you make that move, you'll lose your queen.'

But I missed the bus that evening, and there wasn't another one until the next day

It took me an hour to win that chess game.

'You're just what I need for a film that I'm making

So we went with Mr Felder, and I found myself acting in a film about the jungle - with Raquel Welch, the famous film star! 'Is that really Raquel Welch?' I asked Mr Felder

I played all that day, and the next

'Forrest,' said Mr Tribble, 'You're a wonderful chess player, but I never know what's going to happen next! Here's half of the money that you've won - it's almost five thousand dollars

Two days later, Sue and I got the bus to Bayou La Batre, where Bubba's parents lived, and I explained to Bubba's daddy about the shrimp business that Bubba and I planned to start after we came out of the army

And by that night we had hundreds and hundreds of shrimps in our nets!

We worked hard, all that summer, and that autumn and winter and the next spring

At the end of that year, we had thirty thousand dollars!

Why wasn't I ready for that news? I don't know, but I wasn't

A lot of people say that they married an idiot, but they don't know what it's like to marry a real one

I cried that night, but it didn't help.

And at the end of that year we had seventy-five thousand dollars.

The business was doing well, but I asked myself, 'What are you doing all this for?' And I knew that I had to get away.

'Why don't you tell everybody that you're taking a long holiday, Forrest?' he said

Then, one afternoon when I was playing to some people in the park, I noticed that a little boy was watching me carefully

'Oh, Forrest, I knew it was you when I heard that harmonica

'Is that your little boy?'

'I knew that a baby was on the way when I left Indianapolis,' said Jenny, 'but I didn't want to say anything

I was worried that perhaps -'

'Are you sure that he's mine?' I asked.

I knew then that I didn't have an idiot for a son

'Your Mom tells me that you want to be a football player.'

Well, after that, I did a few things

'Perhaps I can put things right with Jenny,' I thought, 'now that I've found her again.' But the more I thought about it, the more I finally understood that it was better for the boy to be with Jenny and her husband, and not to have an idiot for a father.

This note was a promise that all men, yes, black men as well as white men, would be guaranteed the "Unalienable Rights" of "Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness." It is obvious today that America has defaulted on this promissory note, insofar as her citizens of color are concerned

But we refuse to believe that the bank of justice is bankrupt

We refuse to believe that there are insufficient funds in the great vaults of opportunity of this nation

And so, we've come to cash this check, a check that will give us upon demand the riches of freedom and the security of justice.

And those who hope that the Negro needed to blow off steam and will now be content will have a rude awakening if the nation returns to business as usual

But there is something that I must say to my people, who stand on the warm threshold which leads into the palace of justice: In the process of gaining our rightful place, we must not be guilty of wrongful deeds

The marvelous new militancy which has engulfed the Negro community must not lead us to a distrust of all white people, for many of our white brothers, as evidenced by their presence here today, have come to realize that their destiny is tied up with our destiny

And they have come to realize that their freedom is inextricably bound to our freedom.

And as we walk, we must make the pledge that we shall always march ahead.

I am not unmindful that some of you have come here out of great trials and tribulations

Continue to work with the faith that unearned suffering is redemptive

Go back to Mississippi, go back to Alabama, go back to South Carolina, go back to Georgia, go back to Louisiana, go back to the slums and ghettos of our northern cities, knowing that somehow this situation can and will be changed.

I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: "We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal."

I have a dream that one day on the red hills of Georgia, the sons of former slaves and the sons of former slave owners will be able to sit down together at the table of brotherhood.

I have a dream that one day even the state of Mississippi, a state sweltering with the heat of injustice, sweltering with the heat of oppression, will be transformed into an oasis of freedom and justice.

I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character.

I have a dream that one day, down in Alabama, with its vicious racists, with its governor having his lips dripping with the words of ''interposition" and "nullification" - one day right there in Alabama little black boys and black girls will be able to join hands with little white boys and white girls as sisters and brothers.

I have a dream that one day every valley shall be exalted, and every hill and mountain shall be made low, the rough places will be made plain, and the crooked places will be made straight; "and the glory of the Lord shall be revealed and all flesh shall see it together."

This is our hope, and this is the faith that I go back to the South with.

With this faith, we will be able to work together, to pray together, to struggle together, to go to jail together, to stand up for freedom together, knowing that we will be free one day.

But not only that:

And when this happens, when we allow freedom to ring, when we let it ring from every village and every hamlet, from every state and every city, we will be able to speed up that day when all of God's children, black men and white men, Jews and Gentiles, Protestants and Catholics, will be able to join hands and sing in the words of the old Negro spiritual:

Apprehension seems to exist among the people of the Southern States that by the accession of a Republican administration, their property and their peace and personal security are to be endangered

I do but quote from one of those speeches when I declare that.

Those who nominated and elected me did so with full knowledge that I had made this and many similar declarations, and had never recanted them

"Resolved: that the maintenance inviolate of the rights of the States, and especially the right of each State to order and control its own domestic institutions according to its own judgment exclusively, is essential to that balance of power on which the perfection and endurance of our political fabric depend, and we denounce the lawless invasion by armed force of the soil of any State or Territory, no matter under what pretext, as among the gravest of crimes."

I now reiterate these sentiments; and, in doing so, I only press upon the public attention the most conclusive evidence of which the case is susceptible that the property, peace, and security of no section are to be in any wise endangered by the now incoming administration

I add, too, that all the protection which, consistently with the Constitution and the laws, can be given, will be cheerfully given to all the States when lawfully demanded, for whatever cause - as cheerfully to one section as to another.

It is scarcely questioned that this provision was intended by those who made it for the reclaiming of what we call fugitive slaves; and the intention of the lawgiver is the law

To the proposition, then, that slaves whose cases come within the terms of this clause "shall be delivered up", their oaths are unanimous

Now, if they would make the effort in good temper, could they not with nearly equal unanimity frame and pass a law by means of which to keep good that unanimous oath?

There is some difference of opinion whether this clause should be enforced by national or by State authority; but surely that difference is not a very material one

And should anyone in any case be content that his oath shall go un kept on a merely unsubstantial controversy as to HOW it shall be kept?

Again, in any law upon this subject, ought not all the safeguards of liberty known in civilized and humane jurisprudence to be introduced, so that a free man be not, in any case, surrendered as a slave? And might it not be well at the same time to provide by law for the enforcement of that clause in the Constitution which guarantees that "the citizen of each State shall be entitled to all privileged and immunities of citizens in the several States?"

And while I do not choose now to specify particular acts of Congress as proper to be enforced, I do suggest that it will be much safer for all, both in official and private stations, to conform to and abide by all those acts which stand un repealed, than to violate any of them, trusting to find impunity in having them held to be unconstitutional.

During that period fifteen different and greatly distinguished citizens have, in succession, administered the executive branch of the government

I hold that, in contemplation of universal law and of the Constitution, the Union of these States is perpetual

It is safe to assert that no government proper ever had a provision in its organic law for its own termination

Descending from these general principles, we find the proposition that in legal contemplation the Union is perpetual confirmed by the history of the Union itself

It was further matured, and the faith of all the then thirteen States expressly plighted and engaged that it should be perpetual, by the Articles of Confederation in 1778

It follows from these views that no State upon its own mere motion can lawfully get out of the Union; that Resolves and Ordinances to that effect are legally void; and that acts of violence, within any State or States, against the authority of the United States, are insurrectionary or revolutionary, according to circumstances.

I therefore consider that, in view of the Constitution and the laws, the Union is unbroken; and to the extent of my ability I shall take care, as the Constitution itself expressly enjoins upon me, that the laws of the Union be faithfully executed in all the States

I trust this will not be regarded as a menace, but only as the declared purpose of the Union that it WILL Constitutionally defend and maintain itself.

Where hostility to the United States, in any interior locality, shall be so great and universal as to prevent competent resident citizens from holding the Federal offices, there will be no attempt to force obnoxious strangers among the people for that object.

While the strict legal right may exist in the government to enforce the exercise of these offices, the attempt to do so would be so irritating, and so nearly impracticable withal, that I deem it better to forego for the time the uses of such offices.

So far as possible, the people everywhere shall have that sense of perfect security which is most favorable to calm thought and reflection

Before entering upon so grave a matter as the destruction of our national fabric, with all its benefits, its memories, and its hopes, would it not be wise to ascertain precisely why we do it? Will you hazard so desperate a step while there is any possibility that any portion of the ills you fly from have no real existence? Will you, while the certain ills you fly to are greater than all the real ones you fly from - will you risk the commission of so fearful a mistake?

Is it true, then, that any right, plainly written in the Constitution, has been denied? I think not

Happily the human mind is so constituted that no party can reach to the audacity of doing this

All the vital rights of minorities and of individuals are so plainly assured to them by affirmations and negations, guaranties and prohibitions, in the Constitution, that controversies never arise concerning them

Unanimity is impossible; the rule of a minority, as a permanent arrangement, is wholly inadmissible; so that, rejecting the majority principle, anarchy or despotism in some form is all that is left.

I do not forget the position, assumed by some, that Constitutional questions are to be decided by the Supreme Court; nor do I deny that such decisions must be binding, in any case, upon the parties to a suit, as to the object of that suit, while they are also entitled to very high respect and consideration in all parallel cases by all other departments of the government

And while it is obviously possible that such decision may be erroneous in any given case, still the evil effect following it, being limited to that particular case, with the chance that it may be overruled and never become a precedent for other cases, can better be borne than could the evils of a different practice.

At the same time, the candid citizen must confess that if the policy of the government, upon vital questions affecting the whole people, is to be irrevocably fixed by decisions of the Supreme Court, the instant they are made, in ordinary litigation between parties in personal actions, the people will have ceased to be their own rulers, having to that extent practically resigned their government into the hands of that eminent tribunal

Is it possible, then, to make that intercourse more advantageous or more satisfactory after separation than before? Can aliens make treaties easier than friends can make laws? Can treaties be more faithfully enforced between aliens than laws can among friends? Suppose you go to war, you cannot fight always; and when, after much loss on both sides, and no gain on either, you cease fighting, the identical old questions as to terms of intercourse are again upon you.

I cannot be ignorant of the fact that many worthy and patriotic citizens are desirous of having the national Constitution amended

I will venture to add that to me the convention mode seems preferable, in that it allows amendments to originate with the people themselves, instead of only permitting them to take or reject propositions originated by others not especially chosen for the purpose, and which might not be precisely such as they would wish to either accept or refuse

I understand a proposed amendment to the Constitution - which amendment, however, I have not seen - has passed Congress, to the effect that the Federal Government shall never interfere with the domestic institutions of the States, including that of persons held to service

To avoid misconstruction of what I have said, I depart from my purpose not to speak of particular amendments so far as to say that, holding such a provision to now be implied Constitutional law, I have no objection to its being made express and irrevocable.

Why should there not be a patient confidence in the ultimate justice of the people? Is there any better or equal hope in the world? In our present differences is either party without faith of being in the right? If the Almighty Ruler of Nations, with his eternal truth and justice, be on your side of the North, or on yours of the South, that truth and that justice will surely prevail, by the judgment of this great tribunal, the American people.

By the frame of the government under which we live, this same people have wisely given their public servants but little power for mischief; and have, with equal wisdom, provided for the return of that little to their own hands at very short intervals

If there be an object to HURRY any of you in hot haste to a step which you would never take DELIBERATELY, that object will be frustrated by taking time; but no good object can be frustrated by it.

If it were admitted that you who are dissatisfied hold the right side in the dispute, there still is no single good reason for precipitate action

Now, at the expiration of four years, during which public declarations have been constantly called forth on every point and phase of the great contest which still absorbs the attention, and engrosses the energies of the nation, little that is new could be presented

All knew that this interest was, somehow, the cause of the war

Neither anticipated that the cause of the conflict might cease with, or even before, the conflict itself should cease

It may seem strange that any men should dare to ask a just God's assistance in wringing their bread from the sweat of other men's faces; but let us judge not that we be not judged

The prayers of both could not be answered; that of neither has been answered fully.

"Woe unto the world because of offences; for it must needs be that offences come; but woe to that mam by whom the offence cometh!" If we shall suppose that American Slavery is one of those offences which, in the providence of God, must needs come, but which, having continued through His appointed time

He now wills to remove, and that He gives to both North and South, this terrible war, as the woe due to those by whom the offence came, shall we discern therein any departure from those divine attributes which the believers in a Living God always ascribe to Him? Fondly do we hope - fervently do we pray - that this mighty scourge of war may speedily pass away

Yet, if God wills that it continue, until all the wealth piled by the bondman's two hundred and fifty years of unrequited toil shall be sunk, and until every drop of blood drawn with the lash, shall be paid by another drawn with the sword, as was said three thousand years ago, so still it must be said "the judgments of the Lord, are true and righteous altogether."

I have been told that noncooperation is unconstitutional

I venture to deny that it is unconstitutional

On the contrary, I hold that non-cooperation is a just and religious doctrine; it is the inherent right of every human being and it is perfectly constitutional

A great lover of the British Empire has said that under the British constitution even a successful rebellion is perfectly constitutional, and he quotes historical instances, which I cannot deny, in support of his claim

I don't claim any constitutionality for a rebellion successful or otherwise, so long as that rebellion means in the ordinary sense of the term, what it does mean, namely, wresting justice by violent means

On the contrary, I have said it repeatedly to my countrymen that violence, whatever end it may serve in Europe, will never serve us in India.

I tell you that while my friend believes also in the doctrine of violence and has adopted the doctrine of non-violence as a weapon of the weak, I believe in the doctrine of non-violence as a weapon of the strongest

I believe that a man is the strongest soldier for daring to die unarmed with his breast bare before the enemy

I, therefore, venture to suggest to my learned countrymen that so long as the doctrine of non-cooperation remains non-violent, so long there is nothing unconstitutional in that doctrine.

I ask further, is it unconstitutional for me to say to the British Government "I refuse to serve you"? Is it unconstitutional for our worthy Chairman to return with every respect all the titles that he has ever held from the Government? Is it unconstitutional for any parent to withdraw his children from a Government or aided school? Is it unconstitutional for a lawyer to say "I shall no longer support the arm of the law so long as that arm of law is used not to raise me but to debase me"? Is it unconstitutional for a civil servant or for a judge to say, "I refuse to serve a Government which does not wish to respect the wishes of the whole people"?

I ask, is it unconstitutional for a policeman or for a soldier to tender his resignation when he knows that he is called to serve a Government which traduces his own countrymen? Is it unconstitutional for me to go to the agriculturist and say to him "it's not wise for you to pay any taxes, if these taxes are used by the Government not to raise you but to weaken you?" I hold and I venture to submit, that there is nothing unconstitutional in it

I submit that in the whole plan of non-cooperation, there is nothing unconstitutional

But I do venture to suggest that it will be highly unconstitutional in the midst of this unconstitutional Government, - in the midst of a nation which has built up its magnificent constitution, - for the people of India to become weak and to crawl on their belly - it will be highly unconstitutional for the people of India to pocket every insult that is offered to them; it is highly unconstitutional for the 70 millions of Mohammedans of India to submit to a violent wrong done to their religion; it is highly unconstitutional for the whole of India to sit still and cooperate with an unjust Government which has trodden under its feet the honour of the Punjab.

I say to my countrymen so long as you have a sense of honour and so long as you wish to remain the descendants and defenders of the noble traditions that have been handed to you for generations after generations; it is unconstitutional for you not to non-cooperate and unconstitutional for you to cooperate with a Government which has become so unjust as our Government has become.

Our Shastras say and I say so with the greatest deference to all the greatest religious preceptors of India but without fear of contradiction, that our Shastras teach us that there shall be no cooperation between injustice and justice, between an unjust man and a justice- loving man, between truth and untruth

And I am certain that on this day my fellow Americans expect that on my induction into the Presidency, I will address them with a candor and a decision which the present situation of our people impels.

So, first of all, let me assert my firm belief that the only thing we have to fear is fear itself - nameless, unreasoning, unjustified terror which paralyzes needed efforts to convert retreat into advance

In every dark hour of our national life, a leadership of frankness and of vigor has met with that understanding and support of the people themselves which is essential to victory

And I am convinced that you will again give that support to leadership in these critical days.

We may now restore that temple to the ancient truths

The measure of that restoration lies in the extent to which we apply social values more noble than mere monetary profit.

These dark days, my friends, will be worth all they cost us if they teach us that our true destiny is not to be ministered unto but to minister to ourselves, to our fellow men.

Recognition of that falsity of material wealth as the standard of success goes hand in hand with the abandonment of the false belief that public office and high political position are to be valued only by the standards of pride of place and personal profit; and there must be an end to a conduct in banking and in business which too often has given to a sacred trust the likeness of callous and selfish wrongdoing

Small wonder that confidence languishes, for it thrives only on honesty, on honor, on the sacredness of obligations, on faithful protection, and on unselfish performance; without them it cannot live.

Hand in hand with that we must frankly recognize the overbalance of population in our industrial centers and by engaging on a national scale in a redistribution, endeavor to provide a better use of the land for those best fitted for the land.

It can be helped by insistence that the Federal, the State, and the local governments act forthwith on the demand that their cost be drastically reduced

It can be helped by national planning for and supervision of all forms of transportation and of communications and other utilities that have a definitely public character

I shall spare no effort to restore world trade by international economic readjustment; but the emergency at home cannot wait on that accomplishment.

The basic thought that guides these specific means of national recovery is not nationally - narrowly nationalistic

It is the strongest assurance that recovery will endure.

If I read the temper of our people correctly, we now realize, as we have never realized before, our interdependence on each other; that we cannot merely take, but we must give as well; that if we are to go forward, we must move as a trained and loyal army willing to sacrifice for the good of a common discipline, because without such discipline no progress can be made, no leadership becomes effective.

This, I propose to offer, pledging that the larger purposes will bind upon us, bind upon us all as a sacred obligation with a unity of duty hitherto evoked only in times of armed strife.

Our Constitution is so simple, so practical that it is possible always to meet extraordinary needs by changes in emphasis and arrangement without loss of essential form

And it is to be hoped that the normal balance of executive and legislative authority may be wholly equal, wholly adequate to meet the unprecedented task before us

But it may be that an unprecedented demand and need for un delayed action may call for temporary departure from that normal balance of public procedure.

I am prepared under my constitutional duty to recommend the measures that a stricken nation in the midst of a stricken world may require

But, in the event that the Congress shall fail to take one of these two courses, in the event that the national emergency is still critical, I shall not evade the clear course of duty that will then confront me

I shall ask the Congress for the one remaining instrument to meet the crisis - broad Executive power to wage a war against the emergency, as great as the power that would be given to me if we were in fact invaded by a foreign foe.

For the trust reposed in me, I will return the courage and the devotion that befit the time

We face the arduous days that lie before us in the warm courage of national unity; with the clear consciousness of seeking old and precious moral values; with the clean satisfaction that comes from the stern performance of duty by old and young alike

In their need they have registered a mandate that they want direct, vigorous action

And yet the same revolutionary beliefs for which our forebears fought are still at issue around the globe - the belief that the rights of man come not from the generosity of the state but from the hand of God.

We dare not forget today that we are the heirs of that first revolution

Let the word go forth from this time and place, to friend and foe alike, that the torch has been passed to a new generation of Americans - born in this century, tempered by war, disciplined by a hard and bitter peace, proud of our ancient heritage - and unwilling to witness or permit the slow undoing of those human rights to which this nation has always been committed, and to which we are committed today at home and around the world.

Let every nation know, whether it wishes us well or ill, that we shall pay any price, bear any burden, meet any hardship, support any friend, oppose any foe to assure the survival and the success of liberty.

To those new states whom we welcome to the ranks of the free, we pledge our word that one form of colonial control shall not have passed away merely to be replaced by a far more iron tyranny

But we shall always hope to find them strongly supporting their own freedom - and to remember that, in the past, those who foolishly sought power by riding the back of the tiger ended up inside

Let all our neighbors know that we shall join with them to oppose aggression or subversion anywhere in the Americas

And let every other power know that this hemisphere intends to remain the master of its own house.

To that world assembly of sovereign states, the United Nations, our last best hope in an age where the instruments of war have far outpaced the instruments of peace, we renew our pledge of support - to prevent it from becoming merely a forum for invective - to strengthen its shield of the new and the weak - and to enlarge the area in which its writ may run.

Finally, to those nations who would make them-selves our adversary, we offer not a pledge but a request: that both sides begin anew the quest for peace, before the dark powers of destruction unleashed by science engulf all humanity in planned or accidental self-destruction.

For only when our arms are sufficient beyond doubt, can we be certain beyond doubt that they will never be employed.

But neither can two great and powerful groups of nations take comfort from our present course - both sides overburdened by the cost of modern weapons, both rightly alarmed by the steady spread of the deadly atom, yet both racing to alter that uncertain balance of terror that stays the hand of mankind's final war.

So let us begin anew - remembering on both sides that civility is not a sign of weakness, and sincerity is always subject to proof

Can we forge against these enemies a grand and global alliance, North and South, East and West, that can assure a more fruitful life for all mankind? Will you join in that historic effort?

I do not believe that any of us would exchange places with any other people or any other generation

The energy, the faith, the devotion which we bring to this endeavor will light our country and all who serve it - and the glow from that fire can truly light the world.

With a good conscience our only sure reward, with history the final judge of our deeds, let us go forth to lead the land we love, asking His blessing and His help, but knowing that here on earth God's work must truly be our own.

My office had one wall that was covered in glass

Suddenly the man noticed that I was looking at him

'Who was that man?' I asked him.

'He said that a friend of yours recommended this company.'

'What a sad story it is! A young man like that suddenly gives up his business and retires from the world.'

I have said that I disliked Mr Slinkton when I first saw him in the insurance office

'The truth is that the lady died.'

I still felt that Mr Slinkton was not sincere

Then he said to me, 'You are surprised that Mr Meltham's story affects me so strongly

I can see that, Mr Sampson, but I, too, have suffered a terrible loss recently

I decided that my first impression of Mr Slinkton was wrong.

He told me that he had not known him for very long

He told me that Mr Slinkton had taken his two nieces to Italy for their health

It was there that one of them had died

Now I felt that I understood Mr Slinkton

'But of course I can do that for him,'

Mr Slinkton was not my only visitor that day

Very early that morning someone else had come to see me at my house

He introduced me to her, explaining that she was his niece

I was sorry to see that Miss Niner did not look very well at all

I see him so often that my uncle calls him my shadow.'

He says it's obvious that you are very fond of one another.'

She told me that she knew she was going to die soon

You are in great danger! You must come with me and talk to that man in the hand-carriage

I knew that she was safe with that man.

He was surprised that his niece had gone

He told me that Miss Niner was very ill and he looked sad while he told me

'What is the news of that poor man Meltham? Is he dead yet?'

'You will try to argue that I was responsible for Beckwith's condition - and for his eventual death

But you won't be able to prove that, you know

You see, the last time you went to see Mr Sampson, I had already been to see him myself - I went to his house very early that morning

You never knew that I came into your room at night when you were asleep

It's got all the information about the poisons that you use

'I knew that you were poisoning Miss Niner

Meltham and I made sure that Slinkton was dead

I did everything that I could to help him, but the poor man died a few months later.

At 9 o'clock on that Thursday night a great fire in London Docks changed the colour of the sky in the East End of London to a deep red

Later that night she tried to get a bed at Cooley's lodging house in Thrawl Street, but she had to leave because she had no money

By that time Mary Ann - known as Polly - was very drunk

After that only one person saw her alive again - her killer.

He saw that it was a woman

At that moment he heard footsteps

She was too good for that.'

Polly Nichols was not the first 'Unfortunate' who was murdered that year, so Scotland Yard chiefs sent their most experienced officer to investigate

But he did not know that this killer was different - clever, efficient, and savage

Hanbury Street is a long street that goes from Commercial Street to Baker's Row, not far from Buck's Row

It was getting light and he could see that the lock on the cellar door was secure

Three or four minutes later Albert came into the yard again and heard a sound like a bump against the wooden fence that separated the yards of numbers 27 and 29

Chandler arrived at number 29 and noted down that the woman was lying on her back, with a deep cut from left to right across her throat and mutilations to her stomach

The inspector saw a piece of muslin and two small combs that the murderer had put near her feet

She told the deputy that she did not have any money, but asked him to keep her bed because she wanted to return with the money

One, Albert Cadosch, heard a voice in the yard and a sound like that of somebody falling against the fence between 5.20 to 5.30 a.m

The other, Elizabeth Darrell, said that as she was walking down Hanbury Street at about 5.30 a.m

We know that witnesses often make small errors in time, so the man Mrs Darrell saw was very probably the murderer, and he attacked Annie at approximately 5.30 a.m

On that morning the sun rose at 5.23

There was a front door to the club in Berner Street, and a side door in Dutfield's Yard that opened into the club kitchen

He knew that Lipski was the name of a Jewish murderer, and in 1888 it was an insulting word used against Jews

Or perhaps he was warning the man with the pipe that Schwartz was coming

He examined the dead woman and saw that she had a deep cut in her throat

They passed a man and a woman at the corner of Church Passage that led into Mitre Square

There were also three plain-clothes detectives on the streets that night

The Juwes are the Men that will not be blamed for nothing.

But we know that Jack the Ripper was an extraordinary killer - cool, daring, and efficient

But the discovery of the apron shows that the killer was out in the streets at some time between 2.20 and 2.55 36 to 71 minutes after Watkins discovered the body

This was one of the reasons why they quarrelled that autumn.

Mary's friend, a laundress named Maria Harvey, was there and said that Mary and Barnett seemed to be friendly

Mary was so drunk that she could not answer properly

At that moment she heard 'screams of "Murder!" two or three times in a female voice'

It is probable that Mrs Prater and Mrs Lewis paid no attention to Mary Kelly's last terrified cry for help!

He noticed that Mary owed him 29 shillings in rent, so he sent his assistant Thomas Bowyer to her room to ask for the money

At 1.30 when the news came that the dogs were not coming, he told McCarthy to break open the door

Nobody knew that it was not necessary

On the bed lay a body that was almost unrecognisable

Why had the Ripper burnt them? When Abbeline discovered only one small piece of candle in the room, he thought that the killer had made a fire with the clothes because he needed more light to do his terrible work.

Mrs Darrell did not see his face, so her impression that he was a darklooking foreigner aged over forty is not certain.

But some students of the murders believe that Hutchinson's description is too precise and that he was lying for some reason.

He mutilated only the faces of Eddowes and Kelly, which, in the opinion of modern experts, indicates that he knew them.

He wrote that he was afraid of becoming like his mother and 'the best thing for me was to die.' His mother was in an asylum for lunatics

The police believed that Druitt went mad after the murder of Mary Kelly and committed suicide

However, today we know that serial killers do not often commit suicide

But he had only arrived in England the year before, so how could he know the area as well as the Ripper? And is it possible that Jack the Ripper changed from savagely killing prostitutes to poisoning barmaids?

He had a morbid interest in the Ripper murders all his life, and it is possible that he sent 'Ripper' letters to the police

But that does not mean they are murderers.

Was it because Mrs Lewis's testimony appeared in the newspapers only after the inquest? When he read the report, he realised that she had seen him opposite Miller's Court

The killer's terrible mutilation of Mary Kelly's face suggests that he knew her well

In fact, Hutchinson had known Mary about three years, so he certainly knew that she had her own room

If Hutchinson was the Ripper, why did he stop killing? We know that by 1891 he had moved away from Whitechapel

In our violent times it is difficult to imagine the shock and horror that the Whitechapel murders caused in 1888

This was so unusual that some writers today believe it was a Ripper murder

The message in chalk that blamed the Jews was written on the wall of a building in a Jewish area

But it is certain that the Ripper was not Jewish, and Samuel Montague, an important Jewish citizen and MP, offered a reward of 100 pounds for the arrest of the murderer

This was published on October 1st, the day that the world finally had a name for the Whitechapel killer.

By 11 o'clock that morning, one reporter wrote, it seemed that the whole of the East End was 'out of doors'

But on October 3rd shopkeepers complained that they were losing a lot of business because people were afraid to go out shopping.

But it is very possible that they interviewed Jack the Ripper.

He did not see a young boy run out with a note that the innkeeper had quickly written

'What about all that food in the pots?'

'What about that one over there?' she said, pointing across the square to a small house beside the bishop's palace.

His doors were never locked, so that anybody who needed his help could find him easily.

'The police say that he looks dangerous, and it would be better for everyone to lock their windows and doors.'

Everybody in the town agrees that something terrible will happen tonight

And your sister agrees with me that this house isn't safe

A woman saw me lying on a stone bench across the square and suggested that I come here

Valjean was so hungry that, at first, he paid no attention to anyone

Valjean was so tired that he fell asleep, fully-dressed, on top of the sheets, but he didn't sleep for long

At that time he was looking after his sister, whose husband had died, and her seven children

After studying the garden, he decided that escape would be easy

'Oh, you're worried about the silver? I don't know where that is.'

Later that morning, as the bishop and his sister were having breakfast, there was a knock on the door

'Monseigneur,' said the sergeant, 'do I understand that this man was telling the truth? We found this silver in his bag, and

'And he told you,' the bishop finished the sentence for him, 'that an old priest had given it to him? Yes, he was telling the truth.'

The bishop walked up to him and said in a low voice, 'Don't forget that you've promised to use the money to make yourself an honest man.'

Jean Valjean left the town and ran into the countryside, blindly following lanes and paths, not realizing that he was running in circles

Finally, as evening fell, he sat on the ground, exhausted, and gazed across the fields at the distant mountains, wishing that he was back in prison

'I'm a chimney sweep, and that money is all I have.'

'Please, Monsieur, that's my money.'

'What's that?' he murmured

'I used to work in Paris, but my husband died and I lost my job.' She could not tell Mme Thenardier the truth, which was that she had been made pregnant by a young man who had then abandoned her

'I have to find work, and that's not easy with a child but no husband

Will you do that for me? I could pay six francs a month.'

'You will have them,' said Fantine, assuming that she was talking to Mme Thenardiers husband

The Thenardiers always replied that she was in good health and very happy

At the end of the year, however, Thenardier was not happy with just seven francs a month; he demanded twelve and Fantine paid without protest, happy that her daughter was being well cared for.

The Thenardiers wrote her a frightening letter in which they told her that Cosette had no clothes, and that they needed ten francs immediately to buy her a new dress

Fantine, who did not have ten francs, but who was afraid that her daughter would freeze to death, went to the barber's shop

She approached them without thinking, and discovered that they had gathered around a travelling dentist

Fantine could not sleep that night

What could she do? She had sold her hair and her teeth; what else could she sell? And then she decided that she had no other choice: she would have to sell herself.

He was so popular that, in 1820, the townspeople elected him mayor of Montreuil.

Madeleine, and was sure that he had seen him somewhere before, many years earlier

But he kept his suspicions to himself, not daring to say what he really believed: that M

'I honestly didn't know that you had lost your job, but I'll try to help you now

And I promise that, in the eyes of God, you have never been a bad woman.'

Thenardier, thinking that Fantine had suddenly become rich, wrote back and demanded 500 francs

Months of poverty and misery had made her ill, and she soon became so weak that she was unable to leave her bed.

I was angry with you six weeks ago when you told me to release that woman

When you arrived in Montreuil, I felt sure that you were this man, but now I know I was wrong, and I'm sorry

You will, of course, dismiss me from my job, as I've shown that I don't deserve your trust.'

'The police headquarters in Paris told me that Jean Valjean was arrested last autumn for stealing apples,' Javert explained

I visited the man in Arras prison, and I saw for myself that he is indeed Jean Valjean

Of course, he denies everything, but that's not surprising

You made one small mistake, that's all

The reader has probably already realized that M

Madeleine - as we shall continue to call him for this part of the story - knew that he could not let Champmathieu go to prison for crimes he had not committed

He knew - although he was not happy to admit this - that he would have to go to Arras and tell the truth

He would lose everything that he had worked so hard to achieve

It took him more than twelve hours, and when he arrived, he discovered that Champmathieu's trial had already started

He watched as several witnesses swore on the Bible that the man standing before the judge was Jean Valjean

Madeleine waited for the whispers to stop before announcing in a loud, clear voice that he was Jean Valjean

At first, no one believed him, but he managed to persuade the court by skilfully questioning each of the witnesses, revealing personal information that only the real Jean Valjean could have known

Fantine, thinking that the inspector had come for her, gripped M

'I know what you've come for,' he said quietly so that Fantine wouldn't hear

And you can forget all that nonsense about your child.

He gazed into Fantine's eyes and knew immediately that she was dead.

'I didn't come here to argue,' Javert said, stepping back nervously, afraid that Valjean was going to attack him

'It takes more than a small town prison to hold a man as strong as that,' they all agreed.

Miserably, she picked up a large, empty bucket that was almost as big as she was, and was walking with it to the door when Madame Thenardier stopped her.

But the object that most attracted Cosette's attention was a large, golden-haired doll in a beautiful long pink dress

She did not notice the coin that Mme Thenardier had given her for the bread fall out of her pocket into the water

But the bucket was so heavy that, after a dozen steps, she had to stop for a rest

There was something about his eyes, tilled with a strange sadness, that she liked and trusted

As they were approaching the inn, Cosette turned to him and said, 'May I have the bucket now? If Mme Thenardier sees that someone has been helping me, she'll beat me.'

She could tell from his clothes that he probably had no money.

At that moment the door opened and Eponine and Azelma appeared

Cosette, checking that no one was watching, reached out and picked up the doll

She turned her back on the room and began to play with it, hoping that no one could see what she was doing

Mme Thenardier rushed across the room towards Cosette who, afraid that she would be punished, put the doll gently on the floor and began to cry.

'She's touched it with her dirty hands!' Then, hearing Cosette crying, she turned to the little girl and shouted, 'Stop that noise!'

'We love that child very much

She had the strange but comforting feeling that she was somehow travelling closer to God.

He felt sad that Fantine had not lived to see her child again, but happy that he had been able to rescue her child from the terrible Thenardiers

'I'm coming, Madame,' she yawned, blinded by the bright winter's sunlight that was shining into the room.

I was afraid that it was just a dream.'

Paying her six months in advance, he told her that he was a ruined Spanish gentleman, and that the little girl was his granddaughter.

The beggar laughed and joked with him, and Valjean returned that evening a happier man.

'But for a second, there was something about the beggars eyes that reminded me of Javert

How could I have thought such a thing? After speaking to him this evening, I can see that he doesn't look like the inspector at all.'

After a while, he felt confident that he and Cosette were not being followed

Walking more slowly now, thinking he was safe from his pursuers, Valjean followed the alley until he came to a lane that seemed to lead away from the city

Valjean hugged Cosette tightly with relief, knowing that at last they were both safe.

The robber pulled the body from the pile of bodies and saw that he had rescued a French officer

'I shall not forget that name,' the officer replied

He thought that Pontmercy was no better than a beggar, a penniless adventurer who only wanted his money

Pontmercy thought that M

Gillenormand always told him that his father had been no good - that he was a poor soldier and a drunk who had abandoned him after his mother's death

I believe that he recently managed a small inn in the village of Montfermeil, not far from Paris

For the next three years, Marius lived in a small room in an old, damp-walled building on the outskirts of Paris - the same room that Valjean and Cosette had lived in eight years earlier

He rarely bought new clothes, but he was proud of the fact that he had never been in debt

Life was hard for him, but he never forgot the promise he had made his father: that he would find Thenardier, the man who had saved his father's life, and help him in any way he could.

She was very thin, almost ugly, but Marius noticed that she had lovely blue eyes

She had soft brown hair, pale, smooth skin, deep blue eyes and a lovely smile that lit up her face like sunshine.

What he had experienced in that moment was not the honest, innocent gaze of a child

It was something more than that

Whatever it was, Marius sensed that, after that moment, his life would never be the same.

He was sure, this time, that she had watched him as he passed

He suddenly realized that, in his feverish state, he had forgotten about the old man

When he felt that they were near him, he looked up and saw that the girl was looking steadily at him with a soft, thoughtful gaze that made him tremble from head to foot.

Every day for the next month, Marius went to the Luxembourg Gardens, excited by knowing that the girl was secretly looking at him, but too shy and embarrassed to know what to do

But it seemed that M

'Ursula.' Marius said the first name that came into his head

He found that she lived in a small house at the quiet end of the rue de l'Ouest

The concierge, however, became suspicious, thinking that Marius was connected with the police, and refused to say anything.

'It gave me so much happiness just to look at her, and now, through my stupidity, I've lost even that.'

From what they were shouting at each other, he understood that they were running from the police

Realizing that one of the girls must have dropped it, he picked it up and called after them, but it was too late

That night at home, Marius opened the package and found that it contained four letters, all addressed to different people, and smelling strongly of cheap tobacco

Marius read the four letters and discovered that they were all asking for money

He also noticed that each of them had similar spelling mistakes

But the voice that answered, saying, 'I beg your pardon, Monsieur,' was not that of Mme Bougon

Marius looked up quickly and saw that his visitor was a thin girl wearing just a skirt and shirt

She looked cold and ill, and when she spoke, Marius saw that she had lost several of her teeth

Marius rose to his feet, sure that he had seen the girl somewhere before.

But my eldest daughter will tell you that my wife is sick and none of us have had any food for four days

Marius realized at once that the handwriting, the yellow paper and the smell of cheap tobacco was the same as in the four letters he had read the previous evening

But now he understood that Jondrette's business was writing dishonest letters, asking for money from people he imagined were wealthier than himself.

Picking up a pen that lay on the table, she wrote on a piece of paper, Be careful! The police are coming! She showed Marius her work and then, changing the subject quickly, for no reason at all, she gazed into his eyes and said shyly, 'Do you know, M

Marius, that you're a very handsome boy?'

He moved away from the girl's touch and said, 'I think, Mademoiselle, that I have something belonging to you.' He handed her the parcel of letters.

She clapped her hands and cried, 'We've been looking for that everywhere! How did you know they were mine? Of course, the handwriting

As Marius was thinking about the sad life of the family in the next room, he stared dreamily at the wall that separated them

Then, in the top corner near the ceiling, Marius saw that there was a triangular hole.

She! Everyone who has ever loved will feel the force of that small word

In the bright mist that clouded his vision, Marius could hardly see the features of the sweet face that had lit his life for six months and had then disappeared, filling his life with darkness

When Marius had recovered some of his senses, he saw that she seemed a little paler than before

Leblanc and 'Ursula' tried to comfort her, Jondrette approached his wife and said in a whisper, 'Take a good look at that man.'

Turning, Marius saw that a hand was holding it open.

Is there anything that I can do?'

'Is that what you want?' she said, a disappointed look on her face.

You've forgotten, that child was ugly, and this one's not bad-looking.'

It's the beard that saved me - my lovely, long, romantic beard!'

Although Marius was a dreamer and not a man of action, he knew immediately that he had to save M

Leblanc and 'Ursula' from the trap that Jondrette was setting for them

Finally, he asked Marius for his door key and told him to go home and hide quietly in his room so that his neighbours would think he was out.

After that, I'll take charge.'

Finally, Jondrette picked up a large picture that was leaning against the wall, and showed it to M

'What's that?' M

Marius, however, who had been going to fire the gun as a signal for the police to arrive, shook so much that he almost fell off the cupboard.

'Do you remember the little inn in Montfermeil eight years ago? You took away our Cosette, do you remember? Wearing that old yellow coat, pretending you were a tramp! Well, now you're going to learn that you can't make things right by just bringing a few hospital blankets! You're the cause of all my troubles

I realize that you don't have the money with you now, but I want you to write a letter

'Time!' cried the prisoner in a loud voice, jumping from the bed, having secretly cut the ropes that tied him

On top of the cupboard, by his feet, he noticed the piece of paper that the elder daughter had written on: Be careful! The police are coming!

He turned to speak to another policeman but, when he looked back, he saw that the prisoner had gone

He sent money every Monday to Thenardier, who was in prison, which meant that he had even less money for himself

But the main reason for his unhappiness was that he was forced to live his life with no hope of seeing 'Ursula'.

'Well, I can understand that

It's not nice, that sort of thing

But why are you wearing that dirty old hat? 'When Marius gave no answer, she went on, 'And you've got a hole in your shirt

'But you must promise me,' he said, 'that you'll never tell your father the address.'

The next evening, as she was walking in the garden, she was sure that she heard someone moving in the trees

As she read the notebook, she knew in her heart that he was the author of these beautiful, romantic words

Finally, she kissed the book, held it to her heart and waited for the evening, when she knew that something special was going to occur.

She sat on the bench where she had found the notebook and, moments later, had the strange feeling that she was being watched

During that month of May in the year 1832, Cosette and Marius met every day in the wild garden of that small, secret house

To which Cosette would reply, 'I love you more with every minute that passes.'

'My father said that we may have to leave,' she replied.

He replied, in a voice so low that she could hardly hear it, 'I don't understand what you mean.'

'Father told me this morning that I have to pack everything and be ready to leave for England within a week.'

'How can I possibly do that?' he cried

He stayed in that position for some time

Finally, he heard a small sound behind him and, turning round, he saw that Cosette was in tears.

I promise you that if you leave me, I shall die

He was unhappy about many things - about losing his teeth, about the political situation but, most of all, about the fact that he had not seen his grandson for four years, since their big quarrel

Gillenormand hoped that Marius, whom he still loved, would return one day.

He was feeling depressed, because he realized that he would probably never see his grandson again

Gillenormand's face, and the servant began to worry that his master was ill

'Have you come to apologize? Do you now see that you were wrong?'

'Well, what is it exactly that you want?'

'So that's it

'So you said to yourself, "I'll have to go and see him, that old fool

He'll be so happy to see me that he won't care who I marry

'Tell me about it,' he said to Marius, who stared back with silent amazement, unaware that the word 'grandfather' was responsible for the change in the old man's behaviour

Don't get married yet, that's my advice

Putting them in his jacket pocket, he went out and continued to wander aimlessly around the streets, noticing only occasionally the strange atmosphere of excitement that was growing in the town

He could think of only one thing: his meeting later that evening with Cosette

This would be his last brief happiness; after that, there would be only darkness.

At nine o'clock that evening, Marius crept into the garden of Cosette's house, but she was not there waiting for him as she had promised

Looking up, he saw that there were no lights on in the house and that all the windows were closed

'Who's that?'

'Is that you, M

Charles X, who had become king in 1824, believed that he had total power over the French people

He was a strong supporter of the Catholic church and the aristocracy, and he took away the freedoms that Napoleon had given the ordinary citizens

Although this made him very unpopular, he thought that his opponents would be too weak to prevent him from doing what he wanted

The ordinary people liked him at first, but he soon showed that he was more interested in power for his family than democracy for his people

One of these children was Eponine, who had dressed like a boy so that no one would tell her to go home

Having run to tell Marius that his friends were waiting for him, she was helping Enjolras and his companions to build the barricade

The man smiled and eventually admitted that he was.

When they found a letter in his pocket which proved that he had been sent to spy on them, they tied him to a post inside the inn,

Marius pushed his way through the crowds of frightened, murmuring people that filled the streets until he reached the market area

Marius stood up and ran along a series of alleys that led into the rue de la Chanvrerie, behind the Corinth wine shop

He was so confused that he did not recognize Javert, tied to a post inside the inn throughout the battle.

He looked about him but, seeing no one, he started to walk away, thinking that he was imagining things.

Marius bent down quickly, and saw that it was indeed that unhappy girl, dressed in a man's clothes.

'We'll put a bandage on that wound immediately

Sit down on that stone, close beside me.'

Just as Marius thought that her sad soul had finally left her body, she slowly opened her eyes, and said in a voice so sweet that it seemed already to come from another world, 'You know, M

Then he returned to the wine shop, and opened the letter that she had given him

So she still loved him! He thought for a moment that now he must not die, but then he thought, 'She's going away.'

Nothing had changed, and he decided that he had one last duty to perform: he must send Cosette a final message and tell her of his death

Jean Valjean, at that moment, was in a state of terrible shock

In her unhappy state of mind, Cosette had forgotten to remove the page that she had used to blot the letter she had written to Marius

But there was no doubt that this was Cosette's handwriting

But this was the worst thing that had ever happened to him - someone was threatening to rob him of the only person he loved!

He remembered clearly the young man in the Luxembourg Gardens who had shown such great interest in Cosette, and he was certain that this was the man she had written to.

Jean Valjean went back into the house and tried to make sense of the words that danced before his eyes: I shall die..

Then Valjean frowned and, after a quick calculation, decided that Marius was probably still alive

After a long discussion with his friends, Enjolras decided that the married men (there were five of them) had to leave.

'You can wear these.' Enjolras pointed to the National Guard uniforms that had been taken off the dead soldiers.

'We mustn't let that happen again,' Enjolras said

They were filled with hope that help would come soon, but the hope did not last long

Within half an hour the sound of gunfire in other places had stopped, and the rebels knew that they were alone

When a second cannon was moved into position next to the first, they knew that the end was near.

Javert glanced at the dead body and murmured, 'I think I know that girl

Valjean, however, took a knife from his pocket and cut the ropes that tied Javert's wrists.

It was Jean Valjean's hand that had caught him as he fell

It was a situation that only a bird could have escaped from

He could just see, by the grey light from the grille above his head, that he was surrounded by walls

Sometimes the roof of the passages was so low that he had to bend down as he walked

At last, exhausted, he stopped beneath a large grille that brought him much-needed light and fresh air

The only thing he was sure of was that the light through the grilles far above his head was growing weaker, which meant that the sun was setting

Valjean did not show that he recognized the man, and saw with relief that Thenardier had not recognized him.

Never say that I'm not a kind man.'

After that, you can do whatever you want with me.'

It was the only way he knew to escape the confusion that was poisoning his heart.

At that moment, Marius's eyes slowly opened and his gaze rested upon M

Finally, after three months, the doctor announced that Marius was out of danger

All he knew was that he had been brought to his grandfather's house in a carriage

I've found out that she's a charming girl and that she loves you

I knew you were angry with me, and I thought, "What can I do to make him love me?" Then I thought, "I can give him Cosette." I wanted to invite her to see you, but the doctor warned me that you would probably get too excited

You've called me "grandfather"; you've shown me that you love me after all

Later that day, Cosette arrived at M

She wanted to throw herself into Marius's arms, but was unable to move, afraid to show the world that she loved him.

'Good, then that is agreed,' M

I was so excited today that I haven't even dressed up for you

Having been a mayor, he knew how to solve an awkward problem: the question of Cosette's real family He told everybody that he was not her father, but her guardian

He also invented a dead family for Cosette, so that everybody believed she was an orphan

Valjean, as her guardian, gave Cosette a large amount of money - half a million francs - but did not tell her that the money was his

He told her that the money came from a man who preferred to remain unknown

It was arranged that the couple, who could not believe their sudden, new-found happiness, would live with M

He could not believe that this was the same man he had seen at the barricade all those months ago - it seemed like a bad dream to him.

Apart from preparing for his wedding, there were two people that he wanted to find

The only thing they discovered was that Mme Thenardier had died, and that her husband had escaped from prison and disappeared with his surviving daughter, Azelma.

'I would give it all,' said Marius,'to find that man!'

It was the happiest night of Cosette's life, spoilt only by one thing: the fact that her guardian - whom she still thought of as her father - went home before the feast had started, saying that he felt ill

He remembered the little girl he had rescued from the Thenardiers ten years earlier, and felt sad that he was no longer the most important man in her life

He was proud of having helped to bring her happiness with Marius, but another thing troubled his soul: the fact that nobody, not even Cosette, knew the truth about him

He knew that if he told Cosette and Marius the truth, he would spoil everybody's happiness and he would lose their love and respect

I tried to persuade myself that it would be better not to admit the truth about my past, but it was no use

I could not silence the voice that speaks to me when I am alone.'

We could meet in that little room on the ground floor

When he refused to kiss her cheek, she began to feel unhappy, afraid that she had done something to offend him

'Cosette,' he said, 'your happiness is the only thing that matters to me

One evening in April, he called at the usual time but was told that Cosette had gone out with her husband

When he arrived, he discovered that the fire had not been lit, and the armchairs had been left near the door

Valjean replied that he was very well, but that he had business to attend to

She did not realize that, every evening, Valjean would walk slowly from his house until he reached the corner of the street where she lived

Apart from the details about his life that Valjean had confessed to him, he knew that Valjean had killed Inspector Javert at the barricade

He had discovered that Valjean's money really belonged to somebody called Monsieur Madeleine, a wealthy manufacturer from Montreuil who had mysteriously disappeared

He persuaded Cosette, therefore, not to use any of the money her guardian had given her, and to live on the money that he had started to earn as a lawyer

The smell of tobacco and the handwriting on the envelope was so familiar that Marius immediately thought of the Jondrettes

The stranger explained in great detail how he used to work for the government in foreign countries and that, now he was retired, he wanted to move to South America with his wife and daughter

'What has that to do with me?'

'I know that.'

'Did you know that he spent nineteen years in prison?'

'I know that too.'

It concerns money that belongs to your wife

'Shall I tell you the secret that you were planning to sell me? I, too, have sources of information, and probably know more about the subject than you do

'I told you that I do not like to see a man accused unjustly, but I do like to see a man punished for crimes he has committed.'

I know that your wife is dead, but take the money and start a new life in America with your daughter

'Why didn't you tell me that you were M

Madeleine and that you saved Javert's life at the barricade? Why didn't you tell me that I owed you my life?'

Jean Valjean listened as she described the view from the room that would be his, the beauty of the garden, the singing of the birds, but he was listening more to the music of her voice than to the meaning of her words

You mustn't forget, my children, that, despite my money, I am one of the poor.'

There is nothing else that matters in this world except love.'

It suited the girl so extremely well that everybody called her Little Red Riding Hood.

The poor child, who did not know that it was dangerous to stay and talk to a wolf, said to him, "I am going to see my grandmother and carry her a cake and a little pot of butter from my mother."

"Oh I say," answered Little Red Riding Hood; "it is beyond that mill you see there, at the first house in the village."

I'll go this way and go you that, and we shall see who will be there first."

This is the first thing that I think when I wake, and I look around nervously, confused by the dark and by the thick fog which surrounds me.

I do not even know where this is because the fog is so thick that I can only see for a few metres in any direction.

I try to stand, but then I realise that my head hurts and that there is a sharp pain behind my right ear

I feel that I need to run, that there is somewhere I must be, somewhere I must remember.

Yes, I know her! And the thought is so strong that I smile despite the pain in the back of my head.

I am sure that I know her, but I still do not remember why

Is she my wife? My girlfriend? I think that she is, and I suddenly feel afraid for her

I try to remember the image, and I see that there is a piece of cloth in her mouth so that she cannot speak and that she is tied to a large grey stone by thick white ropes.

I only know that I must find her, that I must help her.

There is nothing cruel about the face, but I know instantly that this is the man that has Catherine, and I hate that face with all of my heart.

I begin to walk, slowly at first, unsure of the direction that I must go

It seems like the ground is moving slowly up, and I believe that this is right

The image I remember of Catherine tied to the grey stone is in less fog, and I think that it must be on higher ground.

And I remember that after I eat, I wait for her in the car park until she finishes work, and she is surprised to see me there

But I suppose that's just who I am: a romantic.

For a moment I think that I am dead and that Catherine is alone, tied to the grey stone in the fog

But then I see the light in the sky, and I realise that the shot was a flare

I am scared now because I know that I am near, and in the dark I begin to see large, grey stones standing like giants on the top of the hill

In amazement, I think that I recognise this circle of ancient stones.

His hair is blond, his eyes light, and I think that this is not the man who has Catherine

"I just want Catherine," I say, but I can see the hate in the man's eyes, and I know that the only thing I can do now is run to the stone where I know she is tied and try to escape into the fog with her.

At first, I think that maybe I am quick enough, but then I hear the snap of the gun and feel the explosion in my back.

When I look to see why, I see that she is not there: the white ropes are still tied to the stone, but she is not.

"Catherine," I say again, smiling, because she is all that matters, and I can rest now because I know that she is safe.

"Yeah, that's him," the tall man says

I do not understand anything else that they say, but I do understand these three words, and I smile again.

They are all focused on the road, and in the distance I can hear the music and the commentator, and I know that the race is starting soon.

I almost do not recognise the two men beside me, and I think that from a distance people cannot see that I am a woman.

Tall, arrogant, dressed in his expensive suit and with a watch that costs more than most people make in a year.

"You idiots! This is an investment bank! There's no money here! Everything is done by transfer." And he looks at us all like we are children, with that arrogant expression on his face

Not that: we're not common thieves!" And he throws the bag to Little John

"No! I can't, I don't have that sort of money

"You don't understand," Hastings shouts, "it's more complicated than that!"

"We understand that hundreds of local businesses are in serious trouble because of you and this bank," I say

Enter the details, or." I say, and I know that this is it

Beethoven fills the silence again, and I look at Robin and see that there is sweat on his face too, but Hastings does not move.

"Something like that," he says quietly.

And he knows that he can.

He thinks that with her clothes and her coat on she will be too heavy and that the cold grey water of the loch will pull her down

But is that enough?

And the bottle of champagne that he knows she cannot resist.

"I dinna ken aboot that

She smiles that stupid, cow-like smile at them, and Oliver sees the idiot attendant smile back

No more listening to that awful laugh, no more looking at her boring face

"Oh yes, that would be very nice!" She smiles, but in the half-light Oliver thinks he sees something strange in her expression.

Oliver thinks that this is going to be very easy indeed

"Yes, closer! Help me!" he shouts, and it is then that he sees the strange expression on her face again

"Don't you dare call me that," she says in a tone as cold as the water

You can call that stupid girl of yours 'Darling,' but not me

The interview room is cold, the lights weak and grey, but he offers the woman a seat and hopes that this will be quick.

She has long brown hair that right now looks a little untidy

And she has deep-green eyes that at the moment are tired and nervous and show something which he does not completely recognise.

She puts her hands on the table, and he sees that her red fingernails are chipped and bitten

You have that little red sports car, don't you?"

Again she waits, and again Branwell thinks that he sees something in her deep-green eyes.

Sometimes he's so close that I think he can touch me, and other times he's far away, but I still know that he's there

And Detective, you might think that I'm crazy, but I know what this man wants..."

And they watch me every day, and I think that they watch me at night too."

"You think that this man enters your premises? That he enters your cottage during the night?"

Sometimes I wake, and I know that he's there

But to do that we need evidence

She lets out a laugh, a laugh that is horrible to Branwell

"And he never says anything threatening? He never says that he wants to hurt you?"

"I'm sorry Miss Thornton, but there's very little that we can do

Let me make you that tea

"You mean," she continues, "that if I tell you his name, you can help me? You can stop this?" she says desperately.

He sees that expression in her eyes again

"Oh I know," she says, and he sees that something in her deep-green eyes, and he thinks that he knows what it is now

"I know, Detective, because I am that driver." Then there is only the sound of her crying to fill the cold interview room, and Branwell sits down again and picks up his pen and notepad

"I think you should tell me everything," he says, and he can see clearly now the guilt that fills her deep-green eyes

He cannot: not for someone who can do that

It is a cold smile, but Branwell sees that the man's eyes look a little more alive now

Inside the pub it is small and dark, and the barman is rude and suspicious, but Gerry has to agree that the view from the terrace is more than spectacular

Red, sandy plains stretch out in almost every direction, and only to the east are there thin, light-green trees that lead to the low, orange mountains.

Everybody knows that

And Gerry understands better than most people exactly how true that is.

And when Big Jones finds you, that is when you go see the world...

They both look similar: messy blond hair under hats that are the same colour as their khaki shorts and shirts

"Is that right? Are you a pom, mate?"

Gerry is not sure, but he thinks that the man looked at the bag by his feet.

"Yeah, something like that."

"Oh, is that right? Me and Darwin live near there! It looks like we're neighbours!"

"Saltie territory? What's that?"

"He seems to like that bag very much." says Darwin.

The creek is twenty metres from the farm house, and the evening seems to be alive with insects and birds that live in the trees near the green water.

And that is when he feels the knife at his neck.

"How? Do you think you can steal from me and escape? Gerry, you know me better than that."

In its place there are a thousand adverts on a hundred television screens, a sea of lights that constantly move and change.

So many, that they are impossible to understand

Delicious smells that make the stomach rumble

And Jake knows that he is right.

But they are better than the dirty old jeans and green jacket that are now in a bin behind the shop where they sit.

Remember that

He thinks about home for a moment, but that is too far away now, and too long ago.

But you can't think about that, he tells himself.

He thinks again that he is a strange tourist

From here Jake can see that he looks nervous.

He wants to run, but he walks and notices that the bag is heavy, really heavy

And he begins to imagine Nick's face when he sees the bag, and he already begins to imagine the food that he can buy.

He thinks that maybe Nick would know, that Nick would have some advice.

And then he realises that he does know.

He hears another shout, and knows that the man is nearly here, but the camera is not looking at him

He thinks that the people are shouting at him, and he wants to explain

Jake now realises that the crowd is not shouting.

My doctor tells me that I must," she laughs

"Please, sit down," Edward says with a smile that shows early signs of infatuation.

"Fascinating," she says, and all three look happy that she thinks so.

"And what is this interesting conversation that I am interrupting?"

"Oh, we can't bore you with that

Eleanor smiles shyly and moves the elegant white silk scarf that lies around her neck above her black dress

Peter thinks that for a film there must be something visual about the murder weapon

Then she goes for her run and makes sure that many people see her."

"Normally, yes," says Eleanor, and all three men notice how her smile fades a little, "but she has a plan for that

"Everyone thinks it's an accident and that she is heartbroken," says Peter.

"Yes, that's the difficult part

"Court reporter" sounds good; it sounds important, and that is exactly how he describes it to any girl that asks

He also enjoys deciding who is innocent and who is guilty, but today that is too easy.

They have a terrible reputation in Bristol, and there is not one of them that does not scare Nick.

There are pictures of these injuries, but there is no proof that Mr Dawson hit Mrs Dawson

However, that is not why you are here

The words she said were 'I will kill him,' but the defendant says she does not remember that

Both times she had the scissors with her, and both times witnesses testified that she said 'I will kill him.'

The friend, Mr Harris, says that Miss Lee did not say anything to Mr Dawson and that the only thing Mr Dawson said was 'Hello'

The defence says that this is not murder, but manslaughter

They say this is the case because Miss Lee was not in a sane state of mind when she killed Mr Dawson; they say that this crime was in defence of her sister

"I think the judge needs to listen to this first," he says, and he looks back at the beautiful Mrs Dawson and sees that she is not sad now, and that she is not victorious, and not angry.

The next moment you are awake, a horrible sensation filling your body, and you are sure that ice-cold water is covering you.

Something that makes your heart beat faster

Something that makes the hairs on your arms stand up and that makes your eyes search the horrible, complete darkness of your room.

And for a few moments you are so afraid that you cannot think

And you want to tell yourself to relax, that everything is okay, and to close your eyes and return to your calm and gentle dreams.

No, you cannot, because you know that everything is not okay

You know that you are awake because something woke you.

And you do not tell yourself to relax, you do not tell yourself that everything is okay, and you do not tell yourself to return to your calm and gentle dreams.

The blanket of your bed is covering all of you except for your head, and part of you thinks that this is good

So you listen, and you look, and you try to remember what it was that woke you

The lamp in the corner of the room looks like the tall, silent figure of a murderer, and the coat on the back of your door has hands that almost touch you.

But this is just your imagination, your fear, and you know that and try to stay calm and focussed.

So you listen, and you think that everything seems to be normal

You try to see the clock in the dark, but it is impossible, and you think that it must be somewhere between four and six o'clock: the darkest hours of the night when even the lively and vibrant city of Manchester sleeps.

And there is no birdsong to let you know that the sun and the new day are nearly here.

You think that if you scream, someone will hear you.

Maybe it was only a bad dream that woke you

But you know that the noise was not her

You know that Sophie is sleeping in her usual position at the top of the stairs and that she never makes a noise in the night, and you wish, for the first time, that you also had a dog

Yes, a brave dog to protect you instead of just a lazy cat that lies in dangerous places.

And you know that you can rest now: everything is okay

Don't move! Part of you says, the part that feels the sensation of cold water on your skin again.

Because you know now that someone is in your house.

And then you know that yes, you can do it if you need to

No reason for you to think that there is more than one burglar

Your heart is beating so fast that you do not feel anything but the strange mixture of fear and anger.

You know now that the window to the spare room is open, and you know this is how the burglar entered.

And then you can see his face, and you realise that he looks more afraid than you do, and he is stepping quickly backwards to the stairs

He knows that

How long ago was his last visit to this cold stone building? More than twenty years? Well, that is not important at the moment

No, the only thing that is important is something that the church can offer him right now

The one thing he needs if he wants to keep his freedom and get the suitcase that is buried in his brother's old garage

The suitcase that can help him escape the country and live the rest of his life on a tropical island in the Bahamas.

And so he waits, and the evening becomes darker, and he thinks that there are now only one or two people left in the small old church

He decides that it is time.

He pulls the collar of his stolen coat up to cover his face, and he checks that no one can see the grey prison uniform that he is still wearing beneath it.

"Father?" he says, but there is no reply, and he can see no movement behind the grille that separates his small space from the other.

But after a few minutes he realises how tired he is, and he thinks that maybe he can close his eyes for a moment and even rest his head against the grille.

I need to know that anything I say here is not to be repeated

my son," the voice says, and Barry thinks that it is a calm and honest voice.

"Is that Father O'Connor?" he asks, remembering his old priest.

"But does it matter that you're not my priest? Can you still listen?"

Can you do that? Can you help me hide here in the church?"

You're the prisoner, the one that escaped from Mountjoy prison

I escaped from the gardai van that was taking me to hospital

And that's why I'm here

A bank, Father, and they have insurance and all that, so they don't need it

"Why? Because I need to know that you aren't going to hurt anyone to get it," the voice says seriously.

I'm going to go close the church, then maybe I can find you that bit of food and some other clothes."

"Now, son, I told you that any man can listen, didn't I?" it says

"And I also told you that God is in the detail

And an important detail, a very important detail, is that you're in the wrong side of the confessional

But you know, I think I can do that next time

He hates that town.

And that girl.

He remembers that afterwards they were in the hotel room kissing, but then something happened, and she laughed

Jesus, is this it? Did he really do something to that girl? More than hit her once? Did he do what they said on the radio? Was she dead?

"Yep," the cop says, "these roads are funny like that

Dan nods and gets out, and he thinks again that there is something strange about the cop's uniform

Is that what he wants? "The trunk? Can I ask why?"

He thinks that if he keeps running he can escape and find help; find the real police.

Brandon tries not to think as he walks through the snow that reaches up to his waist

"You said it was easy!" Brandon calls out into the forest of silent trees that surround him, his voice full of emotion

And now Brandon is alone, and he feels tired and lost, and he knows that the man in the dark winter coat and black hat is near

And he thinks that the next bullet is for him

He remembers the way that Greg fell

He knew that he brewed illegal beer to sell and that he drove drugs across Alberta and British Colombia

But Brandon did not do that

He did not do any of that

He tried to be better than that.

A sound that he recognises; a sound that is getting nearer

And he pushes through the snow, and he thinks that maybe, if he can get to the sound, he can flee into the mountains and never come back.

Think about that." Greg drank some more of his beer and looked around the bar

And listen, I don't hate them for that

I just know that if we ask them for a small amount, then they can pay

If you ask for more, you have to wait, and then there is the risk that they contact the police

On that first day Brandon said no to the plan

He only knows that it was three in the afternoon when they first heard the sound of the police sirens.

The sound of the sirens was still in the distance, and Brandon thought that maybe they were still okay and that maybe they could leave; maybe they could escape together

But then there was that gunshot...

Six hours, that's it

So that's what they did: they took the kid as he walked into town

That is what Greg told the hotel, even if that part was not true.

He tried to escape from the truck that chased him, but he crashed on the highway

He is sure that the man with the gun is near.

Around the old but impressive school, there are green gardens and grounds that continue for miles, and at the windows of the building there are the thirty faces of serious young men, who watch them strangely.

After only two weeks of working with Smith, he already knows that it is best to just nod.

Write that down."

Don't you know that?"

Well, the problem is that we can't find one of our members of staff: Mr Fletcher."

"Sorry about that

"Is that strange?"

He's drunk somewhere; that's all this is

"Who's that?" Smith shouts.

Isn't that interesting?"

But there is something that does not make sense

He remembers hitting that idiot of a boy Harris because he made a mistake in the geometry class

And for a while he thought that he would die in the deep dark corner behind the wall

And he hopes that someone hears him soon.

"My God! Just look at that, Junior," Owen says with a smile, and he points to the valley and green forest below them

Junior said that to walk there was stupid, because they had a car, and despite all of Owen's arguments, the teenager did not change his mind.

Owen looks back at the car and hopes that no one can see it from the main road

The grass below their feet is green and fresh, the trees are heavy with leaves, and the air smells so good that Owen forgets about Junior's mood

"Smell that, Son

"Oh, that." And the boy pulls something out of his pocket, and Owen sees that it is his mp3 player.

"Wait a minute, Son, you don't need that today."

No, you don't need that today," he repeats, and he takes the mp3 player from the boy's hands, and he tries to avoid the angry look in the boy's dark eyes.

Junior does not like sports, he does not run, and the last time he came to the forest with Owen, he said that he was too cold and that the forest was boring.

But Owen does not like to think about that too much

Rhea says that it is just his age, and that all teenage boys prefer computer games and television to walks in the forest.

No, this time the sun is high and hot, and this time Owen has his old guns over his shoulder, and he remembers the way that Junior's expressionless face changed when he saw them the night before.

And Owen knew the boy was interested then, and for the first time in a long time he thought that maybe there was something they could do together

And Owen realises that the boy does not understand what poaching is.

That's a crime, that's illegal, but you still do that, don't you? Well, this is just like that

Junior looks a bit happier now, and for twenty minutes Owen talks to him about how to hold the gun and how to walk with it, while his son listens carefully and asks sensible questions that show a real interest

And Owen now notices that the boy actually looks a little bit like him after all and that he also smiles sometimes

Don't shoot unless I can clearly see that there is no one near the target

And don't forget there are two shots and that I should empty the gun before I give it back to you."

"Dad?" Junior whispers, and he looks scared "what's that noise? Is it the police?" And Owen signals him to be quiet

There is a snap from behind the trees, and Owen thinks that maybe he should put his gun down, in a bush, nice and carefully like he told Junior to do

Owen sees the boy throw the gun and tries to shout that it is just a deer, but it is too late

And he thinks that maybe next time they should just go to the cinema instead

I want to tell you a little story that I know

Now, it's not a very nice story, and I can't promise you that there will be a very happy ending

But it's a true story, and that's something that's very important to me, and I want you to remember that.

Yeah, you need to remember that the truth is important to me

And you know what? It's something that's very important to you too.

You see, there are two things you can do with a talent like that

But Jimmy, poor, stupid Jimmy, didn't know that

But worse than that was his next decision

I think he probably cheated to get that too

Some people say that the reason his casino is called Shark Pool is because Hank looks a little like a shark

Do you understand that, Jimmy? Do you know how many kids like you come into my casino? No? Hundreds, thousands

Did you hear that, Jimmy? So before I take this gag out of your mouth, and before you think about saying something stupid again, think about this

Did you really not think that we were watching you? We knew you were cheating

And yeah, that's why I came here

Is that a crime? Is that wrong?"

"Idiot! I always take the aces out of the pack and make sure that I get the kings," he says, and he goes back into his casino to play another game

But for a moment Clive and Kenny wait, stepping backwards so that the waves caused by the feeding frenzy do not get at them.

Sarah considers sitting on one of the seats by the wall of the tunnel, but she is so tired that she thinks that maybe she will fall asleep if she rests.

But there will be no fighting today: the few people that are here look half dead.

But that's life.

She cannot see his face because he has the hood of his sports jacket up, but he seems to be asleep, and there is something about his face that she does not like

He has a short beard and pale, unhealthy skin, and she thinks that his eyes are probably unkind.

The poor old woman must not feel too comfortable next to the noisy kids, but Sarah knows that they are okay: she can spot the bad kids from a mile away.

And when she hears the topic that they are talking about, she suddenly feels cold.

"I know, sick, isn't it? I mean, how many is that now?" asks another.

"Is it? Man, you know, the sick thing is that no one knows who it is

"How do you know that?"

And now there is silence in the carriage, and Sarah sees that everyone is listening to the conversation.

"I'm sorry, dear," the old woman says, and Sarah sees that the woman's cloth bag is touching her arm

She feels a cold shiver move over her body, and suddenly she thinks that she feels a little ill.

Is he watching her? She looks again and, yes, his hood is still covering his face, but she is sure that his eyes are focused on her.

You can't live like that

Sala and Cham live in an enormous overcrowded city that they are forbidden to leave, for their own protection: the world outside the city was contaminated during the wars.

The government uses most of the city's energy to build virtual simulations, so that people can experience beautiful places without actually going anywhere

Sala was so busy staring that she didn't look where she was going, and stepped into water up to her ankles.

"What was that about?" asked Niki, as they hurried on down the street

She could say with her hand on her heart that this year - her eighteenth - had been the best so far

It was crazy the way it did that, even after a whole year together.

that's so sweet of you!" Taste-pots were great, because they weren't expensive, but gave you the taste of something luxurious like double chocolate ice cream

She was on the top of a cliff looking down at a valley, with fields and forests that went on and on

Sala had soon found out that he lived near her, in an earth apartment

In a simulator, it was hard to forget that there were four walls just five or six steps away - but in a pod, you lost your awareness of the world around you

Then they changed to a sunny park, like the ones that their city used to have, and sat down to talk.

"They've developed these special pods that you can actually live in

"But who would want to do that?"

They're saying that the study programs in the pod will make you much more employable when you come out."

To get home quickly, they stepped onto one of the fast-moving walkways that stretched in all directions across the city.

"Who was that?" asked Cham.

"Yeah, that makes sense," Cham agreed

All at once, she was sure that something wasn't right.

"Is that you, Sala?" called a voice from somewhere above

Sala could see from her face that it hurt her to move like that

"Gran! Are you OK?" Sala put an arm around her, and made her sit down on the little bench that looked over the city.

What's more, there was a force field at the city boundary that was impossible to cross: there were alarms there that sensed your wrist chip before you even got close, and then government agents appeared in seconds to arrest you

There are tiny hairs inside that make you want to scratch

"So, your brother - that's..

I've always believed that he died in the outside world, in the contamination." She rolled the fruit between her fingers

"Gran, you never know! Maybe there are places outside the city that didn't get contaminated - where people survived."

Well, that's that, then," said Gran

But I don't know how he can afford something like that."

Don't mention that on the ultranet, she told herself

Story-streams were a little like the movies that people watched in the past

that pod thing."

"But that's the problem," said Cham

So I thought, hey, yes - that's a great idea, I don't have to actually do it-"

"Is this the Pod Life that Ding was talking about? The one where you live in a pod for two years?" Cham looked uncomfortable

"Oh." So that's why he was quiet

Sala knew that Apat loved it when Cham came with them to the center, because Cham always joked around with him

"Hey, don't look at me like that

"It doesn't sound like that." Sala banged her drink down

She managed not to say anything in front of her little brother, but Gran could see at once that she was upset.

You have to remember that his situation is different from yours

It was true, her family was very lucky, and she sometimes forgot that

It meant that she earned a regular salary, unlike Cham's parents, who were always worrying about money

"Oh! No." Sala's thoughts had been so full of Cham and Pod Life that she'd almost forgotten about it

"Well, I suppose I'm thinking that maybe, just maybe, there is still life in the outside world - and maybe someone from that world has found a way across the city boundary."

How wonderful to think that there might still be a different world out there - a world where you could do all those things for real!

There was a choice of lifelike views in 3D - not as clever as the illusions in the simulator, but they did help the family to forget, at times, that they lived deep under the ground.

"Because you're just lying in the pod, they're able to store all the heat energy that your body creates

you know that fruit the woman gave me?"

I love the way she talks about the past and all that

But that fruit - someone must have found it in a closet or somewhere."

She decided that they needed to talk about something different, because she'd come here to make things better, not worse.

I can see that all those units and the extra money would be useful

Sala realized now that Cham was ambitious

She would never want to prevent that - there were so few opportunities to succeed

She wanted to tell Cham right away that she hated the idea

Studying at home helped with overcrowding, used less energy, and made teaching easier: well, that's what the government said.

"In fact, I've been looking into that Pod Life thing that Ding told us about

I like to be independent, that's all

"But isn't that the point?" suggested Niki

Now that they were actually on their way, it was all so much fun.

"Oh! Don't say that," cried Sala

But that's the fantastic thing

The door recognized that they had tickets, and let them in

She led them toward a row of strange-looking pods that stood vertically

"Sooner than that

Cautiously, she tried moving her arms and legs, and found that it came naturally

And I loved it right at the end, when that big dolphin came up to you and lifted you out of the water."

it was you in there, wasn't it? Your voice sounded a bit different, but apart from that..."

"And then the dolphins were making all that noise, and we laughed about them talking to us -"

If you don't, that's it

They'd never had to make a big decision like this before, and she wished with all her heart that he wasn't making her choose

"Is that because of the packing equipment breaking?" asked Sala

"Well, they say they're offering high-level studies, so that's obviously good," said Mom cautiously

And I'd wish with all my heart that there was something better for you."

If that rose fruit came from outside, who knows what may be possible."

"I don't think you can depend on that, Gran," she said

Sala realized that for Gran, the rose fruit meant something real; it spoke of a world that Sala could only begin to imagine

Up on the roof, they talked about all the things that didn't really matter: what they'd eaten for dinner, the weather, Apat on the jumping machine..

"I heard that Palo has done the same as you

It's not really about that..

"I love that you're so hopeful." Cham drew her close, and kissed her

"It's not just that," she protested

Back at home that afternoon, Sala thought about Niki's words: it was true that because she was with Cham, life felt exciting

She chose one that Cham had recommended, about the Oil Wars

Cham sent her another message while she was on her way to say that he was in Space 46, and when she went in, he'd already chosen an illusion

"They've put in new nanobots that stay inside the equipment and check everything, every day

Cham's dad Tian knew how to fix the old equipment: that was his job

If only she'd seen that woman again...

"You can see that, can't you?"

"So, is that it? You've decided? For sure?"

It touched hers, and Sala saw that it was already holding something: a little paper note.

Give that to your grandmother." For a second, the woman moved a little closer

We know you can't leave your city, but now I hear that maybe messages can reach you, if you are still alive

I want you to know that I have a good, happy life with my wife

If you received one of the fruits, you know that this is true, and that it came from me

Here, we are free, and we have beauty all around us, but my heart breaks when I think of you trapped in that city, like a bird in a cage.

We think we can trust them, but we know that this letter could put you in danger

When they had all cried and hugged each other, it was the first thing that Sala thought of.

"Well, that's good," said Gran

If the government finds out that messages are getting through the force field and passing across the city boundary, there could be big trouble."

They were so close to the pod center that she was worried there might be government agents nearby

Wow! Imagine that: thinking your brother might be alive after all that time."

It's just that..

What more could she say? Cham's number one consideration right now was his family, and she couldn't stand in the way of that; but she wished that he would at least think about other possibilities.

After that, you'll have two days of tests, to check that your body is behaving normally under pod conditions."

We store that energy here."

Then that picture slowly disappeared, and a man took the woman's place

Was that it? Decision made? No more discussion? Cham hadn't even looked at her

Is that right?"

When she came toward the biggest walkway of all - the one that stretched right across the city - Sala's heart started beating faster

Before long, they passed through a district that Sala had never visited before

Here, the tower blocks seemed taller and more depressing than ever, built closely together so that the spaces between them were always in shadow

She looked very different now that she was in her own surroundings - more friendly and unthreatening

"I can't tell you that."

"So, was that note really from Gran's brother? Are people alive out there - outside the city? How did you get the note across the force field?" She had so many questions.

If that's true, she knows all about us

We needed to be sure that you would be on our side

And that you wouldn't talk."

At that moment, a door opened at the far end of the room, and a man appeared

"And that's our control center

Now, we're looking for people that the government is unlikely to miss

All the things that Gran had talked about

And apart from that, keep very, very quiet."

They took the street that led toward the meat-growing laboratory

But Wena knew that Sala had told Cham about the rose fruit, didn't she? Anyway, Sala needed to tell Cham to try and persuade him not to go into a pod.

"It's that woman," Sala told him

They've found out that it isn't true about the contamination

maybe they created that letter

"But why? Why would they do that? And how could they know that wild roses mean so much to Gran?"

a wild, crazy dream that they've invented to confuse you

But none of Cham's grandparents were alive, so maybe it wasn't surprising that he found it hard to believe in another world.

why can't that be real?"

You're giving me a hard time here, you know that?"

"Please don't say that, Sala

"You mean that?"

When they had talked about it before, she had felt left out; not jealous, exactly, because she was sure that she didn't want to join them

Now, that feeling had gone

She was dying to tell the others, but knew that she couldn't.

They've discovered that the contamination is all a lie and they're trying to find ways through the force field!"

What do you think about that, Mom?"

"You should know better than anyone that jobs in this city don't last

But we don't know that what this woman says is true - and nothing can happen right now anyway."

Sala wished she could see him on her own, but she knew that time with his family was precious

"Ones that talk with your voice

The only thing that made the time pass more quickly was her family's dream of the world outside

Sometimes she took Apat with her, though he was less enthusiastic now that Cham couldn't go with them

He complained that Sala spent too long running, not realizing that she was waiting..

We have to learn all about the history of the government and things like that

She didn't mind that

I really miss you, though." Sala wanted to tell him about seeing Wena, but she knew that she needed to be careful over the ultranet

"I saw that woman again."

A whole week of waiting, and that was it

Worse than that, he seemed different

All that endless talk about his skiing..

Maybe he was just being protective - worried that the rebels would put her in danger

"Coming!" Sala left her room and found that Gran had just prepared some fresh juice.

She was staring out at the view with that faraway look in her eyes - that look that Sala now recognized

If I were stronger, I'd get out and join that rebellion."

"Oh dear, I didn't mean to suggest that," said Gran.

She knew it would be best to go straight to the earth apartment, but she felt a little afraid to do that

After looking around to check that no one was watching her, she slipped quietly down the passageway, and found the same door as before

She was about to knock, when she saw that this one wasn't closed either

Sala rushed into the room that she had seen on her previous visit

Any kind of rebellion had to keep moving so that no one could discover it."

But he says that it could be from anyone."

It was good to know that they could do something to test Eston's letter; but even so, it wouldn't tell them where Wena and Oban's group had gone

He said it so lightly that Sala wasn't sure she'd heard right

"Sorry? You don't mean that, do you?"

please don't say that." Sala swallowed

"The letter from Gran's brother." The words slipped out before she could stop herself, and she knew at once that she shouldn't have said it

that! I remember now," he said

you're not planning anything with that woman, are you? They teach us to report things like that." Report it? Sala's stomach turned to ice

Well, I guess that's OK," said Cham

"It can't be that bad

Of course, they would have seen that Cham had changed! And they'd permit him to leave the pod at once if they thought it was damaging him.

Now that she was here, how was she going to say what she needed to?

It's not fair that we have to stay here."

"I'm not sure that Pod Life is all that good, you know." She looked over at Cham's parents

He shouldn't be enjoying it that much, should he?"

But I believe that this is best for all of us." He looked over at Dani, who nodded in agreement

"We both believe that

She just had to hope that no one was listening in on their conversation.

We know that the letter really came from Gran's brother

So we really believe now that there's a better life out there

"I was afraid you'd say something like that."

"But how have they persuaded him to think like that?" asked Sala

"It seems that the pod is designed to change the way people think

It's hard to fight that kind of influence

"So if he tells them about that, they will investigate

"We can't let that happen!"

If the government came asking them questions, it would be better, for now, that he knew nothing at all.

They will soon discover he's telling the truth - that as far as he knows, we did receive a letter

Everyone knew that the government had cruel and terrible ways of forcing people to speak

We must remember that."

"If we can find them again, that is

that would mean leaving Cham behind forever." Sala's eyes filled with tears

If he hadn't been so generous, buying her that pod experience, none of this would have happened.

She thought of everything that she, Mom, and Gran had talked about over and over

We were given exercises to practice, so that if we were caught, we could stay strong." She looked at Sala's face.

And the way they were smiling, none of the other parents seemed to suspect that anything was wrong.

Cham sat down and looked at the pictures that his sisters had drawn for him, then answered his parents' questions about the tests

"Oh, that's so good to know," said Dani.

What was that look in his eyes? A challenge or just a question? Whichever it was, Sala knew the moment had come.

"Cham is having such a good time that we've decided I should do Pod Life, too."

We must have looked a strange pair as we walked into the hotel restaurant that day

Then I saw that a new guest was sitting down at the next table

She turned to me, her eyes shining: 'Go upstairs and find that letter from my nephew, Billy

I hoped that de Winter would get away before I returned.

People say that Manderley's one of the most beautiful houses in England

Then I saw that de Winter was already at his table

'Important? Why does she think that I'm important?' de Winter asked.

I felt that he did not want to talk about his home.

I suddenly realized that we had been sitting at the table for more than an hour

I have a sister, but that's all.'

'You forget,' I told him, 'that you have a home and I have none.'

I thought for a moment that he was going to tell me about Manderley

I told him that I was going to do some sketching

For the first time, I wished that I had not come.

It was so near that the sound of its waters could always be heard from the house

I wanted to have something of his now that our day was over.

The waiter brought me tea that was nearly cold

I could not tell Mrs Van Hopper that every morning I drove with de Winter in his car

'You would not be in this car now if you were like that,' he said.

But I know nothing about you, nothing - except that you live at Manderley and..

and that your wife is dead.'

Something happened a year ago that changed my whole life

I want to forget everything that happened to me before that time

I'd like you to call me that too.'

I had to play cards with Mrs Van Hopper that afternoon, but I was still happy

In my bedroom was a book that Rebecca had held in her hands

I thought of the writing on that page

Rebecca was all the things that I would never be

'Well, you'll have to get used to New York, that's all

She wanted to tell everyone that she was leaving.

I work for her, you know that

'Never mind about that, I've got to talk to you.'

We would walk through that hidden valley to the sea

'I don't like young men.' I was still afraid that Maxim would change his mind.

'Is that you?' called Mrs Van Hopper

But he had not said that he loved me

'It was lucky for you that I was ill,' she said

He tells me that he wants to marry you in a few days

I was young and shy, I knew that

He can't live in that empty house without Rebecca

She may be rather strange at first, but don't worry about that

We were going along the drive now that led up to the house

I saw that the hall beyond was full of people

She could see that I was awkward and shy, and a little afraid of my new life at Manderley.

Maxim sat in a chair by the fire reading the letters that had been waiting for him

'I'm sorry about that; I like the sea,' I said

I think that some of the young servants are afraid of her.'

I began to feel that Manderley really was my home.

To my surprise, I found that Maxim had nearly finished his breakfast.

I remember the size of that breakfast

As I took an egg and some coffee, I wondered what happened to the food that was left

I had thought that perhaps we would walk down to the sea, or sit under the great tree on the lawn.

At that moment, Frith came into the room.

I could not tell Frith that I had never seen the morning-room

I had seen that tall sloping writing before

I felt that Rebecca would come back into the room at any moment

Rebecca would not have answered like that

I thought of Rebecca sitting at that desk

I hurried up some stairs, hoping that I could find my way to my bedroom in the east wing

I knew then that I had walked right round the house

I was glad that my rooms were in the east wing

I knew then that she had been watching me, laughing at my fear

'I don't mind that, I love swimming

Then, thank God, Frith came in to say that lunch was ready

'I can see that you do

I could see that he loved it as much as Maxim did.

When lunch was over, I could see that Maxim was tired

'Maxim said in his letter that you were very young and pretty

At that moment, the men came out of the house

'Thank God that's over,' he said

'Not that way,' called Maxim

'Why does he want to go that way?' I asked.

I looked over my shoulder and saw that Jasper was following us.

'There,' said Maxim, 'look at that.'

The bushes made an arch over our heads so that we had to bend down

I saw that the valley was behind us

Then we saw that Jasper had gone

'He was by that rock a minute ago,' said Maxim.

'Do you hear that?' I said

'Come back,' Maxim said sharply, 'we don't want to go that way.'

'I know that dog, it's not yours

There was something frightening about that small, dark room

Who is that man?'

Where did you get that string?'

'Pull at that string, can't you?' he said to me.

I never go near the place or that damned cottage

'I don't want you to look like that

'Why do you look like that?'

Rebecca had worn that raincoat

I was glad that our rooms were in the east wing

I knew that they compared me with Rebecca

I could not tell the woman that Maxim had never spoken about the ball.

I decided that I would find out more about the Fancy Dress Ball

Later that afternoon, Frank Crawley came up to the house.

'I went into that cottage in the bay a few days ago,' I said

I noticed that Frank always called Rebecca 'she'

She often went out alone like that.'

I had been thinking about that terrible night for so long.

'Mrs de Winter, you mustn't think that,' said Frank, looking at me for the first time

Frank turned away from me so that I could not see his face.

She knew that I enjoyed sketching and she had really tried to please me.

I was glad to have something at Manderley that belonged to me

She says that Robert must have taken it or broken it

'I never thought that Mrs de Winter had broken the ornament,' said Mrs Danvers

'What does it matter? They are interested in us, that's all.'

'I suppose that's why you married me

If only I hadn't broken that cupid

It was the first time that I had been left alone at Manderley

I was sure that Maxim would have a terrible accident or even be killed

'Not that way, Jasper,' I called

And that boat would never come back now.

But I had a strange feeling that someone was watching me

At that moment, Mrs Danvers came back

'Now isn't that kind, Danny,' he said

I did not like the way that Favell spoke about Maxim

I must see that everything was all right

I was surprised to see that the room was completely furnished

A room that was never used now.

'I was out that evening

I saw at once that the boat had gone.'

I hoped that Maxim would ask for me but he did not.

I was glad that Beatrice was coming

I began to feel that Mrs Danvers was watching me

There were so many rooms that Maxim and I never used

I had forgotten that Beatrice asked so many questions.

'No, I don't suppose that you did,' Beatrice answered.

I hoped that she would tell me more about Favell, but she did not

I don't want that man at Manderley

I could tell that he was very angry

I knew then that he was not going to tell me about his anger with Mrs Danvers

I looked through the books that Beatrice had given me

I wanted something that was pretty and simple too.

'Then I suggest that you have your costume made in London, Madam

There is a shop in Bond Street that would do it really well

I was glad that I had chosen my costume at last

That's all that matters.'

Tell Maxim that he can't come in either

Why was Maxim looking like that? He moved towards the stairs.

'Go and take off that dress! It doesn't matter what you wear

'Of course I knew at once that it was a mistake,' Beatrice said

He thinks that you did it as a joke

He thinks that is why you kept your dress a secret

I'm going to tell everyone that your dress didn't fit.'

I remember that Frank tried to make me drink a little champagne

All through that long night, Maxim never looked at me.

The fact that I loved him made no difference

'I was afraid something like that would happen,' Frank said at last.

'You mustn't talk like that,' Frank said

Perhaps that's a good thing

For a moment, I thought that it was Maxim

Then the figure moved and I saw that it was Mrs Danvers.

I felt that she knew about my tears

She turned to me and I saw that her eyes were red with crying

'You seem to forget that I love Mr de Winter,' I said.

He has looked like that ever since she died.'

'How dare you speak to me like that? How dare you? You made me wear that dress last night

Did you know that?'

And that's how she was when she grew up

And then what will you do? You'll go to Mr de Winter and tell him that Mrs Danvers has been unkind to you

Then for the first time I realized that Maxim had not gone away

I felt, for the first time, that it was my home

I felt that I was waiting for something - something terrible.

It's the boat that belonged to the late Mrs de Winter.'

Someone had been in the boat with Rebecca that night.

I always knew that,' Maxim said

I carried her body to the cabin, took the boat out that night and sank it

Will you look into my eyes and tell me that you love me now?'

'They will make sure that the body in the cabin is Rebecca

Then they will remember that other body in the church

Things that I could not tell anyone.'

She knew that I would take her to Manderley

I told her that Manderley was mine

After that, I knew I could never trust Rebecca with anyone.

I told Rebecca that I would shoot Favell if he came to Manderley again.

They'll find out that it's Rebecca's body in the cabin.'

Nobody saw you that night

We are the only two people who know what happened that night, Maxim.'

They'll think that, won't they, Maxim?' I said.

At that moment, the telephone in the next room began to ring.

How far away that seemed! I felt calmer, much older now

'Is it true,' she asked slowly, 'that Mrs de Winter's boat has been found and that there was a body in the cabin?'

'I am afraid I don't know anything about that,' I said.

De Winter will have to say that the body in the boat was the late Mrs de Winter

Then the boat-builder will say that the boat was in good order when he last saw it

I had a sudden feeling that Frank knew the truth.

Colonel Julyan thinks she was trapped in the cabin and the jury will think that too.'

I'm glad that I killed Rebecca

You have lost that young, sweet look

All the papers said that Rebecca's body had been found after the Fancy Dress Ball

They all said that Maxim had married his young, second wife within a year of Rebecca's death

I can't understand why it sank that night.'

There was nothing wrong with that boat when I last saw it

And that's not all

It was hot in that crowded room, far too hot

It's my opinion that there was no accident

Does it surprise you that I am shocked?'

'Then whoever took the boat out that night also made those holes and opened the sea-cocks.'

'You have told us that the door and windows of the cabin were shut?'

What were they all saying now? What was happening? What would I do if Frank came back to Manderley without Maxim? I thought again of that dreadful word - murder

I tried to stand up but my legs were so weak that I had to lean against a chair

They said that Rebecca killed herself.'

'Why do they think Rebecca did that?'

The rain was falling so heavily that I did not hear Frith come in.

'Bring him in here, please, Frith.' I hoped that Favell would go before Maxim came back

I've a note here that may interest you

'I found that in my London flat

Do you really think Rebecca killed herself after writing that note?'

'Is that Colonel Julyan? It's de Winter here

The rain was so heavy that we did not hear the sound of the car

I wished that Maxim had not hit him

Mr Favell has told us that Mrs de Winter was in love with him

Is that true?'

She amused herself with you, that was all.'

'Can you tell us how Mrs de Winter spent that last day in London? Did she keep a diary?' asked Colonel Julyan.

Somehow I felt sure that the truth was in that diary.

'Perhaps someone should phone that number

It was then that Maxim looked at me

It was the one clear proof that Rebecca had not killed herself.

I was sure that this was the truth

It was then that I began to feel tired

'But we found your old telephone number in Mrs de Winter's diary.' Dr Baker looked at the page from the diary that Colonel Julyan was holding out to him.

'If you have any record of a visit on that day, could we see it?' Colonel Julyan asked

'I had no idea there was any question of that

I told her that

She had very little pain at that time

The X-rays showed that she could never have had a child

But that was nothing to do with her illness.'

There may be some talk, but I'll make sure that people hear about Dr Baker.'

I believe that Rebecca lied to me on purpose

'I'm not sure that Rebecca hasn't won, even now,' Maxim went on

'Isn't that a good thing?' I said

I was glad that Mrs Danvers had gone

'I feel that we must get back to Manderley as soon as possible

'That's not the dawn,' he said, 'that's Manderley.'

'I need to get to that window,' he thinks.

'I can do that,' she thinks

'Who's that?'

'Remember him from the newspaper? He's going to that car!'

'He's running to that building,' says Nathan.

'Can I do that?' she thinks.

He had thick dark hair like Danny's, a nose that resembled Danny's, and a rather delicate jawline like Danny's too.

Unaware that she was staring at him, the boy put one hand to his mouth and bit gently on his bent thumb knuckle, which Danny had begun to do a year or so before he died

Without success, Tina had tried to break him of that bad habit.

Seizing on this boy's resemblance to her Danny, she was too easily able to fantasize that there had been no loss in the first place.

Why not? The more that she considered it, the less crazy it seemed

The police and the morticians had advised her that Danny was so badly torn up, so horribly mangled, that she was better off not looking at him

And if that were the case, then he might have ended up in a foster home, in a new life

As they stared at each other through two windows and through the strange sulphurous light, she had the feeling that they were making contact across an immense gulf of space and time and destiny

Pulling her gaze away from his, she studied her hands, which were gripping the steering wheel so fiercely that they ached.

Again, she was possessed by the haunting feeling that her child was alive

This boy in the station wagon was not the first that she had imagined was Danny; in recent weeks, she had seen her lost son in other cars, in schoolyards past which she had been driving, on public streets, in a movie theater.

She half convinced herself that the dream was a premonition of Danny's eventual return to her, that somehow he had survived and would be coming back into her arms one day soon.

Though she always resisted the grim truth, it gradually exerted itself every time, and she was repeatedly brought down hard, forced to accept that the dream was not a premonition

Nevertheless, she knew that when she had the dream again, she would find new hope in it as she had so many times before.

And that was not good.

She glanced at the station wagon and saw that the boy was still staring at her

She'd heard that said, and she believed it

She took a deep breath and went into the market, where the air was so cold that it pierced her bones, and where the harsh fluorescent lighting was too bright and too bleak to encourage fantasies.

She bought a quart of nonfat milk and a loaf of whole-wheat bread that was cut thin for dieters, so each serving contained only half the calories of an ordinary slice of bread

That night Tina dreamed that Danny was alive again

Danny's cries and her response became increasingly shrill and desperate, for they knew that they must reach each other before nightfall or be lost forever; in the oncoming night, something waited for Danny, something fearsome that would seize him if he was alone after dark

Tina Evans sat straight up in bed, certain that she had heard a noise in the house

This wasn't the first night she'd been wrongly convinced that an intruder was prowling the house

She remained on guard for a few minutes, but the night was so peaceful that at last she had to admit she was alone

At times like this, she wished that she and Michael were still together

Of course, if she and Michael were in bed right this minute, it wouldn't be like that at all

During the twelve years of their marriage, Tina had become a different and more complex person than she'd been on their wedding day, but Michael hadn't changed at all - and didn't like the woman that she had become

In other years that date had meant nothing special

The Lido was one of those incredibly lavish productions that could be seen nowhere in the world but Vegas, for it was only in Las Vegas that a multimillion-dollar show could be staged year after year with little concern for profit; such vast sums were spent on the elaborate sets and costumes, and on the enormous cast and crew, that the hotel was usually happy if the production merely broke even from ticket and drink sales

Going to and from the showroom, the crowd had to pass all the craps tables and blackjack tables and roulette wheels and glittering ranks of slot machines, and that was where the profit was made

Tina enjoyed dancing in the Lido, and she stayed there for two and a half years, until she learned that she was pregnant

She managed to be both a fine dancer and a good mother, although that was not always easy; she loved Danny, and she enjoyed her work and she thrived on double duty.

Five years ago, however, on her twenty-eighth birthday, she began to realize that she had, if she was lucky, ten years left as a show dancer, and she decided to establish herself in the business in another capacity, to avoid being washed up at thirty-eight

From that, she moved up through a series of similar positions in larger lounges, then in small showrooms that seated four or five hundred in second-rate hotels with limited show budgets

She was steadily becoming a respected name in the closely-knit Vegas entertainment world, and she believed that she was on the verge of great success.

At first, it had seemed terribly wrong that such a wonderful opportunity should come her way before she'd even had time to mourn her boy, as if the Fates were so shallow and insensitive as to think that they could balance the scales and offset Danny's death merely by presenting her with a chance at her dream job

A month ago, for the first time, she'd thought that at last she had begun to overcome her grief

She would never forget him, that sweet child who had been such a large part of her, but she would no longer have to live her life around the gaping hole that he had left in it

Then the new dreams began, and they were far worse than the dream that she'd had immediately after Danny had been killed.

Her obsessive fear of intruders in the house, her disquieting dreams about Danny, her renewed grief - all of those things might grow from her concern about Magyck! If that were the case, then those symptoms would disappear as soon as the fate of the show was evident

She needed only to ride out the next few days, and in the relative calm that would follow, she might be able to get on with healing herself.

In the brittle silence of the desert night, she imagined that she could sense an intruder listening too, listening for her.

What if they came, lights flashing and sirens screaming - and found no one? If she had summoned the police every time that she imagined hearing a prowler in the house during the past two weeks, they would have decided long ago that she was scramble-brained

She almost would have preferred to discover someone lurking in the kitchen or crouching in a closet rather than be forced to look, at last, in that final space where sadness seemed to dwell like a tenant

At the time, Tina was certain that Danny was aware of the nightly arguments she and Michael were having in their own bedroom, which was next to his, and that he wanted to move into the den so he wouldn't be able to hear them bickering

She had been sorry that he'd had to know, but she hadn't said a word to him; she'd offered no explanations, no reassurances

And that was another reason she didn't attempt to explain her and Michael's problems to Danny - she thought that their estrangement was only temporary

She loved her husband, and she was sure that the sheer power of her love would restore the luster to their marriage

His clothes weren't the only things that she had kept: His entire room was exactly as he had left it

The walls were decorated with evenly spaced posters - three baseball stars, five hideous monsters from horror movies - that Danny had carefully arranged.

Gazing at the dead boy's toys and pathetic treasures, Tina realized, not for the first time, that it wasn't healthy for her to maintain this place as if it were a museum

As long as she left his things undisturbed, she could continue to entertain the hope that Danny was not dead, that he was just away somewhere for a while, and that he would shortly pick up his life where he had left off

As soon as she made that decision, most of her nervous energy dissipated

Danny had left it at the far end of the room, beyond the bed, against the wall, and that was where it had stood the last time that Tina had been here

An Electronic Battleship game had stood on that table, as Danny had left it, ready for play, but the easel had toppled into it and knocked it to the floor.

Apparently, that was the noise she had heard

When she picked up the scattered sticks of chalk and the felt eraser, turning again to the chalkboard, she realized that two words were crudely printed on the black surface:

She was positive that nothing had been written on the board when Danny had gone away on that scouting trip

And the obvious reference that those two words made to the bus accident in which he had perished?

Danny, of course, had been writing about something else, and the dark interpretation that could be drawn from those two words now, after his death, was just a macabre coincidence.

When she couldn't banish that image, she attempted to alter it, mentally wiping the words away

It was so huge that a DC-9 airliner could be rolled onto it without using half the space available - a feat that had been accomplished as part of a production number on a similar stage at a hotel in Reno several years ago

Joel was an odd little man: five-feet-four, slightly chubby but not fat, with curly brown hair that appeared to have frizzed and kinked in response to a jolt of electricity

His face, which was as broad and comic as that of a clown, could stretch into an endless series of rubbery expressions

He shifted from foot to foot as he talked about Magyck! Turned this way and that, gestured expansively with his quick, gem-speckled hands, virtually doing a jig.

He was so rich that he could retire and live the rest of his life in the high style and splendor for which he had a taste

Working with that kind of money wasn't merely a step up for her; it was a giant leap.

Joel had convinced her that she'd have no difficulty matching his pace or meeting his standards, and that she was equal to the challenge

Her future was inextricably linked to that gaudy but undeniably impressive pile of concrete and steel

The Pyramid had been built at a cost in excess of four hundred million dollars, and the owners had made certain that every last dime showed

Tina supposed that some people would say this hotel was gross, crass, tasteless, ugly - but she loved the place because it was here that she had been given her big chance.

At a few minutes past eleven o'clock, a secretary from San Diego put five dollars in a slot machine and hit a jackpot worth $495,000; word of that even reached backstage in the showroom

She didn't need that much time to shower, apply her makeup, and dress, so she decided to pack some of Danny's belongings

She was in such an excellent mood that she didn't think even the sight of his room would be able to bring her down, as it usually did

When she went into Danny's bedroom, she saw at once that the easel-chalkboard had been knocked over again

Whoever it was, he wanted to rub her face in the tragedy that she was trying so hard to forget.

There was no sign that anyone had broken into the house, no obvious evidence of forced entry, and Michael was the only other person with a key

She had given Danny permission to go on the field trip, and as far as Michael was concerned, that had been equivalent to driving the bus off the cliff

She'd had no way of knowing that Jaborski's seventeenth trip would end in disaster, yet Michael blamed her

She stared at the chalkboard, thought of the two words that had been printed there, and anger swelled in her

Didn't he realize that her grief was as difficult to bear as his? What was he trying to prove?

After five rings, she realized that he was at work, and she hung up.

The place was relatively quiet, except for the muffled oceanic roar of the VIP crowd that waited in the main showroom, beyond the velvet curtains.

Technicians double-checked the motorized sets, the electrical connections, and the hydraulic pumps that raised and lowered portions of the stage

Wardrobe women mended tears and sewed up unraveled hems that had been discovered at the last minute

Helen was by nature everything that poor Charlie struggled to be: impeccably well mannered, sophisticated, graceful, at ease and confident in any situation

They made pleasant small talk for the next fifteen minutes, and none of it had to do with Magyck! Tina was aware that they were trying to take her mind off the show, and she appreciated their effort.

Of course no amount of amusing talk, no quantity of icy Dom PS 233;rignon could render her unaware of the excitement that was building in the showroom as curtain time drew near

Beneath his cordial, witty, slightly cool exterior, his secret response was that of a healthy male animal, and her awareness of it was more instinctual than intellectual, like a mare's response to the stallion's first faint stirrings of desire.

At least a year and a half, maybe two years, had passed since a man had looked at her in quite that fashion

Or perhaps this was the first time in all those months that she had been aware of being the object of such interest

Now that she had spent more than a year grieving for her broken marriage and for her lost son, now that Magyck! was almost behind her, she would have time to be a woman again

Surely, that wasn't the smart thing to do

She had to admit that he sparked the same feelings in her that she apparently enflamed in him.

In a world of planned obsolescence, Vivienne took pleasure in getting long, full use out of everything that she bought, whether it was a toaster or an automobile

She'd been cleaning for Tina Evans for two years, and she had been entrusted with a key nearly that long.

Some people for whom she cleaned house insisted that she keep regularly scheduled appointments, and they did a slow burn if she showed up more than a few minutes late

With that attitude plus a few money-management skills, they were able to hang on longer than most slot players who plunged at the dollar machines after getting nowhere with quarters, and because of their patience and perseverance, the duchesses won more jackpots than did the tide of tourists that ebbed and flowed around them

In a country that worshiped youth, most elderly Americans devoutly desired to discover a place where they belonged, but unlike the duchesses, many of them never found it.

After several visits there, she had decided that it must be one of the dullest cities in the world

A life like that would be intolerable.

She prayed that she would remain healthy enough to continue working and living on her own until, at last, her time came and all the little windows on the machine of life produced lemons.

She was about to head for the den when she noticed something odd about four framed eight-by-ten photographs that were grouped on the wall above the sofa

But the fact that two were missing wasn't what drew Vivienne's attention

All four of the remaining photos were swinging back and forth on the picture hooks that held them

She went to the sofa and picked up the photo that had dropped onto the cushions

It was a portrait of Danny Evans, as were the other five that usually hung around it

Vivienne wondered if there had been a nuclear test, maybe that was what had shaken things up

Puzzled, frowning thoughtfully, Vivienne put down the knife, pulled one end of the sofa away from the wall, and collected the framed eight-by-tens that were on the floor behind it

There were five photographs in addition to the one that had dropped onto the sofa; two were responsible for the noises that had drawn her into the living room, and the other three were those that she had seen popping off the picture hooks

She crossed the room to the hallway that served the bedrooms, bathrooms, and den

At first Vivienne thought that, she was imagining the change in temperature, but the closer she drew to the end of the corridor, the colder it got

But how was that possible? How in the name of God could there be ice here, in a well-heated house and on a night when the outside temperature was at least twenty degrees above the freezing point?

Magyck! Was the most entertaining Vegas show that Elliot Stryker had ever seen.

When the stage lights were periodically dimmed, a score of revolving crystal ballroom chandeliers cast swirling splinters of color that seemed to coalesce into supernatural forms that capered under the proscenium arch

Less than ten minutes later, when the curtains opened again, the mirrors had been taken away, and the stage had been transformed into an ice rink; the second production number was done on skates against a winter backdrop so real that it made Elliot shiver.

A flickering, nervous scowl played across her face, alternating with a tentative smile that appeared when the audience laughed, applauded, or gasped in surprise.

The bone structure of that face was delicate, clearly defined, quintessentially feminine

Elliot supposed that other people might find flaws in her face

Perhaps some would say that her brow was too wide

Her nose was so straight that some might think it was severe

Others might say that her mouth was too wide, her chin too pointed

He was interested primarily in learning more about the mind that could create a work like Magyck! He had seen less than one-fourth of the program, yet he knew it was a hit - and far superior to others of its kind

The maddening electronic squeal issued from a pair of small stereo speakers that hung on the wall behind the bed

For several seconds she was certain that she could feel the switch straining under her fingertip as it tried to pop on.

Each was hung from the ceiling on a length of fishing line, and the upper end of each line was knotted to its own eyehook that had been screwed firmly into the dry wall

The sliding closet doors began to move on their runners, and Vivienne Neddler had the feeling that some awful thing was going to come out of the dark space, its eyes as red as blood and its razor-sharp teeth gnashing

She felt a presence, something that wanted her, and she cried out as the door came all the way open.

The legs at the foot rose three or four inches before crashing back into the casters, that had been put under them to protect the carpet

Gradually Vivienne's heartbeat subsided from the hard, frantic rhythm that it had been keeping for the past couple of minutes

Except, of course, that the boy who had once slept here had been dead for a year

Vivienne had to remind herself that she didn't believe in ghosts.

They would nod and smile woodenly and agree that it was a strange and frightening experience, but all the while, they would be thinking that poor old Vivienne was finally getting senile

Everyone in show business knew that non-paying preview crowds were among the toughest to please

Each time that Tina moved on to talk to someone else, she regretted leaving Elliot, and each time that she found him again, she stayed with him longer than she had before

"Well, now that the show's opened successfully, most of my share of the producer's chores are public relations and promotional stuff

But nearly all of that can be handled out of my office

in between all that popping in and out of Magyck! Do you think you'd have time for dinner?"

"Why is that?"

"I'm so glad you said that."

Snippets of music and shards of voices crackled in an eerie audio-montage that echoed and re-echoed off the walls of the frigid room.

The display case that held nine model airplanes rocked, banging repeatedly against the wall

The radio ceased scanning, stopping on an open frequency that hissed and popped with distant static

She heard his frightened voice calling to her, and she peered over the edge of the pit, and he was so far below her that his face was only a tiny, pale smudge

She edged around the pit, determined to make the hateful bastard stop what he was doing, but he took a step away from her for every step that she took toward him, and he always stayed directly across the hole from her

She was convinced that the man in black was in her bedroom, standing silently in the darkness, grinning

She blinked in the sudden light and saw that she was alone.

She was pretty much convinced of that.

She remembered the two words that she had twice erased from Danny's chalkboard - NOT DEAD - and she realized that she'd forgotten to call Michael

He would be sleeping, but she wouldn't feel guilty if she woke him, not after all the sleepless nights that he had given her

And if Michael had slipped into the house like a little boy playing a cruel prank, if he had written that message on the chalkboard, then his hatred of her was far greater than she had thought

His praise was so effusive that, even reading it by herself, in her own kitchen, she was slightly embarrassed by the effusiveness of the praise.

The tubes of glue, miniature bottles of enamel, and model-crafting tools that had stood on his desk were now on the floor with everything else

Vivienne Neddler had been in to clean last evening, but this wasn't the kind of thing that Vivienne would be capable of doing

"Oh, I'm sorry to hear that."

She doubted that he would be able to answer that question even if he were present to hear it

Hundreds of gamblers - pretty young women, sweet-faced grandmothers, men in jeans and decoratively stitched Western shirts, retirement-age men in expensive but tacky leisure outfits, a few guys in three-piece suits, salesmen, doctors, mechanics, secretaries, Americans from all of the Western states, junketeers from the East Coast, Japanese tourists, a few Arab men - sat at the semielliptical blackjack tables, pushing money and chips forward, sometimes taking back their winnings, eagerly grabbing the cards that were dealt from the five-deck shoes, each reacting in one of several predictable ways: Some players squealed with delight; some grumbled; others smiled ruefully and shook their heads; some teased the dealers, pleading half seriously for better cards; and still others were silent, polite, attentive, and businesslike, as though they thought they were engaged in some reasonable form of investment planning

And everywhere in the gigantic casino, there were cocktail waitresses in brief costumes, revealing long legs and cleavage; they bustled here and there, back and forth, as if they were the threads that bound the crowd together.

It was no surprise that women players tipped him more often and more generously than did men.

She smiled uneasily and tried to remember that she had come here to accuse him of cruelly harassing her

Every player at the table groaned, and they all had comments to make about the unlikely possibility that they might win anything from this dealer.

The huge room was so noisy that the blend of sounds seemed to coalesce into a visible substance - like a humid yellow haze in the air

To reach the escalators that would carry them down to the shopping arcade on the lower level, they had to cross the entire casino

Michael led the way, gently pushing and elbowing through the holiday crowd, and Tina followed quickly in his wake, before the path that he made could close up again.

"Sometimes a player gets so interested in the game that he's virtually hypnotized by it

He's been drinking pretty regularly, but he's so deep in a trance that he can completely ignore the call of nature until - bingo! - He has a bladder spasm

She had lost the momentum occasioned by her anger, and now she was afraid of losing the sense of purpose that had driven her to confront him

When they were first married, he'd been fun, charming, easygoing, but he had not been that way with her in a long time.

"For years people go home from Vegas and tell all their friends that they came out ahead of the game

"Then there's 'Vegas syndrome.' Someone gets so carried away with gambling and running from show to show that he forgets to eat for a whole day or longer

Isn't that weird?"

Her original intention had been to accuse him of ripping apart Danny's room; she had been prepared to come on strong, so that even if he didn't want her to know he'd done it, he might be rattled enough to reveal his guilt

"You managed," she said, and that was as close as she could come to accusing him of anything.

I'll admit that, all right

She was absolutely sure of that now.

"Now that you've had your fling as a producer, you're ready to settle down

The insufferable bastard! She was furious, but she said nothing; she didn't trust herself to speak, afraid that she would start screaming at him the instant she opened her mouth.

She had been determined that neither of them would have reason to feel that his importance in her life had diminished

She had tried to encourage him to seek advances in his own career - from dealer to floor man to pit boss to higher casino management - but he had no interest in climbing that ladder

The only way she could have held on to her husband would have been to abandon her new career, and she had refused to do that.

In time Michael had made it clear to her that, he hadn't actually ever loved the real Christina

He had adored only the showgirl, the dancer, the cute little thing that other men coveted, the pretty woman whose presence at his side had inflated his ego

But the moment that she wanted to be something more than a trophy wife, he rebelled.

Badly hurt by that discovery, she had given him the freedom that he wanted.

And now he actually thought that she was going to crawl back to him

Standing before her in the sunshine, his white shirt shimmering with squiggles of reflected light that bounced off the parked cars, he favored her with that self-satisfied, superior smile that made her feel as cold as this winter day ought to have been.

"I know that, baby

Now that you've proved whatever you needed to prove, you can relax."

I see that now

But with Magyck! Running successfully, you won't have all that much to do

"Michael-" she began, intending to tell him that she was going to stage another show within the next year, that she didn't want to be represented by only one production at a time, and that she even had distant designs on New York and Broadway, where the return of Busby Berkeley - style musicals might be greeted with cheers.

But he was so involved with his fantasy that he wasn't aware that she had no desire to be a part of it

When he paused to lick his ice-cream cone, she said, "Michael, that's not the way it's going to be."

She said, "I didn't make up that story about someone breaking into the house just so you could play the strong, reliable man to my weak, frightened female

Well, that doesn't matter anymore."

You're right about that

Dabble! Michael, that's stupid

I can't believe you said that! It wasn't a fling

I'm going to produce shows that'll make Magyck! Look amateurish by comparison

Later, after Danny was dead, she'd repressed her feelings because she'd known that Michael had been truly suffering from the loss of his child, and she hadn't wanted to add to his misery

But now she vented some of the acid that had been eating at her for so long, cutting him off in midsentence.

Why on earth would I? What do you have to give me that I can't get elsewhere? You've never been much of a giver anyway, Michael

And before you give me any more of that treacly talk about your great love of family, let me remind you that it wasn't me who tore our family apart

"You were the one who started fucking anything that breathed, and then you flaunted each cheap little affair to hurt me

And those bed-hopping weekends broke my heart, Michael, broke my heart - which is what you hoped to do, so that was all right with you

You know that

Anyway, all of that's beside the point

You could have enjoyed that time with your son

You could have had that precious time with him

She just surrendered to the racking grief that swept through her and did not question it.

After a while, she decided that she was crying for Danny

She was crying for all the things that might have been, and for what could never be again.

A block farther, as she waited at a red light, she realized that she still had a mystery on her hands

She was positive that Michael had not done the damage in Danny's bedroom

If some stranger wanted her to feel more pain over the loss of her child, however, that was definitely unsettling

Not one other relative or acquaintance had ever suggested that she was even indirectly responsible

Yet the taunting words on the chalkboard and the destruction in the bedroom seemed to be the work of someone who felt that she should be held accountable for the accident

As she drove across the intersection and into the entrance drive that led to the Golden Pyramid Hotel, Tina couldn't shake the creepy feeling that she was being watched by someone who meant to harm her

The third floor housed the machinery that supported the walls of fantasy, beyond which the tourists gamboled.

One wall was covered by heavy drapes that blocked out the fierce desert sun

In the hard light, the enormous architectural confections were not always appealing; at times, in spite of the billions of dollars of value that it represented, the Strip looked grubby.

We'll sell it this way: 'Spend the magic night of your anniversary in the magic world of Magyck!' Something like that

"Oh? Oh, yeah, that's right

Well, just watch out for that hangover."

She smiled when she thought of him, then picked up the sheaf of papers that Angela had given her, anxious to finish her work.

Although the hotel collected this data with, for the most part, the customers' happiness in mind, Tina wondered how pleased these people would be to learn that the Golden Pyramid maintained fat dossiers on them.

She scanned the list of VIP customers who hadn't attended the opening of Magyck! Using a red pencil, she circled those names that were followed by anniversary dates, trying to ascertain how large a promotion she was proposing

She had counted only twenty-two names when she came to an incredible message that the computer had inserted in the list.

Between the names of two high rollers were five lines of type that had nothing to do with the information she had requested:

In the locked center drawer of the desk was a book with the code numbers that permitted access to the sensitive information stored not on diskette but only in the central memory

Tina paged through the book until she found the code that she needed to call up the list of the hotel's best customers

After a moment's hesitation the computer asked for her name; she entered that, and the computer matched her number and name

She asked the computer for the same information that Angela had requested a while ago

The laser whispered through twenty names, forty, sixty, seventy, without producing the lines about Danny that had been on the first printout

Tina waited until at least a hundred names had been listed before she decided that the system had been programmed to print the lines about Danny only one time, only on her office's first data request of the afternoon, and on no later call-up.

Just a couple of hours ago she had concluded that the person behind this harassment had to be a stranger

Then she realized it wasn't only fear that made her quiver

She remembered the complaint that Angela had made earlier

With a sharp, loud, electronic snap that startled Tina, the computer abruptly began to churn out additional data, although she hadn't requested any

She glanced at the printer, then at the words that flickered across the screen.

She had the crazy feeling that she wasn't alone

Even though he was only a creature from a nightmare, and even though it was utterly impossible for him to be here in the flesh, she couldn't shake the heart-clenching feeling that he was in the room

Reaching toward her with a hand that would be cold and damp

Yet she felt that she was not alone.

She managed to break the grip of fear that had paralyzed her, and she put her fingers on the keyboard

She had an almost psychic sense that the perpetrator of this viciousness was in the building now, perhaps on the third floor with her

This was a new thought: the possibility that his ultimate goal was to do something worse than torment and scare her.

Then she realized that, if he really was nearby, he already knew she was in her office, alone

How could he make the room colder without using the air conditioner? Whoever he was, he could override her computer from another terminal in the building; she could accept that

Suddenly, as the screen began to fill with the same seven-line message that had just been wiped from it, Tina had enough

She took a step toward him, but then she realized that he might have come here straight from a computer in one of the other third-floor offices

She searched his face for any sign that he was lying, but his bewilderment seemed genuine

And if he were lying, he wouldn't have told her the story about Charlie and coffee, for that could be substantiated or disproved with only a minimum of effort; he would have come up with a better alibi if he really needed one

"You can't blame yourself for that

He seemed to know that she had to go through the whole story to get it off her mind.

They drove up a steep, abandoned logging trail, a deteriorated dirt road so treacherous, so choked with snow, so icy that only a fool would have attempted to negotiate it any way but on foot."

"Why? Why did a man like Bill Jaborski do something so stupid as that?"

He was so good that he could safely take young boys into the Sierras for sixteen years, a challenge a lot of other winter survival experts wouldn't touch

Why would he do something so dumb, so reckless, as to drive that far along that road in those conditions?"

"In your condition, throwing off all that nervous energy the way you are, two small brandies won't affect you in the slightest."

Elliot said, "Losing a childlike that..

But it wasn't any recollection of your son that had you so upset when I walked in a little while ago."

She told him about the bizarre things that had been happening to her lately: the messages on Danny's chalkboard; the wreckage she'd found in the boy's room; the hateful, taunting words that appeared in the computer lists and on the monitor.

Tina was disturbed by his analysis because it matched her own, and it led her into the same blind alley that she'd traveled before

that alone will require a lot more manpower than the police can spare for anything except a murder case, a hot kidnapping, or maybe a narcotics investigation."

"Isn't that melodramatic?"

"Send that one by me again."

She had to take another small sip of cognac before she was able to say what was on her mind, and she realized that he had been right about the liquor having little effect on her

I always have this powerful feeling that Danny isn't really dead

You see, I've convinced my conscious mind that my boy is dead, but when I'm asleep it's my subconscious mind that's in charge; and my subconscious just isn't convinced that Danny's gone."

"Don't you believe that's possible?"

I'll admit I don't know you all that well yet, but I think I know you well enough to say you wouldn't react that way

Besides, if it was you who wrote on the chalkboard and smashed things in the boy's room, then it was also you who came in here during the night and programmed the hotel computer to spew out that stuff about Danny

Do you really think you're so far gone that you could do something like that and not remember it? Do you think you've got multiple personalities and one doesn't know what the others are up to?"

"So where does that leave us?"

So you know where that leaves me?"

But maybe Danny didn't die in that accident

Maybe that someone is trying to tell me that Danny is alive

Maybe someone's just dropping a series of hints, trying to wake me up to the fact that Danny isn't dead."

I think you're distraught, and that's understandable."

"Won't you even consider the possibility that he's alive?"

"I don't know that, either."

Aware that her answer had disappointed him, she looked down at her hands, which were laced together so tightly that her knuckles were white.

You know better than that

If Danny were alive, and if someone were trying to get that news to you, it wouldn't be done like this, not with all these dramatic hints

"You're really convinced of that?"

Crowds streamed along the sidewalks, on their way from this casino to that casino, from one lounge to another, from one show to the next.

That's why I'm having such a hard time accepting that he's gone

A powerful shock treatment that'll finally blow away all my lingering doubts

Right? Who knows what might make a person like that reveal himself? If he finds out there's going to be an exhumation, maybe he'll react strongly, give himself away

If that were the situation, we'd have the grave opened very quickly

In the course of preparing the exhumation request for the authorities, I discovered that my client's reaction was typical

You need to spend time with the deceased, enough to accept that the body is never going to be animated again."

it won't be that way."

"I'm aware of that," she said

Elliot found the bottle of liquid soap and the dishcloth that were stored under the sink

"Nothing as grand as that

"Karate, cyanide capsules, that sort of stuff?" she asked.

I still work at that a couple of days a week because it's a good way to keep in shape

Document analysis, tedious interpretation of satellite reconnaissance photographs, that sort of thing

Now that I've made up my mind to do it, I'm anxious to get it over with."

"You think he'll be able to do that?"

They wanted to have a little fun during the evening that lay ahead, and now they began putting themselves in the mood for it.

As Elliot rinsed the second snifter and placed it in the rack, Tina said, "You do that very well."

I discovered I couldn't learn to cope with the loss if I stayed in a place that was so crowded with memories of her

Her ability to create a stylish stage show was not a fluke; she had taste and a sharp eye that instantly knew the difference between prettiness and genuine beauty, between cleverness and art

I can't take a whole lot of credit for that

Her smile was so lovely that he could have stood there all evening, just staring at the sweet curve of her lips.

Elliot was amused by the effect that Tina had on him

She had a throaty laugh that was not unlike Nancy's had been.

Perhaps it was too soon to tell for sure, but he was beginning to think that fate, in an uncharacteristic flush of generosity, had given him a second chance at happiness.

"I guess I'll have to eat that crow now."

For that matter, she wasn't pushing him, either

They both realized that they were in need of each other, physically and mentally and emotionally, and that whatever happened between them would be good.

Suddenly it seemed to her that she had done a mad, stupid thing when she'd hidden away like a nun for two years

She was afraid that she would be inept, clumsy, ridiculous, foolish in bed

She told herself that sex was just like riding a bicycle, impossible to un learn, but the frivolousness of that analogy didn't increase her self-confidence.

Amazing that it should be so familiar

Tina felt as if they had talked without pause all evening, speaking with quiet urgency, as if each had a vast quantity of earthshakingly important information that he must pass on to the other before they parted

As an hour passed in front of the fire, and then another hour, Tina discovered that she liked Elliot Stryker more with each new thing she learned about him.

Nothing had ever felt better to her than he felt at that moment.

He switched on a small lamp that stood upon the dresser, and he turned down the sheets.

During the minute that he was away from her, she was afraid the spell was broken

But when he returned, she kissed him tentatively, found that nothing had changed, and pressed against him once more.

"Is that the way you feel?"

She saw a longing and a need in his dark eyes, a powerful wanting that was only partly sex, and she knew the same need to be loved and valued must be in her eyes for him to see.

Without haste, with a breathless anticipation that lit up his face, he undressed her.

Tina realized that she had been wrong to think that celibacy should be a part of her period of mourning

For a long, long time, they forgot that death existed, and they explored the delicious, silken surfaces of love, and it seemed to them, in those shining hours, that they would both live forever.

Tina stayed the night with Elliot, and he realized that he had forgotten how pleasant it could be to share his bed with someone for whom he truly cared

Elliot switched on the bedside lamp to prove to her that they were alone in the room.

The exhumation of Danny's body would be good for her, regardless of the horror that she might have to confront when the coffin lid was raised

They fell easily into the pace and rhythm that had earlier best pleased them

"In what sense do you mean that?"

He'd been trying to postpone her departure because he was afraid that he would never see her again after she drove off.

The malicious tormentor wanted her to suffer mental anguish and spiritual pain; but he didn't want her to die, because that would spoil his fun.

He was convinced that, with her arrival on the scene, he had been granted too much happiness, too fast, too soon, too easily

He had an awful suspicion that fate was setting him up for another hard fall

He spent an hour and a half in his library, paging through legal casebooks, boning up on precedents for the exhumation of a body that, as the court had put it, "was to be disinterred in the absence of a pressing legal need, solely for humane reasons, in consideration of certain survivors of the deceased." Elliot didn't think Harold Kennebeck would give him any trouble, and he didn't expect the judge to request a list of precedents for something as relatively simple and harmless as reopening Danny's grave, but he intended to be well prepared

On Sunrise Mountain most of the big, expensive houses featured natural landscaping - which meant rocks, colored stones, and artfully arranged cacti instead of grass, shrubs, and trees - in acknowledgment that man's grip on this portion of the desert was new and perhaps tenuous

Elliot didn't tell the judge about the malicious prankster, for that seemed like an unnecessary complication; he still believed that once the fact of Danny's death was established by the exhumation, the quickest and surest way of dealing with the harassment was to hire a first-rate firm of private investigators to track down the perpetrator

Now, for the judge's benefit, and to explain why an exhumation had suddenly become such a vital matter, Elliot exaggerated the anguish and confusion that Tina had undergone as a direct consequence of never having seen the body of her child.

Harry Kennebeck had a poker face that also looked like a poker - hard and plain, dark - and it was difficult to tell if he had any sympathy whatsoever for Tina's plight

"I wouldn't like that," Kennebeck said thoughtfully

And her husband saves a bundle in attorney's fees that he'd just be throwing away in a hopeless attempt to stop us."

Let's leave it at that for now

He knew that Kennebeck was a cautious man, but usually not excessively so

He was considerably more formidable than his associate: tall, rough-edged, with large, big-knuckled, leathery hands - like something that had escaped from a recombinant DNA lab experimenting in the crossbreeding of human beings with bears

Bob shook his head in agreement, frowning, as if he was dismayed to think that he could be mistaken for a common thief.

The tall man pulled a silencer-equipped pistol out of a shoulder holster that was concealed under his gray sports jacket

Elliot's mind raced through a list of cases that his law firm was currently handling, searching for some connection with these two intruders, but he couldn't think of one.

You won't do that," Elliot said, wishing that he felt as confident as he sounded

"Move your ass over to that table."

Determined not to let them see that he was frightened, aware that any sign of fear would be taken as proof of weakness, Elliot said, "Well, you've got one hell of a weird approach for someone who's just taking a public opinion survey."

He wanted them to think that guns didn't scare him

"How do you know about that?"

A silencer-equipped pistol, lock-release gun, truth serums - their apparatus indicated that these guys were part of a sophisticated outfit with substantial resources.

"I guess that's just one more question you're not going to get an answer for," Elliot said.

The pistol still frightened him, but he was now thinking of something else that scared him more than the gun

A chill spread from the base of his spine, up his back, as he realized what the presence of these men implied about the accident that had killed Danny.

that's a lie, isn't it?"

"Something so terrible that some powerful people want to hush it up

Evidently sensing Vince's onrushing blowup and aware that it wouldn't help them accomplish their mission, Bob quickly said, "Listen, Stryker, we can't answer most of your questions because we don't know

"You know better than that," Vince said harshly.

"So how can an agency that doesn't exist go to court for a subpoena? Get serious, Mr

"Yeah, well, that's ivory tower stuff," Bob said, nervously straightening his tie.

They wanted to gain his cooperation without violence because they were reluctant to mark him; their intention was that his death should appear to be an accident or a suicide

"If you bastards want me to sit down at that table, you're going to have to drag me there."

She dragged it into the bedroom, across the carpet, into the shafts of reddish-gold afternoon sunlight that filtered through the sheltering trees outside and then through the dust-filmed window.

When she opened the carton, she saw that it contained part of Danny's collection of comic books and graphic novels

In every repulsive detail, he was precisely like the hideous creature that stalked her nightmares.

The bell rang again, and she realized that someone was at the front door.

I'd better have a look at it, check the fittings, the incoming feed, all that."

It's not that you strike me as a dangerous person or anything

I like that

If I really believed there was even the tiniest chance of anything like that, would I be standing here so cheerful?"

She was curious about the story out of which that creature had stepped, for she had the peculiar feeling that, in some way, it would be similar to the story of Danny's death

Bob stopped, obviously relieved that his hulking accomplice was going to deal with Elliot.

They were going to great lengths to avoid using violence, which confirmed Elliot's suspicion that they wanted to leave him unmarked, so that later his body would bear no cuts or bruises incompatible with suicide.

Elliot dropped the measuring cup and seized the gun, but Vince reflexively squeezed off a shot that breezed past Elliot's face and smashed the window behind the sink

Elliot ducked a wild roundhouse punch, stepped in close, still holding on to the pistol that the other man wouldn't surrender

The big man had been overconfident, certain that his six-inch advantage in height and his extra eighty pounds of muscle made him unbeatable

The man in the kitchen was still unconscious and would probably remain that way for another ten or fifteen minutes

He found some small change, a comb, a wallet, and the sheaf of papers on which were typed the questions that Elliot had been expected to answer.

He ran to the kitchen phone, snatched up the handset, and realized that he didn't know her number

The pressure in his chest grew so great that he couldn't get his breath.

She took the graphic novel out of the carton and sat on the edge of the bed in the tarnished-copper sunlight that fell like a shower of pennies through the window.

In letters that were supposed to look as if they had been formed from rotting shroud cloth, the artist had emblazoned the title across the top of the first page, above a somber, well-detailed scene of a rain-swept graveyard

The boy's vital signs were undetectable to the medical technology of that era

The vision was so vivid, so disturbing, that she and her husband raced back to the city that very night to have the grave reopened at dawn

But Death decided that Kevin belonged to him, because the funeral had been held already and because the grave had been closed

Death was determined that the parents would not reach the cemetery in time to save their son

She had dreamed that Danny was buried alive

Into her dream, she incorporated a grisly character from an old issue of a horror-comics magazine that was in Danny's collection

To tell her that Danny had been buried alive?

The spirit world? Visions? Clairvoyant experiences? She didn't believe in any of that psychic, supernatural stuff

Yet now she was seriously considering the possibility that her dreams had some otherworldly significance

Her sudden gullibility dismayed and alarmed her, because it indicated that the decision to have Danny's body exhumed was not having the stabilizing effect on her emotions that she had hoped it would.

Except that she knew, she hadn't.

And even if she had seen the color illustration before, she knew damned well that she hadn't read the story - The Boy Who Was Not Dead

From the date on its cover, she knew that the issue containing The Boy Who Was Not Dead couldn't be one of the first pieces in Danny's collection

It had been published only two years ago, long after she had decided that horror comics were harmless.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, she read the story again, hoping to see something important in it that she had overlooked in the first reading.

It rang three more times during the ten seconds that she took to reach the front door.

"Not now that you're here."

"Elliot, is that a gun?"

She was more able to believe that he was joking than that he had really been in danger

"But that's-"

At first, she half believed that he was trying to be funny, playing a game to amuse her, and she was going to tell him that none of this struck her as funny

But she stared into his dark, expressive eyes, and she knew that he'd meant every word he said.

"I'm not sure that's a good idea."

"It took him that long to check out the furnace?"

"Don't open that door!" Elliot warned.

Tina passed a leafy green plant, a four-foot-high schefflera that she had owned since it was only one-fourth as tall as it was now, and she had the insane urge to stop and risk getting caught in the coming explosion just long enough to pick up the plant and take it with her

It was important that she not lose it.

The flagstone walk that led across her front lawn seemed to be one of those treadmill pathways in a dream, stretching out farther in front of her the harder that she ran, but at last, she reached the end of it and dashed into the street

But even as Tina looked from Elliot to the fire, before all of the shingles had fallen back to earth, a second explosion slammed through the house, and a billowing cloud of flame roared from one end of the structure to the other, bursting those few windows that had miraculously survived the first blast.

He was on the thin line that separated animal alertness from nervous frenzy.

"I'll bet the bastard who rigged my furnace is in that truck."

But now that they know we're on to them, they might panic, might do anything

He wheeled around another corner, and then another, trying to disappear from the men in the van long enough to leave them with so many choices of streets to follow that they would have to give up the chase in confusion

He struggled with it for a moment, and then he realized that it was equipped with an automatic system.

The door that connected the garage to the house opened without warning, but with a sharp, dry squeak of unoiled hinges.

And there wasn't a shirt made that could be buttoned easily around his thick, muscular neck

"Who're you?" the pituitary-challenged behemoth asked in a soft, gentle voice that didn't equate with his appearance.

Elliot had the awful feeling that this guy would reach for the button Tina had pushed less than a minute ago, and that the garage door would lift just as the black van was rolling slowly by in the street.

Apparently, Tom couldn't conceive that burglars, psychopathic killers, and other lowlifes were permitted to purchase a Mercedes-Benz if they had the money for it

about the boat," Elliot said, not even knowing where he was going to go with that line, ready to say anything to keep Tom from putting up the garage door and throwing them out.

"Nothing like that here."

"I figure you've got the wrong place," Tom said, stepping out of the doorway, into the garage, reaching for the button that would raise the big door.

Tina continued: "You're just not the man we were supposed to see, that's all

"Nobody here by that name."

He said the garage door would be open and that we were to pull right inside."

Sol said we were to pull in, out of the driveway, so that he'd have a place to put the boat when he got here with it."

Obviously, it pleased Tom to think that people who could afford a Mercedes were not so smart after all

Grinning broadly now, Tom said, "Well, you can look at it that way if you want

Tina stepped lightly past Tom Polumby and pressed the button that raised the garage door

He had never expected to play that game again

At least that was what Elliot wanted to believe.

While Elliot drove, he told Tina what had happened at his house: the two thugs, their interest in the possibility of Danny's grave being reopened, their admission that they worked for some government agency, the hypodermic syringes...

"The cops might be a part of it, at least to the extent that Vince's bosses can put pressure on them

He was deeply involved in that world for thirty years

"Is that likely? I mean, how could they be sure he'd win the election?"

"Remember maybe ten years ago when that Texas elections official revealed how Lyndon Johnson's first local election was fixed? The guy said he was just trying to clear his conscience after all those years

If you want to purchase a false passport, a counterfeit driver's license, or anything of that nature, you can pick and choose from several of the best document-forgery artists in the world, because this is where a lot of them live

Nevada offers more personal freedom than anywhere in the country, and that's good, by my way of thinking

But wherever there's a great deal of personal freedom, there's also an element that takes more than fair advantage of the liberal legal structure

"But even if Kennebeck's bosses have a lot of influence with the Vegas police, would the cops let us be killed? Would they really let it go that far?"

"I'm still trying to figure that one

"But that's hopeless! How can we?"

"We've got proof that something unusual is happening: the silencer-equipped pistol I took off Vince, your house blowing up..

I'm pretty sure we can find a reporter who'll go with that much and write a story about how a bunch of nameless, faceless people want to keep us from reopening Danny's grave, how maybe something truly strange lies at the bottom of the Sierra tragedy

Tina said, "It's just that..

for the past year I've been struggling to adjust to the fact that Danny died in that stupid, pointless accident

But now that it's happened, now that it's been thrust upon you, you're not entirely unhappy

There's a part of you, deep down, that's responding to the challenge with a degree of pleasure."

"The only thing new about me is that I wasn't scared stiff this morning, and now I am."

"Being scared - that's part of it," she said

"The good old days of spies and counterspies? Sorry, but no, I don't long for that at all

I'm just me, the same old me that I always was."

"Who said that?" she asked

In the rush to get out of her house before the gas explosion leveled it, he hadn't noticed that she'd been carrying anything

The traffic thinned out as they drove farther from the heart of town, closer to the looming black mountains that thrust into the last electric-purple light in the western sky.

"But that's the only difference between the basic plot of this story and what we're going through

But before we go in, let's check out that list of questions they were going to make you answer."

I want to see that story."

He squinted through the glass into the perfectly black interior, and he had the disconcerting feeling that someone was hiding in there, staring out at him.

When he turned from the motor home, his gaze fell on a dense pool of shadows around the trash bin at the back of the restaurant, and again he had the feeling that someone was watching him from concealment.

He had told Tina that Kennebeck's bosses were not omniscient

He must remember that

As he and Tina walked across the parking lot toward the diner, Elliot couldn't shake the feeling that someone or something was watching them

"Just jumpy," he said, but he wasn't really convinced that their imagination was to blame.

"And you know what it reminds me of? It's the same damn feeling I had in Angela's office when that computer terminal started operating on its own

He preferred to deal with hard facts, realities; that was why he was such a good attorney, so adept at taking threads of evidence and weaving a good case out of them.

She had a round face, dimples, eyes that twinkled as if they had been waxed, and a Texas drawl

When Elvira left the table and they were alone, Tina said, "Let's see the papers you took off that guy."

Does she have any proof that the official story of her son's death is false?

"Is that who's been in Danny's room? Did someone from Project Pandora write on the chalkboard..

"But I think it's more complicated than that

Elliot sipped his beer and paged through the horror-comics magazine that had belonged to Danny

If that many voices were raised, then Vince's bosses couldn't risk silencing all of them, and we'd be safe

I think we'll have to take the story out of town, and before we do that, I'd like to have a few more facts."

The pistol you took off that man..

But if we go to the press in Los Angeles or New York or some other city, the reporters there aren't going to have a whole lot of interest in it unless they see an aspect of the story that lifts it out of the local-interest category

Ideally, I'd even like to be able to hand the reporter a neat theory about what really happened to those scouts, something sensational that he can hook his story onto."

But it seems to me the most obvious thing we have to consider is that the scouts and their leaders saw something they weren't supposed to see."

An intelligence outfit of that size and sophistication doesn't waste its time on Mickey Mouse stuff."

that seems so far out."

If you put a secret installation in the middle of all that lonely land, you have a pretty easy job maintaining security."

"You're saying that Mr

Lincoln, and the boys stumbled across a place like that in the Sierras?"

"It's a theory that ought to excite a good reporter."

But a bunch of hard-nosed security men might not have seen it that way."

Killing all those people and trying to fake an accident - that was a whole lot riskier than letting the kids come back with their half-baked stories about seeing something peculiar in the mountains."

Maybe there was so much at stake that the security men at the installation decided Jaborski and Lincoln had to die

Tina looked down at the wet circle that her glass had left on the table

Anyway, I'm not saying that's what really happened

But it's the kind of theory that almost any smart, ambitious reporter will go for in a big, big way - if we can come up with enough facts that appear to support it."

"Well, isn't there any way that we could slip past them and get at Kennebeck?"

And they thought about those things that neither of them wanted to speak of: murder past and murder present.

"I've been pondering that

If the body were exhumed and reexamined by a top-notch pathologist, we'd almost certainly find proof that the cause of death wasn't what the authorities originally said it was."

"Was that where the death certificate was issued?"

She was filled with a new dread, a fear greater than the one that had burned within her during the past few hours

But more than that, what I'm afraid of..

"I thought that was exactly what you wanted to know."

"And that's worse," she admitted.

"But I didn't get a chance to pack that suitcase," Tina said

Is that our love is not dead yet.

At the same time, she knew this wasn't a rational thought; the explanation, whatever it might be, was not that simple

It was ludicrous to suspect any of them of being employed by the secret organization that had blown up her house

She became aware of the familiar, spiritlike presence that had been in Angela's office when the computer had begun to operate by itself

She had the same feeling of being watched that she'd had in the parking lot a short while ago.

The two words blasted out of the speakers in all corners of the diner with such incredible, bone-jarring force that it was difficult to believe that the machine had been built with the capability of pouring out sound with this excessive, unnerving power.

In that instant Tina realized she had nothing to fear from the presence that lay behind this eerie manifestation

She wanted to see what would happen next if no one interfered with the presence that had taken control of the jukebox

Following the monotonous, earsplitting repetition of that two-word message, the silence was stunning.

Laden with dust and with the powdery white sand that had been swept in from the desert, the air abraded their faces and had an unpleasant taste.

"What are you talking about? Did you see what I saw in there? Did you hear the jukebox? I don't see how that could have cheered you up

"Listen," she said excitedly, "we thought someone was sending me messages about Danny being alive just to rub my face in the fact that he was actually dead - or to let me know, in a roundabout fashion, that the way he died wasn't anything like what I'd been told

"What're you saying - that Danny reached out to you from the grave to cause that excitement in the restaurant? Tina, you really don't think his ghost was haunting a jukebox?"

"The government had to hide it, and so this organization that Kennebeck works for was given responsibility for the cover-up."

"I'm with you that far," Elliot said

Danny was trying to reassure me, trying to tell me that he was still alive

Danny survived the accident, but they couldn't let him come home because he'd tell everyone the government was responsible for the deaths of the others, and that would blow their secret military installation wide open."

But that's what they're doing

but he's reaching out to me." She struggled to explain the understanding that had come to her in the diner

Anyway, that's no proof at all."

Yeah, I do remember some little things he did that were sort of odd."

He certainly wasn't old enough to remember all the cards that were dealt and calculate his chances from that, like some of the very best players can do

But Michael swore he wasn't doing that

"Just because you never found him - that's not proof he was killed by a truck."

"Winning a few hands at blackjack - that's luck, just like you said

And predicting that a runaway dog will be killed in traffic - that's just a reasonable assumption to make under the circumstances

And even if those were examples of psychic ability, little tricks like that are light-years from what you're attributing to Danny now."

I don't know." A flood of unreasonable anger washed through her: "Christ, how could I know the answer to that?"

What do you call that? Isn't there a name for that ability?"

"Are you going to tell me it was coincidence that the record stuck on those two words?"

That would be even more unlikely than the possibility that Danny did it."

I've never believed in that psychic crap."

They stared out at the dark parking lot and at the fenced storage yard full of fifty-gallon drums that lay beyond the lot

"But if he can send dreams to you," Elliot said, "why wouldn't he simply transmit a neat, clear message telling you what's happened to him and where he is? Wouldn't that get him the help he wants a lot faster? Why would he be so unclear and indirect? He should send a concise mental message, psychic E-mail from the Twilight Zone, make it a lot easier for you to understand."

He can't send 'concise mental messages' because he doesn't have that much power or control

The faith that he was beginning to question was not religious, however, but scientific.

"But the world is full of illogical things that are nonetheless true

This psychic explanation bothers me mainly because it gives you hope that Danny's still alive

And that's dangerous

Though Tina continued to be buoyed by the unshakable conviction that Danny was alive, fear crept into her again as they drove onto Charleston Boulevard

She was no longer afraid of facing the awful truth that might be waiting in Reno

The only thing that scared her now was the possibility that they might find Danny - and then be unable to rescue him

If they found Danny and then perished trying to save him, that would be a nasty trick of fate, for sure

She knew from experience that fate had countless nasty tricks up its voluminous sleeve, and that was why she was scared shitless.

Willis Bruckster studied his keno ticket, carefully comparing it to the winning numbers beginning to flash onto the electronic board that hung from the casino ceiling

With that in mind, Bruckster wore a cheap green polyester leisure suit, black loafers, and white socks

He was carrying two books of the discount coupons that casinos use to pull slot-machine players into the house, and he wore a camera on a strap around his neck

Furthermore, keno was a game that didn't have any appeal for either smart gamblers or cheaters, the two types of customers who most interested the security men

Willis Bruckster was so sure he appeared dull and ordinary that he wouldn't have been surprised if a guard had looked at him and yawned.

Bruckster stood at the head of the escalator that led from the lower shopping arcade to the casino level of Bally's Hotel

He was confident that he would nail Evans when the man returned from the dealer's lounge in the next few minutes.

He compared it once more with the numbers on the electronic board, as if he were praying that he had made a mistake the first time.

Bruckster fell in beside and slightly behind his target as they pressed through the teeming mob that jammed the enormous casino

He reached into a pocket of his leisure suit and took out a tiny aerosol can that was only slightly larger than one of those spray-style breath fresheners, small enough to be concealed in Bruckster's hand.

No one in the jolly group seemed to realize that he was obstructing the main aisle

Bruckster held his hand eighteen inches below Michael Evans's eyes, so that the dealer was forced to glance down to see what was being shown to him.

Even if someone had been monitoring that area from an overhead camera, there would not have been much for him to see.

The active poison itself had already penetrated the victim's body, done its work, and begun to break down into a series of naturally occurring chemicals that would raise no alarms when the coroner later studied the results of the usual battery of forensic tests

Every ship was created with remarkable care and craftsmanship, and many were in uniquely shaped bottles that made their construction all the more difficult and admirable.

His ships, sealed in their glass worlds, relaxed him; he liked to spend time with them when he had a problem to work out or when he was on edge, for they made him feel serene, and that security allowed his mind to function at peak performance.

The longer he thought about it, the less Kennebeck was able to believe that the Evans woman knew the truth about her son

Surely, if someone from Project Pandora had told her what had happened to that busload of scouts, she wouldn't have reacted to the news with equanimity

And that was where the paradox jumped up like a jack-in-the-box

But on the other hand, she was working through Stryker to have her son's grave reopened, which seemed to indicate that she knew something.

She was in great distress, and she suffered from horrible dreams that plagued her every night

In the meantime, Network agents could have located a boy's body in the same state of decay, as Danny's corpse would have been if it had been locked in that coffin for the past year

They would have opened the grave secretly, at night, when the cemetery was closed, switching the remains of the fake Danny for the rocks that were currently in the casket

He had assumed the worst and had acted on that assumption

As Kennebeck turned away from the French frigate, beginning to wonder if he ought to get out from under the Network before it collapsed on him, George Alexander entered the study through the door that opened off the downstairs hallway

He suspected that the feeling was mutual.

Alexander, on the other hand, was the scion of a Pennsylvania family that had been wealthy and powerful for a hundred and fifty years, perhaps longer

Yet numerous members of the family had secretly rendered service - some of it dirty - to the FBI, the CIA, and various other intelligence and police agencies, often the very same organizations that they publicly criticized and reviled

Now George Alexander was the Nevada bureau chief of the nation's first truly secret police force - a fact that apparently did not weigh heavily on his liberal conscience.

Harry had been surprised to discover that not all of the people in the espionage business shared his ultraconservative political views

Eventually Harry realized that the extreme left and the extreme right shared the same two basic goals: They wanted to make society more orderly than it naturally was, and they wanted to centralize control of the population in a strong government

My public opinions are the same as those I express privately, and that's a virtue he doesn't possess

"But that's what I've been trying to tell you," Kennebeck said, pushing a lock of snow-white hair back from his forehead

And that was when he was young and relatively inexperienced

Although two of the hits he had ordered had gone totally awry, Alexander remained self-assured; he was convinced that he would eventually triumph.

I've no doubt about that

"Can't you see that? You should use your people more judiciously

"Our relationship was never like that

"I know human nature," Alexander said, though he was one of the least observant and least analytical men that Kennebeck had ever known.

Angry, frustrated, Kennebeck turned again to the bottle that contained the French frigate

Alexander put down the enameled cigarette box that he had been studying

So if you look at it that way, it worked out as well as it possibly could."

"Now that's true!"

There are a lot of airports within the range of that little Cessna."

They don't know anything more about Project Pandora than what they picked up from that list of questions they took off Vince Immelman."

Pacing, Kennebeck said, "Now that we've tried to kill them, they know the story of the Sierra accident was entirely contrived

They figure there's something wrong with the little boy's body, something odd that we can't afford to let them see

And Stryker knows for sure that we've got it staked out

"Was that his name?"

"But if that's where they went, then they're not just hiding out, licking their wounds

I don't think we'd better rely on that carrot any longer."

Above the lights that cast a frosty glow on the airport parking lot, the heavily shrouded sky was moonless, starless, perfectly black

With a distant click, the light that he had just turned off now turned itself on.

The headlights flashed on and off so rapidly that, they created a stroboscopic effect, repeatedly "freezing" the falling snow, so that it appeared as if the white flakes were descending to the ground in short, jerky steps.

The sound of her laughter startled Elliot, but then he had to admit to himself that he did not feel menaced by the work of this poltergeist

He sensed that he was witnessing a joyous display, a warm greeting, the excited welcome of a child-ghost

He was overwhelmed by the astonishing notion that he could actually feel goodwill in the air, a tangible radiation of love and affection

Apparently, this was the same astonishing awareness of being buffeted by waves of love that had caused Tina's laughter.

Anyway, that isn't important

What's important is that my Danny is alive

There's no doubt about that

"Something extraordinary happened to that expedition of scouts

In the middle of the west wall - one of the two shorter walls - opposite the entrance to the room, was a six-foot-long, three-foot-high window that provided a view of another space, which was only half as large as this outer chamber

Although he was struggling to cast off the seizure of claustrophobia that had gripped him, was trying to pretend that the organic-looking ceiling wasn't pressing low over his head and that only open sky hung above him instead of thousands of tons of concrete and steel rock, his own panic attack concerned him less than what was happening beyond the viewport.

Aaron Zachariah, younger than Dombey, clean-shaven, with straight brown hair, leaned over one of the computers, reading the data that flowed across the screen

"When this started a month ago, it wasn't that bad

"Surely you can't mean that," Zachariah said

"When he finally dies, we'll want to know for sure it was the injections that killed him

I really believe that

It's more than that

"More than that," Zachariah said

They traveled an additional quarter of a mile before Luciano Bellicosti's home and place of business came into sight on the left, beyond a black-bordered sign that grandiosely stated the nature of the service that he provided: FUNERAL DIRECTOR AND GRIEF COUNSELOR

"Hey," Tina said, "that was it."

"Storming right up to the front door, demanding answers from Bellicosti - that would be emotionally satisfying, brave, bold - and stupid."

Although he realized that he was going to lose the argument, Elliot said, "Be reasonable

He knew then, beyond any shadow of a doubt, that he loved her.

He didn't lock the doors, because it was possible that he and Tina would need to get into the car in a hurry when they returned.

There wasn't much of a chance that a trap had been set for them so soon

He wished that they weren't wearing such dark clothes

Elliot stared into the flat dead gaze of the pasty-faced corpse, and he knew that he was looking at Luciano Bellicosti

He also knew that the funeral director had not killed himself

The poor man's blue-lipped mouth hung in a permanent gape, as if he were trying to deny all of the accusations of suicide that were to come.

But she sensed that he'd seen something important, and she wouldn't go easily until she knew what it was

The silencer was so effective that the shots could not be heard above the brittle, papery rustle of the wind.

Even in the dim, illusory light from the surrounding snow, Elliot could see that the sentry's eyes were fixed in the same unseeing gaze that Bellicosti was even now directing at the bathroom window.

He helped Tina over the cemetery wall, and then, clambering after her, he was sure that someone grabbed his coat from behind

Evidently the people in the funeral home were not aware that their man outside had been eliminated

But like you said, that was in the army

And we better get out of the neighborhood before they find that guy in the snow."

What's that? You mean we're bugged? Then we'll have to abandon the car, won't we?"

He slammed the car door and ran to a row of evergreen shrubs that bordered the front lawn of a low, brick, ranch-style house

They can watch our progress on that, even if they can't get their hands on us till another chase car catches up

"So how do we get that information?"

They won't expect us to be that bold

Even at 1:45 in the morning, as they passed the entrances to casinos, loud music and laughter and the ringing of slot machines gushed forth, not a merry sound at that hour, a regurgitant noise.

When Elliot was informed that a room was available, after all, for two nights, he signed the registration card as "Hank Thomas," a slight twist on the name of one of his favorite movie stars; he entered a phony Seattle address too

Unable to prove his identity, he was required to pay for both nights in advance, which he did, taking the money from a wad of cash he'd stuck in his pocket rather than from the wallet that supposedly had been stolen.

They wanted nothing more than to touch and to be touched, to confirm for each other that they were still alive, to feel safe and protected and cherished

Theirs was an animal need for affection and companionship, a reaction to the death and destruction that had filled the day

After encountering so many people with so little respect for human life, they needed to convince themselves that they really were more than dust in the wind.

Yes, I think that's true."

It's just that for more than fifteen years, I've led a very ordinary life, a workaday life

I was convinced I no longer needed or wanted the kind of thrills that I thrived on when I was younger."

"But now that you're in real danger again for the first time in years, a part of you is responding to the challenge

Like an old athlete back on the playing field after a long absence, testing his reflexes, taking pride in the fact that his old skills are still there."

"It's more than that," Elliot said

deep down, I got a sick sort of thrill when I killed that man."

"You should be glad you killed that bastard," she said softly, squeezing his hand.

Is that it?"

"It's not just me that has a savage trapped inside."

"But does that make it any more acceptable?"

"If a man kills only for the pleasure of it, or if he kills only for an ideal like some of these crackpot revolutionaries you read about, that's savagery..

They were in a ten-passenger jet that belonged to the Network, and the aircraft took a battering from the high-altitude winds that blew across its assigned flight corridor

He considered the requisitioning of this executive jet to be one of his most important accomplishments in the three years that he had been chief of the Nevada bureau of the Network

During the first year, he'd taken commercial flights or rented the services of a trustworthy private pilot who could fly the conventional twin-engine craft that Alexander's predecessor had managed to pry out of the Network's budget

It was true that every dollar had to count, for every dollar of the Network's budget was difficult to come by

It was Jacklin's job to conceive new welfare programs, convince the Secretary of Health and Welfare that those programs were needed, sell them to the Congress, and then establish convincing bureaucratic shells to conceal the fact that the programs were utterly phony; and as federal funds flowed to these false-front operations, the money was diverted to the Network

Chipping three billion out of Health was the least risky of the Network's funding operations, for Health was so gigantic that it never missed such a petty sum

An executive jet for the chief of the vital Nevada bureau was not an extravagance, and Alexander believed his improved performance over the past year had convinced the old man in Washington that this was money well spent.

in positions of that nature, a man was appreciated and respected.

George was encouraged by the President to believe that eventually he would be promoted to the bureau chief of the entire western half of the country - and then all the way to the top, if only he could get the floundering western division functioning as smoothly as the South American and Nevada offices

With that title, he would be one of the most powerful men in the United States, more of a force to be reckoned with than any mere Secretary of State or Secretary of Defense could hope to be.

He could never hope to receive the public acclaim and honor that had been heaped upon other men in his family

At least half of the people who worked for it did not even realize it existed; some thought they were employed by the FBI; others were sure they worked for the CIA; and still others believed that they were in the hire of various branches of the Treasury Department, including the Secret Service

The moment that the news media became aware of the Network's existence, all was lost.

As he sat in the dimly lighted cabin of the fan-jet and watched the clouds racing below, Alexander wondered what his father and his uncles would say if they knew that his service to his country had often required him to issue kill orders

He had enjoyed those murders so immensely, had been so profoundly thrilled by them, that he had, by choice, performed the executioner's role on half a dozen other assignments

What would the elder Alexander's, the famous statesmen, think if they knew he'd soiled his hands with blood? As for the fact that it was sometimes his job to order other men to kill, he supposed his family would understand

They knew that the worlds of domestic military security and international espionage were not children's playgrounds

George liked to believe that they might even find it in their hearts to forgive him for having pulled the trigger himself.

At least that was the way George saw it; he thought of himself as heroic

Yes, he was sure that his father and uncles would give him their blessings - if only he were permitted to tell them.

He decided he would kill her himself when the time came, and that thought gave him an instant erection.

He was in chains, sitting in the center of a small, well-lighted cavern, but the passageway that led to him was shadowy and reeked of danger

She was peripherally aware of a soft, fire like glow from beyond the cleft, and of a mysterious figure silhouetted against that reddish backdrop

She cried out, but then she saw that Death could not quite reach her

"The two of us can't fight the entire organization that's behind Kennebeck plus the staff of some secret military research center."

But that's what he was telling me in the dream

She recounted the dream in detail, and Elliot admitted that her interpretation wasn't strained.

"It exists, and that's where he is," she said, trying to sound more certain than she actually was.

She felt almost as if she had him in her arms again, and she didn't want anyone to tell her that he might be a hair's breadth beyond her grasp.

But that covers a hell of a lot of rugged terrain

I sensed that in the dream."

But I have this feeling that if we just find some way..

Basically maps that show the lay of the land - hills, valleys, the courses of rivers and streams, footpaths, abandoned logging trails, that sort of thing

As Alexander endured the director's accusations and demands, he realized that his own future with the Network was at stake

After the old man hung up, Alexander called his own office, in no mood to be told that Elliot Stryker and Christina Evans were still at large

But that was exactly what he heard

He can't get away with that

"Well, bunkum or not, I'm going to try something like that

Tina stared at the map and tried to think of nothing but the appealing greens, blues, yellows, and pinks that the cartographers had used to indicate various types of terrain

She felt a peculiar pulling sensation that seemed to come from within her hand, and she stiffened in surprise.

"What was that?" Elliot asked.

"I'm afraid I can't help you with that

I can get through to him that way."

His hair was razor-cut, and he groomed his mustache so meticulously that it almost appeared to have been painted on his upper lip.

The table, the chairs, the credenza, and the hutch all glowed warmly because of the prodigious amount of furniture polish that had been buffed into the wood with even more vigor than he had employed when shining his dazzling shoes

You must know that."

I know that."

I'll accept that

She pulled the cap off the red felt-tip pen that Elliot had purchased at the hotel newsstand just before they'd caught a taxi to Sandstone's house

Elliot had suggested a change in the color of ink, so they would be able to tell the difference between the meaningless scribbles that were already on the map and any new marks that might be made.

He blinked his eyes and tuned out Sandstone's melodious voice when he realized that he was succumbing to it.

"You will stay in that deep sleep until I tell you to wake up

Sandstone was rubbing his hands up and down his arms to ward off the steadily deepening chill that had gripped the room

"How is she doing that?" Sandstone asked.

She blinked in confusion, then glanced down at the route that she had marked on the map

"It's not going to be easy getting into country like that," Elliot said.

Do you know how to use snowshoes? It can't be that hard."

Based on what you said happened in it, I don't see how you reach the conclusion that Danny's going to help us get into the installation

Tina said, "Elliot, it wasn't only what happened in the dream that led me to this conclusion

I can't explain that part of it

I'm sure he was telling me that he could help us get to him."

Tina said, "Elliot, listen, I told you he would show us where he's being kept, and he drew that route for us

I also feel he's going to help us get into the place, and I don't see any reason why I should strike out on that one."

"If we change our approach, if we suddenly get too cautious, that'll be our downfall, not our salvation."

You can do that sort of thing as long as they know for sure you're capable of paying the entire bill when it comes due a month later."

And I mean that literally."

"How did you do that?" Billy demanded.

But magic - that's my one great love

I just have to know how you did that trick with the drapes, the roses

Earlier this morning it had occurred to Elliot that he and Tina were the only people who knew that the official story of the Sierras accident was a lie

Considering the high price that they had paid for the pathetically insufficient information they had obtained, he couldn't tolerate the prospect of all their pain and fear and anxiety having been for naught.

And foolhardy as that might be, it does a lot for a person's self-respect."

"Well," Elliot said, "I happen to believe that individuals are more apt to act responsibly and morally than institutions ever do, which at least puts us on the side of justice

"They found the car that Stryker rented

"Better do that," Alexander said

Alexander took a Valium out of a tin that he carried in his jacket pocket, and he washed it down with a swallow of hot coffee, which he poured from the silver pot on his desk

Tina was in awe of - and disquieted by - the stately forest that crowded them as they drove north on the narrowing county road

Even if she had not known that these deep woodlands harbored secrets about Danny and the deaths of the other scouts, she would have found them mysterious and unnervingly primeval.

Shortly they would turn off the two-lane blacktop onto another road, which the map specified as "unpaved, nondirt," whatever that was.

They shared a premonition that someone decidedly unfriendly was waiting in their room.

Plows had kept the blacktop clean, except for scattered patches of hard-packed snow that filled the potholes, and snow was piled five or six feet high on both sides.

"Soon now," Tina said, glancing at the map that was open on her knees.

"You get the feeling that civilization could be destroyed while you're out here, and you'd never be aware of it."

Ahead, on the left, a break appeared in the bank of snow that had been heaped up by the plows

It was little more than one lane wide, and the trees formed a tunnel around it, so that after fifty or sixty feet, it disappeared into premature night

"And it doesn't help that you're right

"The spot that showed up on the boy's parietal lobe about six weeks ago."

"Not exactly that."

"But that doesn't make sense."

"The brain doesn't all of a sudden start growing new little nodes that nobody's ever seen before."

"They did that this afternoon," Dombey said, tapping a pile of printouts that lay on the table

"Just like the heating system in that isolation chamber is functioning properly," Zachariah said.

Dombey saw that the glass was beginning to cloud again.

"Doesn't that strike you as coincidental?"

If you keep coming up with weird suggestions like that, I'll have to run a maintenance check on you, Carl."

They passed a few signs that told them the lane they were using was kept open for the exclusive benefit of federal and state wildlife officers and researchers

"According to the map, that's nine miles into the forest on this track

He was driving at only ten miles an hour, but she gave him so little warning that he passed the turnoff

He stopped, put the Explorer in reverse, and backed up twenty feet, until the headlights were shining on the trail that she had spotted.

"Is that what you want to do?"

As Elliot started to open his door, Tina saw something that made her grab his arm

The Explorer roared across the straightaway and careened up the slope beyond, through the tendrils of steam that rose from the black pavement.

As they swung into another curve, Elliot wrestled with the wheel, and Tina was acutely aware that a great dark void lay beyond the shoulder of the road

Elliot said, "Did Danny do all of that?"

By 5:40, everything that Stryker and the woman had left in the hotel room was brought to Alexander's office.

When he discovered the nature of the maps, when he realized that one of them was missing, and when he discovered that the missing map was the one Stryker would need in order to find the Project Pandora labs, Alexander felt his face flush with anger and chagrin

Kurt Hensen was standing in front of Alexander's desk, picking through the junk that had been brought over from the hotel

Alexander was enraged by the cool methodicalness that the purchase of the maps seemed to represent

An ex-showgirl! Alexander refused to believe that a showgirl could be of more than average intelligence

And although Stryker had done some heavy military service, that had been ages ago

Even if they locate the main gate, they can't get any farther than that

"Not a minute more than that."

I'm sure of that

You do that."

Tall lampposts were arrayed across this featureless plain, casting dim, reddish light that was severely directed downward to attract as little attention as possible from aircraft that strayed out of the usual flight patterns and from anyone backpacking elsewhere in these remote mountains

Yet the weak illumination that the lamps provided was apparently sufficient for the security cameras to obtain clear images of the entire plateau, because cameras were attached to every lamppost, and not an inch of the area escaped their unblinking attention.

I'm sure you're right about that too," Elliot said

They wouldn't want a lot of daily traffic coming in and out of here on a forest road that's supposed to be used only by state wildlife officers

No one yet had come out of the building to challenge them, which most likely meant that Danny had jinxed the video security system.

The fact that they had gotten this far unhurt didn't make Elliot feel any better about what lay ahead of them

"But we might find a use for that coil of rope," Elliot said

Apparently, the door could be opened only from within, after those, seeking entrance had been scrutinized by the camera that hung over the portal.

He was sweating in his Gore-Tex suit, praying that Danny wouldn't let him down

When the young guard discovered that his revolver wouldn't work, he threw it.

He crashed into a desk, sending a pile of white and pink papers onto the floor, and then he fell on top of the mess that he had made.

Blinking away tears, Elliot pointed the pistol at the older guard, who had drawn his revolver by now and had found that it didn't work either

He was trying hard not to think about the chopper, the bad weather, and the likelihood that they would take a long, swift, hard fall into a remote mountain ravine.

"How's your head?" Tina asked Elliot, gently touching the ugly knot that had raised on his temple, where the guard's gun had struck him.

I wasn't hit that hard

The cab was at such an angle from them that they couldn't see who was in it.

Tina had the sickening feeling that someone had been about to step out, had sensed their presence, and had gone away to get help.

The light on the indicator board changed from four to three to two, and the air inside the lift became so frigid that Tina's breath hung in clouds before her

Tina knew that she and Elliot were finished if someone came out of that room and saw them

Then, even with Danny jamming the enemy's weapons, she and Elliot would be able to escape only if they slaughtered their way out, and she knew that neither of them had the stomach for that much murder, perhaps not even in self-defense.

As Tina and Elliot reached that barrier, the wheel-like handle in the center spun around

Tables were arranged along the fourth wall, covered with books, file folders, and numerous instruments that Tina could not identify.

Another man, younger than the first, clean-shaven, also dressed in white, was sitting at a computer, reading the information that flashed onto the display screen

She spun the wheel and located a pin that, when pushed, prevented anyone from turning the handle back to the unlocked position.

"Stop that," Elliot advised.

"If that's not good enough for you, I can shut you down the same way I did that damn machine

Now park your ass in that chair before I blow your fuckin' head off."

She could not have said anything else that would have had a fraction as much impact on them as the words she'd spoken

"You can't do that!"

My country's far from perfect, but what's been done to Danny Evans isn't something that my country would approve of

It'll take us a little longer that way, but at least we'll have a fighting chance

A particularly fierce blast of wind drove snow into the windscreen with such force that, to Kurt Hensen, it sounded like shotgun pellets.

She had the irrational fear that, if she said his name loudly, the spell would be broken and he would vanish forever.

As the three of them moved to the airtight steel door that led into the room beyond the window, Elliot said, "Why is he in an isolation chamber? Is he ill?"

He has a natural antibody in his blood that helps him fight off this particular virus, even though it's an artificial bug

Of course, when that was accomplished, Danny was of no more scientific value

To Tamaguchi, that meant he was of no value at all..

He turned away from them, spun the wheel on the steel door, and swung that barrier inward.

Minutes ago, when Tina had first peered through the observation window, when she had seen the frighteningly thin child, she had told herself that she would not cry

And judging from his appearance, she was concerned that any serious emotional disturbance would literally destroy him.

Now, as she approached his bed, she bit her lower lip so hard that she tasted blood

It was such a tentative smile, such a vague ghost of all the broad warm smiles she remembered, that it broke her heart.

He was a rag doll with only meager scraps of stuffing, a fragile and timorous creature, nothing whatsoever like the happy, vibrant, active boy that he had once been

Putting one hand on the boy's back to press him against her, she discovered how shockingly spindly he was each rib and vertebra so prominent that she seemed to be holding a skeleton

When she pulled him into her lap, he trailed wires that led from electrodes on his skin to the monitoring machines around the bed, like an abandoned marionette

As his legs came out from under the covers, the hospital gown slipped off them, and Tina saw that his poor limbs were too bony and fleshless to safely support him

Weeping, she cradled him, rocked him, crooned to him, and told him that she loved him.

Alexander was increasingly confident that they would reach the installation unscathed, and he was aware that even Kurt Hensen, who hated flying with Morgan, was calmer now than he had been ten minutes ago.

The chopper hugged the valley floor, streaking northward, ten feet above an ice-blocked river, still forced to make its way through a snowfall that nearly blinded them, but sheltered from the worst of the storm's turbulence by the walls of mammoth evergreens that flanked the river

"Is that likely?" Alexander asked.

One by one, she removed the eighteen electrodes that were fixed to his head and body

If they felt they had some terrific new bug that we didn't know about, something against which we couldn't retaliate in kind, they'd use it on us."

Elliot said, "But if racing to keep up with the Chinese - or the Russians or the Iraqis - can create situations like the one we've got here, where an innocent child gets ground up in the machine, then aren't we just becoming monsters too? Aren't we letting our fears of the enemy turn us into them? And isn't that just another way of losing the war?"

The problem is that some flaky people are attracted to this kind of work because of the secrecy and because you really do get a sense of power from designing weapons that can kill millions of people

But if we closed up shop, if we stopped doing this sort of research just because we were afraid of men like Tamaguchi winding up in charge of it, we'd be conceding so much ground to our enemies that we wouldn't survive for long

"To understand that," Dombey said, "you have to go back twenty months

It was around then that a Chinese scientist named Li Chen defected to the United States, carrying a diskette record of China's most important and dangerous new biological weapon in a decade

They call the stuff 'Wuhan-400' because it was developed at their RDNA labs outside of the city of Wuhan, and it was the four-hundredth viable strain of man-made microorganisms created at that research center.

They were never able to find an antibody or an antibiotic that was effective against it

The virus migrates to the brain stem, and there it begins secreting a toxin that literally eats away brain tissue like battery acid dissolving cheesecloth

It destroys the part of the brain that controls all of the body's automatic functions

"And that's the disease Danny survived," Elliot said.

"I've heard that one before."

In relatively short order, we accomplished that

Then we began to study the bug, searching for a handle on it that the Chinese had overlooked."

"Except this Larry Bollinger didn't see it that way," Tina said bitterly

He just went right off the rails," Dombey said, obviously embarrassed that one of his colleagues would lose control of himself under those circumstances

God knows, that's exactly what he tried to do

That was just about the time that another researcher walked into his lab, saw the cultures of Wuhan-400 broken open on the floor, and set off the alarm

Then he made his way to the road that serves the wildlife research center

Each time that he personally killed someone, he felt as if he were establishing another link to the world beyond this one; and he hoped, once he had made enough of those linkages, that he would be rewarded with a vision from the other side

He touched the gun that he carried in a shoulder holster, and he thought of Christina Evans.

But we've checked our data a hundred times, and we can't find anything wrong with that diagnosis

Tina met Elliot's eyes, and she knew that the same thought was running through both their minds

Could this spot on Danny's brain have anything to do with the boy's psychic power? Were his latent psychic abilities brought to the surface as a direct result of the man-made virus with which he had been repeatedly infected? Crazy - but it didn't seem any more unlikely than that he had fallen victim to Project Pandora in the first place

And as far as Tina could see, it was the only thing that explained Danny's phenomenal new powers.

Apparently afraid that she would voice her thoughts and alert Dombey to the incredible truth of the situation, Elliot consulted his wristwatch and said, "We ought to get out of here."

They're on the table closest to the outer door - that black box full of diskettes

"We're painfully aware of that," Elliot acknowledged.

"What's that?"

In fact, when you tell your story to the press, maybe you could slant it that way."

"But after everything you said to Zachariah about this place being run by megalomaniacs, and after you've made it so clear you don't agree with everything that goes on here, why do you want to stay?"

"And if I don't stay here, if I walk away and get a job at a civilian research center, that'll be just one less rational voice in this place

There'll be a big shake-up, and that'll be good

If I can make them think that Zachariah was the one who spilled the secrets to you, if I can protect my position here, maybe I'll be promoted and have more influence." He smiled

She agreed that it might not be wise to let anyone know what powers Danny had acquired

And for sure, if the people in this installation got the idea that Danny's newfound psychic abilities were a result of the parietal spot caused by his repeated exposure to Wuhan-400, they would want to test him, poke and probe at him

Not until she and Elliot figured out what effect that revelation would have on the boy's life.

His forehead was furrowed, as if he were concentrating, but that was the only indication that he had anything to do with the elevator's movement.

An edge of fear sharpened his voice, fear that hadn't been audible throughout the entire, nightmarish trip through the mountains

The book you now hold in your hands - assuming that you are not quadridexterous and holding it with your feet - was the second book I wrote under the pen name Leigh Nichols

Therefore, I will devote what space I am given here to this novel itself and to the savage, brutal, cruel, maddening, insane, inane, nonsensical, stupid, bewildering, toxic, bloodcurdling, lip-chafing, toenail-curling experience of working with a major television network to adapt this novel, and three others, as part of a program that would have been called The Dean Koontz Theater or Dean Koontz Presents or possibly Here's Dean! or even Koontzapalooza

A year later, Tina has reason to believe the accident did not occur as reported - that her son is alive, is being held against his will, and is in desperate need of her

They chose it as one of four of my novels to be developed as two-hour TV movies that would launch Popcorn, Sugar Babies, Dum Dums, and Dean or whatever the series would have been titled

I was so young and naive, I assumed "network-approved writers" meant that each of these writers would be among the finest in the TV business, on the planet, in the universe, the elite of the elite, the crS232; me de la crS232; me, superexcellent wordsmiths incapable of spinning any story that wasn't the top, the ower of Pisa, the Mona Lisa, the Louvre Museum, the Colosseum! Network-approved writers! I was in the lap of God, in the hands of ministering angels, and there could be no doubt whatsoever that we would have a hit with Help, My Feet Are Stuck to the Floor in Dean Koontz's Theater or whatever it would be called.

All I know is that during the fourteen or sixteen - or seven thousand - months that we worked together, through countless story meetings in the development executive's office, I was never sure that any of my writing confreres had read the complete novel that he or she was adapting - or understood what had been read

A second writer, a surly fellow, believed that he would soon be a famous director and informed us of this at every opportunity

I received a death threat by phone the night before the arbitration - I can't say for certain that it was from the writer; the voice was so deep that it might have been his mother - and the next morning the law firm handling the studio's case assured me that they had taken extra security measures for the meeting

In each subsequent meeting, one or the other would show up to take story notes on their latest draft, while the missing partner would always have been waylaid by an emergency of one kind or another: a broken washing machine and a flooded laundry room, the sudden-onset illness of a cat with symptoms suggesting (to me) demonic possession, the death of a beloved aunt, the death of a beloved uncle, the death of a beloved neighbor (I began to worry that merely by associating with these women, decades would be shorn from my life span), migraine headaches, and an unfortunate encounter with an angry Big Foot in a long line at the DMV

Because I was never in the room with both partners, getting a thoughtful response to a story note I'd given was impossible, because neither could speak for the other and could only promise to consult when next they met at the deathbed of whatever beloved person expired that week.

No one threatened my life; neither of these women had an unkempt beard (or a kempt one for that matter); neither of them presented us with a body-odor problem; and neither of them indulged in furious political rants that sprayed spittle on those of us who just wanted to make a TV movie.

Consequently, each draft of the script was full of plot holes and illogic that never quite got repaired.

If you haven't yet read The Eyes of Darkness, I am giving away nothing important in the story when I tell you that eventually, in a search for her lost son, Tina ventures into the High Sierras in winter, where she comes across a paved road, in the middle of the wilderness, that features heating coils under the pavement to prevent snow from sticking to it

The heating coils would probably have to maintain the road at about 38 to 40 degrees Fahrenheit to be sure that it remained free of snow and ice

This is obviously an expensive stretch of highway that must lead to something important and mysterious

But when I read further, I discovered that Tina comes to a glowing red road

I simply said, "Well, a red-hot glowing road is a great visual." In fact, it would be such a fantastic visual that it would be visible at night from orbiting satellites, like a neon arrow pointing toward the secret installation that it served.

After reviewing the chaos that he had inherited, the new head of network decided that even though Darkfall was an exciting script, he didn't want to make a movie "about little creatures living in the walls." He decided that we would film the other script I had done; for which I received primary credit but not sole credit because of Writers Guild rules virtually guaranteeing the first writer some kind of credit as long as that writer's drafts had been composed in one of the languages spoken on Earth.

I would not be surprised to learn that one of the network-approved writers is in prison for crimes of a particularly perverse nature committed against small woodland animals - and I know that at least a couple of them are no longer in the business

I long ago wore out the three pairs of shoes that I was able to buy with my after-expenses and after-tax income from the project which, had it come to fruition, might have been titled I Think There's a Rat Chewing My Foot in Dean Koontz's Theater

He burnt all the papers in the box, and said to me, "John, I know that I'm going to die soon

I'm afraid that my money brings death with it."

The police said he killed himself, but I knew he was afraid to die, so I didn't think that was true.'

The police said that he was walking home in the dark when he fell down a hill

'But I've tried to forget, and I've lived alone in that house for nearly three years now

Those are the words that were in the letter to my father.'

They think that there's nothing to worry about.'

Put this paper into your uncle's box, put in a letter which says that your uncle burnt all the other papers, and put the box outside in the garden

I hope your enemies will be happy with that, and then you won't be in danger any more

'There'll be a lot of people in the streets, so I think that you'll be all right

'Does that tell you anything?' asked Holmes.

always worked like that.'

The next morning we read in the newspaper that John Openshaw was dead

I found out that the captain and two of his men, all Americans, weren't on the ship last night, so I'm sure they killed poor John Openshaw

The winter storms at sea that year were worse than ever, and so the Star never arrived in Georgia, and nobody saw the captain or his men again

I have liked telephones, and here in France we now have so many of them that you are never safe from interruption

But the truth is that I am fighting down the feeling that a stranger has broken into the house and is in my bedroom

So when my sister-in-law phoned at two in the morning, asking me to come over, but first to warn the police that she had just killed my brother, I spoke in my usual calm manner.

'But Francois...! I can't explain all that over the telephone

They'll have enough trouble believing that I did it alone..

And I suppose you ought to tell them that Andre..

Have you ever tried to explain to a sleepy police officer that your sister-in-law has just phoned to say she has killed your brother with a steam hammer?

It was then that Commissaire Charas took the phone

I only know that he was about to start experiments he had been preparing for some months

The hammer was in its fully lowered position, and I saw that Andre's head and arm could only be a flattened mess.

'Perhaps it was set that way last night when work stopped.'

Later, we became quite friendly and he admitted that, for a long time, he had suspected me of killing Andre

Helene was so calm during the investigation that the doctors finally decided she was mad (something I had for a long time thought the only possible solution), so there was no trial

This of course was considered proof that she was mad

She confessed to the murder of her husband and proved easily that she knew how to work the steam hammer

The great mystery was why my brother had so helpfully put his head under the hammer - the only possible explanation for his part in that night's events.

This was very strange because Helene insisted that she had only used it once

They took away some of his instruments, but told the commissaire that the most interesting documents and instruments had been destroyed.

The police laboratory at Lyons reported that Andre's head had been wrapped in a piece of velvet when it was smashed by the hammer

Once or twice the commissaire accompanied me and later I learned that he had also visited Helene alone

Only once was Helene's behaviour so wild and uncontrollable that the doctor had to give her a powerful drug to calm her down

'I have a strange feeling that this business with the flies holds the answer to the whole mystery, Monsieur Delambre,' he said.

'I have thought about that, Monsieur Delambre

'Have you noticed that she never catches flies when the boy is there?' he said.

Yes, that is strange..

'The doctors seem to think there is no hope of that,' I said.

'I can understand that,' I said.

It was lucky that he was staring at the wine glass and not at me, or something in my expression might have frightened him.

This was the first time he had ever mentioned flies, and I was relieved that Commissaire Charas was not present

'Because I have again seen the fly that Mama was looking for.'

'The day that Papa went away

'I think that fly must have died long ago, Henri,' I said, getting up and walking to the door.

Henri had just proved that Charas seemed to be getting close to some kind of clue in this business with the flies.

Was she really insane? I had a strange, horrible feeling that somehow Charas was right - Helene was getting away with it!

I thought of all the hundreds of questions that Charas had asked Helene

I knew that he had believed the answers Helene had given him

About his death, however, she would say nothing more than that she had killed him with the steam hammer

'I cannot answer that question,' was all she would reply.

Helene, as I have said, had shown the commissaire that she knew how to operate the steam hammer

And is that your only lie, Madame Delambre?' asked the commissaire.

I had thought about going to see the commissaire, but knowing that he would then start questioning Henri made me hesitate

I was also afraid that he would look for and find the fly Henri had talked of

And that annoyed me, because I could find no satisfactory explanation for that particular fear.

What, then, could have made him put his head under that hammer? There were only two possible explanations

When I arrived at the asylum that afternoon, Helene took me outside

Staring at her, I was about to say that her boy had asked the very same question a few hours earlier

She turned her head round with such force that I heard the bones crack in her neck

All I could do was hope that those defences would continue to break down.

I only know one thing, and that is that you are not insane

'Or your friend the commissaire will have that fly first thing tomorrow morning.'

will you promise to destroy that fly before doing anything else?'

I promised Andre that fly would be destroyed, and I can say nothing until it is.'

'Helene, as soon as the police examine that fly they will know that you are not insane, and then...'

'Francois, no! For Henri's sake! Don't you see? I was expecting that fly

I was hoping it would find me, but it couldn't know that I was here

'Protect my boy from what? Don't you understand? I'm here so that Henri won't be the son of a woman who went to the guillotine for having murdered his father! Don't you understand that I would much prefer the guillotine to the living death of this asylum?'

'All I ask is that you read this alone,' she said

'After that, you may do as you wish.'

I told the servants that I would have only a light supper and that I was not to be disturbed afterwards

He knew that the Air Ministry would have forbidden some of them as too dangerous, but he wanted to be certain about the results before reporting his discovery.

Andre believed that his transmitter was the most important discovery since the invention of the wheel

'For one ten-millionth of a second, that ashtray has been completely disintegrated

'And I remember your friend, Professor Augier, saying that the only possible explanation was that the stones had been disintegrated outside the house, had then come through the walls, and been reintegrated before hitting the floor or opposite walls

'It's possible because the atoms that make up objects are not close together like the bricks of a wall

'Are you saying that you have disintegrated that ashtray, then put it together again after pushing it through something?' I said.

'Yes, Helene! I sent it through the wall that separates my transmitter from my receiving machine

'Do you remember what was written under that ashtray?'

'Andre! You tried that experiment with Dandelo, didn't you?'

I was quite angry, but my husband was so miserable that I said nothing.

Then one evening he came home smiling, and I knew that his troubles were over.

'Put the bottle down on that.'

He opened the door of the booth - and I was amazed to see that the bottle of champagne and the chair were not there.

He did not tell me first, knowing very well that I would never have agreed to such an experiment with our dog

I now expected that my husband would invite the Air Ministry people to come down, but he went on working.

Of course I never thought that he would try an experiment with a human being, not then anyway

It was only after the accident that I discovered he had put a second set of the control switches inside the disintegration booth, so that he could use himself as the object of the experiment.

It was just a little later when Henri came running into the room to say that he had caught a funny fly

I knew that Henri had caught the fly because it looked different from other flies, but I also knew that his father hated cruelty to animals and that there would be a fuss if he discovered our son had put a fly in a box or bottle.

At dinner time that evening I had still not seen Andre, so I ran down to the laboratory and knocked at the door

My hand shook as I picked it up because I knew by then that something must be terribly wrong

Knock three times on the door to show that you understand and then fetch me a bowl of milk with some brandy in it.

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw that he was standing behind the door

Women know things that can't be explained by reason; this kind of knowledge is rarely understood by men

I already knew that the fly Andre wanted was the one which Henri had caught and which I made him release.

My only hope is to find that fly and take it through with me again

I'm going to find that fly

I will never forget that day-long hunt for a fly

I told them a fly had escaped from the Professor's laboratory and that it must be caught alive

They said so to the police later, and that hunt for a fly probably saved me from the guillotine.

I examined all the many flies we caught that day, but none had anything like a white head

I had no doubt that Andre would kill himself unless I could make him change his mind

I must destroy myself in such a way that nobody can possibly know what has happened to me

Several furious knocks shook the door, and I knew then that he would never accept this solution

I have already thought of that

And yet I knew that if I looked at the horror for much longer, I would go on screaming for the rest of my life.

Slowly, the monster, the thing that had been my husband, covered its head, got up and found its way into the other room.

I hope there is no life after death because, if there is, I shall never forget the horror! Day and night, awake or asleep, I see it, and I know that I will see it forever.

Nothing can ever make me forget that dreadful white hairy head with its two pointed ears

Pink and wet, the nose was also that of a cat, a huge cat

When I went into the disintegrator, my head was only that of a fly

You can see that there is only one solution

He pointed to the control switch as he went past, and I watched him stop in front of that terrible instrument.

It was then I noticed that he had forgotten to put his right arm, his fly leg - under the hammer

He arrived at eight o'clock that evening.

'Ah, yes I heard that Madame Delambre had been writing a lot, but we could find nothing but the short note informing us that she was taking her own life.'

When it was burning, he said, 'I think it proves beyond all doubt that Madame Delambre was quite insane.'

"I like that hat!" he says.

"Who's under that hat?" Mitch thinks.

Cal plays his guitar on the street that morning.

Later that night, Rod goes into town.

I had just finished cutting some meat, which was very tough, and said, waving the knife in a way that was not at all appropriate for a vicar, that anyone who murdered Colonel Protheroe would be doing the world a favour.

My young nephew, Dennis, said, 'We'll all remember that when the old man is found covered in blood

'I am sorry that I am so useless at taking care of the house,' said my wife, whose name is Griselda

'It is not surprising that his first wife left him.'

Later, when she was reading the amount collected on the church notice board, she saw that no pound note had been received

'Mrs Price Ridley, Miss Wetherby, Miss Hartnell, and that terrible Miss Marple.'

'And she always knows every single thing that happens in the village,' said Griselda

'Do you know,' said Griselda, 'I could have married a politician, a lord, a rich businessman, but instead I chose you? Didn't that surprise you?'

Only that was Friday

'You must not say things like that, Lettice.'

I told him that it had not.

Then I saw that the hands of the clock pointed to a quarter to five, which meant that it was really half-past four, so I got up and went to the sitting room

'Don't you think,' said my wife, 'that Miss Cram might just like having an interesting job?'

'But do you really think she is attracted to that boring old man?' Griselda said.

'There has also been some talk about that young artist, Mr Redding, hasn't there?' said Miss Wetherby.

that when they were abroad, her husband was killed

The excitement rose, then Miss Marple said, 'Bad girl! If you make things up, people often believe them, and sometimes that leads to problems.'

'Don't you think, Miss Marple,' I said, 'that problems may be caused by careless talk?'

'He knows that you're a married woman

There were very few people that evening at the Wednesday church service, but afterwards, as I left, I saw a woman standing and looking up at one of our coloured-glass windows

While we talked about pictures, books and old churches, I felt that Mrs Lestrange really wanted to talk to me about something else

For the first time, I realized that Anne Protheroe was beautiful

'I suppose to you that is very wrong?'

'Oh! Do you think I haven't thought about that again and again? I'm not a bad woman

I said the things to her that it was my duty to say, remembering all the time how that morning I had said that a world without Colonel Protheroe would be a better place.

But I felt worried because I now knew that Anne Protheroe was the kind of woman who would stop at nothing when her emotions took control

I had completely forgotten that we had asked Lawrence Redding to dinner that night

Sadly, our dinner only proved Griselda had been right when she'd said that the more she tried, the worse things went

I told him that people had been saying that since the beginning of time, and a strange little smile touched his lips

I told him that was a cruel thing to say.

'Haven't you thought,' I asked, 'that Lettice might think that, too?'

At that moment, Griselda and Dennis came in and said I must not stop Lawrence from enjoying himself.

When I returned at about a quarter to four, Mary told me that Mr Redding was waiting for me in the study.

I was told that Mr Abbott of Low Farm was dying and asked to come at once.

I rang up Old Hall, but I was informed that Colonel Protheroe had just gone out

So I told Mary that I would try to be back by six-thirty, and left.

I told him you would be back soon and that Colonel Protheroe was waiting in the study

'Where she wouldn't hear anything that went on in the study

Who knew that Protheroe was coming here this evening?'

Why, that brings it to the same second almost!'

'When that bossy little man wants me, you can send him over to the surgery

Then Mary came to tell me that Griselda was back, so I went to the sitting room and told her everything

'But didn't you tell him that the study clock was always kept a quarter of an hour ahead?'

'But, Len,' Griselda said, 'that is extraordinary

Because when that clock said twenty past six it was really only five minutes past, and at five minutes past I don't suppose Colonel Protheroe had even arrived at the house.'

We thought that Inspector Slack would come and ask me what it was I had wanted to tell him, so we were surprised when Mary told us that he had gone

He was sure that it was very important.

He went in, threw down the pistol, and said, "I did it." Just like that.' Satisfied, she left the room.

I could have answered that question, but I did not wish to involve Anne Protheroe

Lawrence knew about that clock being ahead

'No, if you were committing a murder, you'd be very careful about things like that.'

'I suppose, that is because of the arrest,' I said.

'Oh, but Vicar, you don't think that he is guilty?'

'Yes, but that just proves it

I mean that he had nothing to do with it.'

When I had finished she said, 'I know that I am very often rather stupid, but I really do not understand your point

It seems to me that if a young man had decided to take another man's life, he would not appear upset about it afterwards

'But, Mr Clement, it does not seem to me that the facts fit your argument

Your maid said that Mr Redding was only in the house for two minutes

'I think, I'll go home and tell Anne that Lawrence has been arrested.' She went out of the French window again.

I did it." Just like that.'

Was that the trouble?'

Amazing that nobody heard the shot.'

I noticed that Dr Haydock was looking very cheerful this morning

He had been dead much longer than that.'

The servant hurried away and returned to say that she would see us soon.

Immediately after they had left, Mr Clement rang up and I told him that they had gone out.'

But at that moment a message came that Mrs Protheroe would see us.

'Did you know, Mrs Protheroe that Lawrence Redding has already confessed to the crime?'

'He knew that it was you who killed your husband?'

'It must have been after six - quarter past - something like that.'

Your house is next door to the vicarage so perhaps you saw something that would help us.'

'In fact I was in my garden from five o'clock onwards yesterday and from there, well, I can see everything that is happening next door.'

'I believe that Mrs Protheroe passed by your garden yesterday evening?'

'How did you guess that?'

Well, I'm almost sure that isn't true

'Colonel Melchett,' Miss Marple said, 'why don't you tell Mr Redding what Mrs Protheroe has done and explain that you don't believe her

And then tell Mrs Protheroe that Mr Redding is innocent - well, then they might both tell you the truth.'

And I've told Dr Stone that I must have regular times off

'It's not certain that he did kill him.'

So I told Griselda everything that had happened that morning, then rang the bell for Mary

'The shot that killed old Protheroe? No, of course I didn't

Ten minutes - a quarter of an hour - not longer than that.'

'Is that all?' said Mary

You know, that man, Archer

'I didn't know that.'

'It's strange,' I said, 'that everyone says the shot came from the woods.'

'And that police inspector

As soon as I went in, Melchett said, 'Inspector Slack does not believe that Redding is innocent.'

'If he didn't do it, why did he say that he did?' said Slack

She's a woman, and women act in that silly way

Mary told him that Colonel Protheroe was there, so he went in - and shot him - just as he said he did!'

'But the doctor says that Protheroe was shot before six-thirty.'

'You are laughing at me,' said Miss Marple, 'but that is a very good way of finding the truth

'I don't believe that it was Lawrence or Anne, or Lettice,' Griselda said

'There must be some clue that would help us.'

'And yet, is that possible? Mrs Protheroe would only have just left the study

'Colonel Protheroe just wrote that he couldn't wait any longer

'Mary had told him that you wouldn't be in till half-past six, and he was willing to wait until then

'Imagine,' I said, 'that at about 6.30 Colonel Protheroe sat down to write that he couldn't wait any longer

He thought that it gave him a perfect alibi.'

'Then there was that shot I heard,' said Miss Marple, 'Yes, the sound was different from the usual sort of shot.'

'Did you know that someone else has also confessed to the murder which you say you committed?' The effect of these words on Lawrence was immediate

'And Dr Haydock is certain that the murder could not have been committed at the time you say you did it

'How could I have thought for one minute that Anne did it? I met her in the studio that afternoon...' He paused.

'We know all about that,' said Melchett.

Well, after the vicar saw us there, I promised him that I would leave the village

So I met Mrs Protheroe that evening at a quarter past six and told her my decision

'At the front door, I was told that he was out, but that Colonel Protheroe was in the study waiting for him

I thought that after we parted in the village, she must have come back here and - so I put the pistol in my pocket and left

And I thought that if Anne had done this awful thing, I was responsible, so I went and confessed.'

'Well, let us forget about that

'I had arranged to meet Lawrence that evening at the studio

He said that he was going to see the vicar

'But I thought that perhaps my husband wouldn't stay very long

'Is that exactly what you did?' Colonel Melchett asked her.

And that's why you didn't see your husband.'

Did you know that Mr Redding had a pistol?'

It was then that I told him Miss Marple's theory.

'What about that footprint I found?' he said to the Inspector.

'Because only the day before the crime he said that anyone who murdered Colonel Protheroe would be doing the world a favour.'

'Ah!' said Inspector Slack, 'that explains something Mary said when I spoke to her

'So, that is three people who heard the shot,' said Inspector Slack

But first I'm going to investigate that telephone call.'

I meant the call that got you out of the vicarage

And the next thing is to find out what everyone was doing that evening between six and seven

As we sat down, I told him that we now knew the time of the shot.

You know, of course, that he has had sleeping sickness?'

'Haydock,' I said, 'if you knew that someone was a murderer, would you tell the police, or would you stay silent?'

'Why do you ask me that?'

'Well, as a doctor, if you somehow discovered the truth - I wondered what you would do, that's all.'

I told him he should be in bed but he said that he was perfectly well

'I called to tell you how sorry I was that such a death has happened in the vicarage

'Have you told the police about that man Archer threatening Protheroe?'

'If! There is no evidence of any kind that he did.'

When you get to my age, you will find that you like to think the best of people.'

'Nothing that you didn't hear.'

I remembered what Dr Haydock had said about his illness and supposed that explained it

'Then if a lady - Miss Hartnell perhaps - said that she came here about six o'clock, rang the bell, but got no answer - you would say she was mistaken?'

'So if anyone said that they'd seen you out and about then...'

'I understand that you visited Colonel Protheroe the night before his death.'

I will only say that nothing which was discussed had anything to do with the crime.'

'I don't think you are the best judge of that.'

And I heard that she loves old stones for her Japanese garden.'

'But I suddenly thought that I'd like to see Miss Marple first.'

'Did you see anyone go by the path into the woods that afternoon?' I asked

And Dr Stone returned that way - as you know, Mr Redding, because he joined you and Mrs Protheroe.'

'And that shot,' I said

I believe that it was after.'

'Although nobody has ever thought that he did shoot Protheroe.'

'Whoever murdered Colonel Protheroe did not come this way! There's no sign that anyone climbed over this wall

Yes, that's the way the person came.'

And it really seemed that he must be right.

'I've found out about that telephone call that you received.'

'It shows that call was made deliberately to get you out of the house

You remember Mrs Price Ridley's complaint about that call to her house?'

At that time, 6.30, he was on his way to the Blue Boar with Dr Stone

But if only that shot hadn't come just at the end of the call - well, I'd know where to look.'

Then, years later, she hears that he is living in this village, so comes down here and tries it again

Strangely, I could imagine Mrs Lestrange doing that, but not blackmail.

It was about a strange thing that happened last night

The inquest into Colonel Protheroe's death was held that same Saturday afternoon at the Blue Boar.

Lawrence Redding told how he had found the body, and admitted that the pistol belonged to him.

Mrs Protheroe said that she had last seen her husband at about a quarter to six when they parted in the village street

She had gone to the vicarage at about a quarter past six and thought that the study was empty

But later she had realized that if her husband had been sitting at the desk, she would not have seen him.

'How many people, Mr Clement, knew that Colonel Protheroe was coming to see you that evening?' the coroner asked.

'My wife knew, and my nephew Dennis, and Colonel Protheroe himself mentioned it that morning in the village

It was his opinion that the colonel had been shot at approximately 6.20 to 6.30 - certainly not later than 6.35.

And because of the clock, it was thought that the time of death was 6.22.

Mrs Lestrange had been asked to give evidence, but a medical certificate, signed by Dr Haydock, said that she was too ill to attend.

Then I saw Lawrence Redding on the other side of the road, and told Mr Cherabim that I had to speak to him.

Someone knew about that pistol of mine.' He opened the door and I went inside

'That means that the murderer must have been inside this house - perhaps even had a drink with me.'

'I feel that someone might have seen or heard something, and I wondered if you could help me?'

I can imagine that Lawrence must have looked very attractive, with his blue eyes shining.

"After all these years" - that's what he said - "you dare to come here -" Then he said, "I refuse

'I suppose,' I said, 'that someone else has asked her to work for them.'

'Mrs Clement says that you wish to leave us,' I said

'I think that is very unlikely,' I replied.

'Do you mean that Miss Protheroe came to this house?'

I found her here when I came back from that inquest

So I said, "If the vicar and his wife are satisfied, that is all that matters." And she laughed and said, "Oh! But are they?"'

'Then that's all right,' I said

I don't think he has any idea that Lettice cares about him.'

'Only that it is probably a very ordinary murder, by an angry poacher most likely.'

'Is that the archaeologist fellow?'

'But that was a little fat man, with glasses

Perhaps it has something to do with that.'

And that was all

I thought that the sounds came from up above but when I called up these stairs, "Is anybody there?" there was no answer, so I went back to bed

It was a picture of someone, but the face had been cut in such a violent way that it was unrecognizable.

Because otherwise people will say that, I ran away - because I felt guilty

'I thought', I said, 'that you would.'

I'm going to find out the truth, and that's why I asked Miss Cram to come here

'Then the very night she arrives, that picture is cut,' I said.

'And that's not mine

'And now I know that you are not speaking the truth, Lettice

I hoped it would get her into trouble.' I told her that I would return the earring to Anne and say nothing about how I had found it.

She was seen walking into the woods, and that path goes only to Old Hall, and to this barrow.'

I had thought that Lawrence had broken them

But perhaps Dr Stone or Miss Cram had gone that way?

'So that was their plan,' the inspector replied

He was afraid that because of the murder we might search his rooms and find this silver

When he had gone, I said, 'Well, that's one mystery solved

'Well, it seems to me that the only way this silver could be sold would be if it had been replaced by copies

'Yes, but Colonel Protheroe did say that he was going to have all his things valued for insurance

'Of course, when the expert saw the silver, he would know it wasn't the real thing, and then Colonel Protheroe would remember that he had shown the things to Dr Stone...'

Dr Haydock warned me against that.' Then he looked over at the window

I just thought something had happened and that was why Mrs Protheroe had asked to see you.'

But what does he want to come and see me for? I don't like it! I never suggested that he was guilty

You must admit that's likely?'

The only difference I could see was that one was much dirtier than the others.

I found that in the letterbox.'

I have learned something that I think may be important

I have heard something that is very important

'What's that you're throwing away?' she asked.

'When Lawrence came here, I told you that I had only known him slightly before

Just because you're much older than I am, you think that I might like other men more than you.'

But it was true that I didn't know about Lawrence and Anne

I wondered what it was that the three ladies wanted to tell me

I also wondered whether Inspector Slack had returned from Old Hall, so I went to the police station and found that he had

And that Miss Cram had returned with him

She was sitting there and saying very loudly that she had never taken a suitcase to the woods.

I thought that, of course, the news they had heard must be the same thing

But this is about duty.' I could see that she was enjoying herself

But I have heard that she has said she was at home all the time and that she didn't answer the door because - well, she didn't want to see me!'

And it is not true that she was in the house

And I suddenly thought that perhaps it did not work.'

'Yes?' I knew that it was easy to hear the bell from outside

'Is that all you wanted to tell me?'

You must understand that I heard this from someone who knows the truth.'

'So, who was that?'

'I promised that I would tell no one their name

Well, this person said they saw a certain lady walk up the road that goes to the vicarage

But before that, this lady looked around in a very strange way, to see if anyone had noticed her

But I have heard of something that I think they should know about.'

'But,' I said, 'why is that strange?'

'Well, that is all I have to say.'

'Well, that explains a lot

'The police aren't sure.' I then told him that I was worried about my curate, Hawes, and that I was anxious that he should get away for a rest.

I suppose that would be the best thing

Nobody ever liked him because he always thought he was right, and that others were always wrong

But that was twenty years ago

Is that all you came to tell me, Clement?' Dr Haydock was watching me

I've been trying to protect Mrs Lestrange from anything that might upset her

She's an old friend, but that's not my only reason

I believed him but I suspected that he knew more than he said

'I think that you are wondering why I am so interested in this murder

And when there is a mystery and I think I know the answer, it is so satisfying to find that I am right.'

Then I told her about the three notes I had received that afternoon

'Dr Haydock said it was picric acid.' I then asked her the question that I had wanted to ask her for some time

'Miss Marple, who do you suspect? You said that there were seven people.'

'But the point is, that each thing has got to be explained correctly

And that's very difficult

If it wasn't for that note...'

'Yes, that note is wrong, somehow.'

'And that's what's all wrong

He wouldn't have needed to tell you that he couldn't wait any longer until after half-past six

'I never thought of that,' I said.

And that leaves three possibilities.'

'The first is that Colonel Protheroe was dead already, but I don't think that's likely

The second possibility is, of course, that he was sitting at the desk writing a note, but it must have been a different note from the one that was found

'Well, the third is, of course, that the room really was empty.'

'You mean that after he had been shown in, he went out again and came back later?'

'But why would he have done that?'

'Oh! Don't say that

I have one idea that fits nearly everything

'So you really think that you know who killed Colonel Protheroe?' I asked.

If only that note had said something different.' She moved towards the window and on her way put her hand into the pot of a rather tired houseplant

'I'm not sure that "looks after" are the right words for anything that Mary does,' I said

And Lettice told her that she didn't clean properly

'So that was it! Perfectly possible all the time.' She turned to me

You know that letter that Protheroe was writing when he was killed?'

'Really? Miss Marple said this evening that the note was all wrong.'

'You once said that you would go mad if anyone else confessed to the crime.'

I think I recognized that voice.'

I then took out of my pocket the note that I had found in the vicarage letterbox

The writing was the same as that on the other anonymous letter that I received earlier

Where are you? I've found out about that call

'Is that where you are speaking from?'

It is a very unpleasant thing that I have to tell you

Yes, give me three nine - nine, not five.' And then, 'Hello - is that you, Haydock? Melchett speaking

But why didn't the stupid fellow destroy this one? It just proves he's guilty! Listen, that sounds like a car.' He went to the window

'I'm not sure that I can save him, Melchett.'

'What did he mean by that?' asked Melchett as we went upstairs again.

I explained that Hawes had been ill with sleeping sickness.

'So sorry, Colonel Melchett, but when I heard that Mr Hawes was ill, I felt I must come and see if I could do something.'

'Oh, that is good news! He will be safe there.' She was looking at the pillbox

'Don't you think,' I said, 'that it might be better if Hawes didn't recover? We know the truth now and...'

'Of course! That's what he wants you to think! That you know the truth - and that it's best for everyone as it is

'Yes - that he never killed Colonel Protheroe.'

I really think that for a moment we thought she had gone mad

'He made sure of that.'

'He led us all in that direction, including me

You remember, Mr Clement that I was quite shocked when I heard Mr Redding had confessed to the crime

It upset all my ideas and made me think he was not guilty - when up to then I had been sure that he was.'

'I know that in books it is always the most unlikely person

I have always liked Mrs Protheroe but I soon realized that she would do anything Lawrence Redding told her

'We know everything that Redding was doing up to 6.50 and Dr Haydock says Protheroe could not have been shot then.'

But Miss Marple just smiled and continued, 'I liked Anne and Lawrence, so when they both confessed in that silly way - well, I was happy that I had been wrong

There was that church money that disappeared

'But that train was half an hour late

But perhaps you know that?'

It said that Griselda had been seen leaving Lawrence Redding's cottage at twenty past six on the day of the murder

Lawrence Redding first called on the vicar, knowing that he was out

He had with him the pistol, which he hid in that plant pot

When the vicar came in, Lawrence explained that he had called to tell him that he had decided to leave the village

This was so that I would notice that she had no gun with her

So perhaps the sneeze that Mrs Price Ridley's servant heard might have been the shot? But anyway, Mrs Protheroe and Mr Redding went into the studio together - and then realized, of course, that I would not leave my garden until I saw them come out again!'

And that was a bad mistake

And he thought that it might be useful, so he put it in his pocket.

He did not know that it was always kept a quarter of an hour ahead

He did this to make it seem that someone was trying to make Mrs Protheroe look guilty

'Was that the coincidence you mentioned?'

I believe that picric acid explodes if you drop something heavy onto it

And remember, Vicar that you met Mr Redding carrying a large stone in that same place in the woods where you found the picric acid later.'

Then he set fire to the end of the rope, knowing that it would take about twenty minutes to burn through and for the stone to fall and cause the explosion

'So that no one could discover what had happened?'

'Yes, but when you appeared, he pretended that he was bringing it to me for my Japanese garden

'It was the wrong sort of stone for my garden! And that made me think.'

'As I said, Mr Redding kept Colonel Protheroe's letter, and he realized that the colonel was saying that Mr Hawes was the thief

When the poor young man was found dead and the letter was read, everyone would think that he had shot Colonel Protheroe and killed himself because he felt so guilty

In fact, I think that Mr Hawes must have found that letter tonight

Dear Griselda made that call

She and Dennis had heard that Mrs Price Ridley had been gossiping about the vicar and the church money

And they thought that this would make her stop

The coincidence was that the call was made at exactly the same time as the pretend shot from the wood

So it seemed that the two must be connected.'

'Suppose Dr Haydock mentioned that Mrs Sadler had seen him changing the pills in Mr Hawes' box - well, if Mr Redding is innocent, that would mean nothing to him

'Yes, but would Haydock be willing to do that?'

Although perhaps I wish that he wasn't.'

Lawrence Redding was not an innocent man, and so the news that Mrs Sadler had seen him change Mr Hawes' pills did indeed make him do 'something stupid'.

So he went up to Old Hall that night - and two of Colonel Melchett's policemen followed him

And it proved that Miss Marple had been right in every detail.

And that was how she wanted it.

She wandered into my study and told me that she had always been sure her stepmother was involved

Saying that she had lost her yellow hat had been an excuse to search my study

She hoped that she would find something the police had not

'I knew she had done it, so what did it matter if that proved she had killed him?'

There are some things that Lettice will never understand.

But afterwards I was frightened that the police might think she had killed father

That was why I cut up that old picture of her

'I'm not sure about that

And then she told me that I should have trusted her.

I found it hard to imagine Griselda like that.

I have also decided that since now I'm going to be a real "wife and mother" I must look after the house as well

'Could you say, just once, that you love me madly?'

'Griselda,' I said, 'Not only that, but I worship you!'

She had at last told the police that she had taken the suitcase to the woods, but had thought she was protecting Dr Stone's archaeological discoveries from his enemies.

Poor Griselda - that book on Mother Love had given Miss Marple the clue!

'My love to dear Griselda - and tell her - that any little secret is safe with me.' Really, Miss Marple is rather sweet...

In the last years of the nineteenth century, no one believed that this world was being watched closely by intelligences greater than our own

We had no idea that we were being studied almost as carefully as a scientist studies the small creatures in a drop of water

With great confidence, people travelled around this world and believed that they were in control of their lives

The planet Mars, I need not remind the reader, goes around the sun at an average distance of 224,000,000 kilometres, and receives from the sun half of the light and heat that is received by this world

It has air and water and all that is necessary to support living things.

But people are so blind that no writer, before the end of the nineteenth century, suggested that much more intelligent life had developed there than on Earth

It was also not generally understood that because Mars is older and smaller than our Earth, and further from the sun, it is nearer life's end as well as further from its beginning.

Its physical condition is still largely a mystery, but we know that even in the middle of the day, in its warmest areas, the temperature is lower than during our coldest winter

Can we really complain that the Martians treated us in the same way?

It seems that the Martians calculated their journey very cleverly - their mathematical knowledge appears to be much more developed than ours

I now believe that this was a fire built to make an enormous gun in a very deep pit

In fact, he compared it to the burning gases that might rush out from a gun.

However, the next day there was no report in the newspapers except one small note in the Daily Telegraph, and the world knew nothing of one of the greatest dangers that ever threatened Earth.

Despite everything that has happened since, I still remember that night very clearly

Because it was so small, I did not see the Thing they were sending us, which was flying quickly towards me across that great distance

I remember how I sat there in the blackness, not suspecting the meaning of the tiny light I had seen and all the trouble that it would cause me

Hundreds of observers saw the flame that night and the following night, at about midnight, and again the night after that

It may be that the gases from the firing caused the Martians inconvenience

But no one suspected the truth, that the Martians had fired missiles, which were now rushing towards us at a speed of many kilometres a second across the great emptiness of space.

It seems to me almost unbelievably wonderful that, with that danger threatening us, people could continue their ordinary business as they did

Denning, our greatest astronomer, said that the height of its first appearance was about one hundred and fifty kilometres

It seemed to him that it fell to Earth about a hundred kilometres east of him.

If I had looked up I would have seen the strangest thing that ever fell to Earth from space, but I did not

Many people in that part of England saw it, and simply thought that another meteorite had fallen

Nobody went to look for the fallen star that night.

An enormous hole had been made and the Earth had been thrown violently in every direction, forming piles that could be seen two kilometres away.

He did not imagine that it might be hollow.

He remained standing on one side of the pit that the Thing had made for itself, staring at its strange appearance and thinking that there might be some intelligent design in its shape

Then suddenly, he noticed that some of the burnt skin was falling off the round edge at the end

A large piece suddenly came off with a sharp noise that brought his heart into his mouth

He realized that, very slowly, the round top of the cylinder was turning.

The cylinder was artificial - hollow - with an end that screwed out! Something inside the cylinder was unscrewing the top!

The thought of the creature trapped inside was so terrible to him that he forgot the heat, and went forwards to the cylinder to help

He met some local people who were up early, but the story he told and his appearance were so wild that they would not listen to him

'Henderson,' he called, 'you saw that meteorite last night?'

They listened, knocked on the burnt metal with a rock and, getting no answer, they both decided that the men inside were either unconscious or dead.

I think they understood that nothing could be done for the moment, and had gone away to have breakfast at Henderson's house

At that time it was quite clear in my own mind that the Thing had come from the planet Mars, and I felt impatient to see it opened

They were too far away for me to recognize anyone there, but I learned afterwards that Ogilvy, Stent and Henderson were with others in this attempt at communication

The smoke (or flame, perhaps, would be a better word for it) was so bright that the deep blue sky overhead seemed to darken as these clouds rose

Then flashes of bright fire came from the men, and I realized that the Martians were using some kind of invisible ray

All this happened so quickly that I stood without moving, shocked by the flashes of light

It that death had swung round a full circle, it would have killed me

I realized that I was helpless and alone on this dark common

I went into the dining-room, sat down, and told her the things that I had seen.

When I saw how white her face was, I began to comfort her and myself by repeating all that Ogilvy had told me about the impossibility of Martians capturing the Earth.

And we also learned that the Martians were so mechanically clever that they did not need to use their bodies very much.

I remember the dinner table that evening very clearly even now: my dear wife's sweet, worried face looking at me from under the pink lamp-shade, the white cloth laid with silver and glass, the glass of red wine in my hand

I did not know it, but that was the last proper dinner I would eat for many strange and terrible days.

If, on that Friday night, you had drawn a circle at a distance of five kilometres from Horsell Common, I doubt if there would have been one human being outside it, unless it was a relation of Stent, whose emotions or habits were affected by the new arrivals

He told me that during the night the Martians had been surrounded by soldiers and that field-guns were expected.

They told me that no one was allowed over the bridge

During that day the Martians did not show themselves

An engineer told me that this was done by a man crawling forwards with a flag on a long pole

I learned that they were shooting into the wood in which the second cylinder had fallen

At about six in the evening, as I had tea with my wife in the garden, I heard an explosion from the common, and immediately after that the sound of gunfire

Then came a violent crash quite close to us, that shook the ground

Then I realized that the Martians could hit the top of Maybury Hill with their Heat-Ray because they had cleared the college out of the way.

After that I took my wife's arm and ran with her out into the road

The sun, shining through the smoke that rose up from the tops of the trees, seemed blood-red and threw an unfamiliar bright light on everything.

I ran because I realized that soon everyone on this side of the hill would be moving

I explained quickly that I had to leave my home, and arranged to borrow the cart, promising to bring it back before midnight

At the time it did not seem to me so urgent that he should leave his home.

If I had not made a promise to the pub owner, she would, I think, have asked me to stay in Leatherhead that night

I had been very excited all day and I was not sorry that I had to return to Maybury

I was even afraid that the last shots I had heard might mean the end of our visitors from Mars

At that moment a bright green light lit up the road around me and showed the distant woods to the north

At first I thought it was the wet roof of a house, but the lightning flashes showed that it was moving quickly down Maybury Hill

How can I describe this Thing that I saw? It was an enormous tripod, higher than many houses, stepping over the young trees

As it passed it gave a deafening howl that was louder than the thunder - 'Aloo! Aloo!' - and a minute later it was with another one, half a kilometer away, bending over something in a field

I have no doubt that this was the third of the cylinders they had fired at us from Mars.

But that night it was all very strange and I was physically exhausted, wet to the skin, deafened and blinded by the storm

It seemed that his neck had been broken

After that I went upstairs to my study

I turned my desk chair to the window and stared out at the country and, in particular, at the three enormous black Things that were moving around the common

Or did a Martian sit inside each, controlling it in the same way that a man's brain controls his body?

The soldier agreed with me that the house was not a good place to stay in

The strength of the Martians worried me so much that I had decided to take my wife to the south coast, and leave the country with her immediately

I had already decided that the area around London would be the scene of a great battle before the Martians could be destroyed.

After that I would leave him and turn off to reach Leatherhead.

I wanted to start at once, but the soldier had been in wars before and knew better than that

He made me find all the food and drink that we could carry, and we filled our pockets

They carry a kind of box that shoots fire and strikes you dead.'

'Do you know what's over there?' I said, pointing towards the woods that hid the Martians.

'I was explaining that these are valuable.'

'Death is coming! Death!' and leaving him to think about that, I hurried on to Weybridge.

We remained there until midday, and at that time found ourselves at the place where the River Wey joins the River Thames

The stones under my feet were muddy and slippery, and the river was so low that I moved perhaps seven metres before I could get under the surface

When I lifted my head it was looking towards the guns that were still firing across the river

At that moment I got under the water and, holding my breath until movement was painful, swam under the surface for as long as I could

When for a moment I raised my head to breathe and throw the hair and water out of my eyes, the steam was rising in a white fog that hid the Martians completely

The cases that produced the Heat-Rays were waved high and the beams flashed this way and that.

I realized that somehow I had escaped.

It was clear to me that the great tragedy in which he was involved - it seemed that he had escaped from Weybridge - had driven him to the edge of madness.

Nothing more of the fighting was known that night, the night of my drive to Leatherhead and back.

On the Saturday evening, at Waterloo station, he learned that an accident prevented trains from reaching Woking

In fact, the people in charge of the railway did not clearly know at that time

I have read, in another description of these events, that on Sunday morning 'all London was panicked by the news from Woking.' In fact, this is simply not true

Besides this, Londoners are very used to feeling safe, and exciting news is so normal in the papers that they could read reports like this without great fear:

No one in London knew what the Martians looked like, and there was still a fixed idea that they must be slow: 'crawling', 'moving painfully' - words like these were in all the earlier reports

But there was almost nothing to tell people until the government announced that the people of Walton and Weybridge, and all chat district, were pouring along the roads towards London.

There he heard that the Chertsey line was also closed

He learned that several unusual telegrams had been received in the morning from Byfleet and Chertsey stations, but that these had suddenly stopped

'They come from Weybridge and Walton, and they said guns have been heard at Chertsey, heavy firing, and that soldiers told them to move out at once because the Martians are corning

Soon after that the police arrived and began to move the crowd out of the station, and my brother went out into the street again.

On Waterloo Bridge a number of people were watching an odd brown liquid that came down the river from time to time

He learned that they were not just a few small crawling creatures, but that they could control enormous mechanical bodies

They could move quickly and strike with such power that even the biggest guns could not stand against them

The faces of the people showed that they were very tired

He had an idea that he might see me

My brother spoke to several of the refugees but none could give him any news of Woking, except one man who said that it had been totally destroyed the previous night.

At that time there was a strong feeling on the streets that the government should be blamed because they had not destroyed the Martians already.

There were one or two carts with refugees going along Oxford Street, but the news was spreading so slowly that Regent Street and Portland Place were full of people taking their usual Sunday night walk

My brother read and reread the paper, thinking that the worst had happened to me

And from this paper my brother read that terrible report from the commander of the army:

As it was reported later, most of them remained busy with preparations in the pit on Horsell Common until nine that night, doing something that produced a great amount of Black Smoke.

It was this howling and the firing of the guns at Ripley and Weybridge that we heard at Walton

It seemed that one of its three legs had been broken

After this it seemed that the three Martians spoke together, and those who were watching them report that they stayed absolutely quiet for the next half-hour

And then the Martian closest to us raised his tube and fired it towards the guns, with a loud bang that made the ground shake

I was so excited by all this that I completely forgot about my persona safety and raised my head out of the bushes

I looked again at the Martian, and saw that it was now moving east along the river bank

And it was death to breathe that smoke.

And where it met with water, or even mist or wet grass, a chemical action took place and it turned into a powder that sank slowly and made room for more.

When the smoke had begun to settle, it stayed quite close to the ground so that even fifteen metres up in the air, on the roots and upper floors of houses and in high trees, there was a chance of escaping its poison

A man later told me that he had watched from a church roof as the smoke filled his village

But that was in a village where the Black Smoke was allowed to remain until it sank into the ground

From there we could see the searchlights on Richmond Hill and Kingston Hill moving in the sky, and at about eleven the windows shook, and we heard the sound of the large guns that had been put in position there

They only used the Heat-Ray from time to time that night, either because they had a limited supply of material for its production or because they did not want to destroy the country, but only to defeat its people

After that no group of men would stand against them, because this would mean almost certain death.

Then came the dull noise of the shots that the Martians fired, and the cylinder flying over the trees and houses and breaking in the neighboring fields.

It told the people of London that they had to run away.

You can understand the wave of fear that swept through the greatest city in the world at dawn on Monday morning

People ran to the railway stations, to the boats on the Thames, and hurried by even street that went north or east

By three the crowds were so large around the stations that people were being pushed over and walked on

My brother had some friends in Chelmsford, and this perhaps made him take the road that ran to the east

Realizing from his face that a fight was unavoidable, and being a good boxer, my brother hit him hard and knocked him back onto the wheel of the cart.

Still recovering, my brother found himself facing the man who had held the horse's head, and realized that the cart was moving away along the road

Then, realizing that he was alone, he ran along the road after the cart, with the big man behind him

It seemed that she had had a gun all the time, but it had been under her seat when they were attacked

My brother learned that the two women were the wife and younger sister of a doctor living in Stanmore, The doctor had heard about the Martians at the railway station, on his way home from seeing a patient, and had sent them off, promising to follow after telling the neighbour

The younger woman suggested that they should move on and catch a train at St Albans

My brother, who had seen the situation at the stations in London, thought that was hopeless

He suggested that they should drive across Essex to the sea at Harwich, and from there get right out of the country.

Mrs Elphinstone - that was the name of the woman in white - refused to listen to his argument, and kept calling for 'George', but her sister-in-law was very quiet and sensible and agreed to my brother's suggestion

It seemed that the whole population of London was moving north

It was clear that he was near death

'We must go that way,' he said, and turned the horse round again.

For the second time that day the girl showed her courage

It one had flown over London that morning, every road to the north or east would have seemed black with moving refugees, everyone a frightened and exhausted human being.

They seemed in no hurry, and did not go beyond the central part of London all that day

It is possible that many people stayed in their houses through Monday morning

It is certain that many died at home, killed by the Black Smoke.

It is said that many who swam out to these ships were pushed away and drowned

A number of people now, like my brother, were moving to the east, and some were even so desperate that they turned back towards London to get food

My brother heard that about half the members of the government had met in Birmingham, in central England, and that enormous amounts of explosive were being prepared to be used in the Midlands

He was told that the Midland Railway Company had started running trains again, and was taking people north from St Albans

There was also a notice which said that within twenty-four hours bread would be given to the hungry people

After several more hours on the road, they suddenly saw the sea and the most amazing crowd of ships of all types that it is possible to imagine.

He would probably have stayed longer it the sound or guns had not begun at about that time in the south

It was the first Martian that my brother had seen, and he stood, more amazed than frightened, as it moved steadily towards the ships, walking further and further into the water

Then, far away, another appeared, stepping over some small trees, and then another could be seen even further away, crossing the flat mud that lay between the sea and the sky.

He was so interested in this that he did not look out to sea

a movement of feet and a cheer that seemed to be answered.

He looked past it at the Martians again and saw the three of them now close together, and standing so far out to sea that their legs were almost completely under water.

It seemed to him that they were surprised by this new enemy

This hit its left side and sent up a black cloud that the ship moved away from

To the watchers on the steamboat, low in the water and with the sun in their eyes, it seemed that the warship was already among the Martians.

They saw the three thin figures separating and rising out of the water as they moved back towards the shore, and one of them raised the box that fired his Heat-Ray

No one worried about that very much

We were surrounded by the Black Smoke all that day and the following morning

The Black Smoke moved slowly towards the river all through Monday morning, slowly getting nearer and nearer to us, coming at last along the road outside the house that hid us.

As soon as I saw that escape was possible, my dream of action returned

When it was clear to the curate that I intended to go alone, he suddenly decided to come

Once again, on the Surrey side, there was black dust that had once been smoke, and some dead bodies - a number of them near the approach to the station.

It was obvious that the Martians were all around us

Four or five little black figures hurried in front of it, and in a moment it became obvious that this Martian was hunting them

For the first time, I realized that perhaps the Martians had another purpose, apart from destroying human beings

When we got to Sheen, the curate said that he felt unwell and we decided to try one of the houses.

Our situation was so strange and unbelievable that for three or four hours, until the dawn came, we hardly moved

And then the light came, not through the window, which was filled with earth from the garden, but through a small hole that had been knocked in the wall

When we saw that, we moved as slowly as possible out of the grey light of the kitchen and into the darkness of the hall.

Towards the end of the day I found that I was very hungry

I told the curate that I was going to look for food, and moved back into the kitchen again

I stepped carefully through the broken plates that covered the floor.

I touched the curate's leg, and he moved so suddenly that some bricks slid down outside with a loud crash

I took hold of his arm, afraid that he might cry out, and for a long time we remained still

We now lay on the very edge of the enormous round pit that the Martians were making.

However, at first I hardly noticed the pit and the cylinder, because of the strange shining machine that I saw working there, and the odd creatures that were crawling slowly and painfully across the earth near it.

It was doing this so quickly and perfectly that I did not see it as a machine at first

It may be that on Mars they moved around on them quite easily.

It is generally supposed that the Martians communicated by sounds and by moving their arms

But no human being saw as much of them as I did and lived to tell the story, and I can say that I have seen four, five or six of them slowly performing the most difficult work without sound or any other signal

I know a little of psychology and I am absolutely certain that they exchanged thoughts.

When I looked again, the busy building-machine had already put together several of the pieces of metal from inside the cylinder into a shape that was very like its own

The arrival of a second fighting-machine made us move back out of the kitchen into the hall, because we were afraid that from that height the Martian might see us through the hole

He ate more than I did, and did not seem to understand that we had to stay in the house until the Martians had finished their work if we wanted to stay alive

I watched the fighting-machine closely, sure for the first time that it did actually contain a Martian

I saw that it was a man

I began to think that, although our position was terrible, there was no reason yet to give up hope

After that I avoided the hole in the wall for most of a day.

The Martians had made such an impression on me that at first I did not think I could escape

I did not think that they could be defeated by human beings

The Martians had taken away the digging-machine and apart from the fighting-machine on the far side of the pit and a building- machine that was busy out of my sight, the pit was empty

I heard a dog, and that familiar sound made me listen

And that was all.

In the end I moved between him and the food and told him that I was going to take control.

I would not let him eat any more that day

The rest of the time he just talked to himself, and I began to realize that he had gone completely mad.

Then he slept for some time and began again with even more strength, so loudly that I had to try to stop him.

I thought at once that it would know that I was there from the mark of the hammer.

I thought that it might not be long enough to reach me

At last I decided that it had.

When at last I did, I found that the food cupboard was now empty

On that day and the next I had no food and nothing to drink.

On the twelfth day my thirst was so bad that I went into the kitchen and used the noisy rainwater pump that stood by the sink

I thought that if I could attract it in quietly, I would be able, perhaps, to kill and eat it

I heard the sound of some birds but that was all.

At that moment, I felt the beginning of something that soon grew quite clear in my mind, that worried me for many days

It filled me with terror to think how quickly that great change had come

I spent that night in the pub that stands on the top of Putney Hill, sleeping in a made bed for the first time since I had run away to Leatherhead

I broke into the house - and afterwards found that the front door was unlocked

Later, in the bar, I found some sandwiches that no one had noticed

I lit no lamps, afraid that a Martian might come through that part of London looking for food in the night

I had no regrets about this, but in the stillness of the night, with a sense that God was near, I thought again of every part of our conversation from the time we had first met

In the road that runs from the top of Putney Hill to Wimbledon many things had been left behind by the crowds that ran towards London on the Sunday night after the fighting began

It stretched far and wide and I hesitated on the edge of that large open space

As I came nearer, I saw that he was dressed in clothes as dusty and dirty as my own

'If they manage to do that, we haven't got a chance,' I said

'Don't you believe that we're beaten? I do.'

The death of that one at Weybridge was an accident

'It seems to me that at the moment they catch us when they want food

But they won't keep doing that

Don't you see that?'

'But if that's true,' I said, 'what is there to live for?'

But not all of us can live like animals, and that's how we'll have to live

I didn't know that it was you, you see

All these - the sort of people that lived in these houses, all those little office workers that used to live down that way - they'd be no good

'No,' I cried, 'that's impossible! No human being -'

And I realized that I agreed with him.

It was interesting that he, an ordinary soldier, seemed to have a much better understanding of the situation than I, a professional writer.

We're not going to accept any rubbish that comes in

'We won't argue about that

For the first time I began to think that there was some distance between his dreams and his powers, because I could dig a hole like this in a day

But I believed in him enough to work with him all that morning at his digging.

I also felt that it would be easier to get into the drain and dig back towards the house

I began to feel that I had failed my wife, and decided to leave this dreamer of great things and to go on into London

After that, the streets became clear of powder and I passed some white houses which were on fire

The hand that hung over her knee was cut, and blood had fallen onto her dirty brown dress

At any time the destruction that had already happened to the north-western borders of the city, that had destroyed Ealing, might strike among these houses and leave them smoking ruins

When I passed streets that ran to the north it grew louder, and then houses and buildings seemed to cut it off again

It seemed that all the empty houses had found a voice for their fear and loneliness.

'Ulla, ulla, ulla,' cried that inhuman note - great waves of sound sweeping down the broad, sunlit road, between the tall buildings on each side

I also found that I was very tired, and hungry and thirsty again.

Why was I walking alone in this city of the dead? I thought of old friends that I had forgotten for years

I was tired after eating and went into the room behind the bar and slept on a black leather sofa that I found there.

I awoke to find that sad howling still in my ears: 'Ulla, ulla, ulla, ulla, ulla,' It was now getting dark, and after I had found some bread and cheese in the bar I walked on through the silent squares to Baker Street and so came at last to Regents Park

It appeared to be standing and calling, for no reason that I could discover.

At first I thought a house had fallen across the road, but when I climbed up on the ruins I saw, with a shock, this great machine lying, with its tentacles bent and twisted, among the ruins that it had made

It seemed that it had been driven blindly straight at the house, and had been turned over when the house fell on it.

Wondering about all that I had seen, I moved on towards Primrose Hill

I marched on without fear towards this great machine, and then, as I came nearer and the light grew, I saw that a number of black birds were circling and gathering around the top of it

The thought that had flashed into my mind grew real, and believable

And all around it, some in their overturned war-machines and some in building-machines, and ten of them lying in a row, were the Martians - dead! They had been killed by germs against which their systems could not fight; killed, after all man's machines had failed, by the smallest things that God has put on this Earth.

It had happened in this way, and I and many others did not see that it would happen because terror and disaster had blinded our minds

I heard a large number of dogs fighting over the bodies that lay in the darkness at the bottom of the pit.

At the sound of birds overhead I looked up at the enormous fighting-machine that would never fight again, at the pieces of red flesh that dropped down onto the overturned seats on the top of Primrose Hill.

I turned and looked down the slope of the hill at those two other Martians that I had seen the previous night

And as I looked at it, and realized that the shadows had been rolled back, and that people might still live in its streets, and that this dear city of mine might be once more alive and powerful again, I felt such emotion that I was very close to tears.

In a year, I thought, we would rebuild all that had been destroyed.

Then came the thought of myself, of my wife, and the old life of hope and tender helpfulness that had ended forever.

I remember, clearly and in great detail, all that I did that day until the time when I stood crying on the top of Primrose Hill

I have learned since then that I was not the first discoverer of the Martian defeat -several wanderers like me had already known about it on the previous night

They have told me since that I was singing a crazy song about 'The Last Man Left Alive! The Last Man Left Alive!' Although they were troubled with their own affairs, these people were very helpful to me

All that time I felt a growing need to look again at whatever remained of the little life that had seemed so happy and bright in my past

My hosts tried to change my mind but at last, promising faithfully to return to them, I went out again into the streets that had lately been so dark and strange and empty.

I remember how bright that day seemed as I went sadly back to the little house in Woking - how busy the streets were, and how full of life

I learned nothing new except that already in one week the examination of the Martians' machines had produced amazing results

Among other things, the newspaper said that the 'Secret of Flying' had been discovered

At Waterloo I found that free trains were taking people to their homes

I looked at my own house with a quick flash of hope that died immediately

The stair carpet was discolored where I had sat, wet to the skin from the thunderstorm on that first terrible night

I remembered how I could not concentrate that morning, hardly a month before, and how I had stopped work to get my newspaper from the newsboy

I know very little about medical matters, but it seems to me most likely that the Martians were killed by germs.

Certainly, in all the bodies of the Martians that were examined after the war, no germs were found except ones that came from Earth

Besides this, we still know very little about the Black Smoke, and the way that the Heat-Ray worked remains a puzzle.

I do not think that nearly enough attention is being paid to this

Every time the planet Mars comes near to us, I worry that they might try again

In that case, the cylinder could be destroyed before it was cool enough for the Martians to come out, or they could be killed by guns as soon as the door opened

It seems to me that they have lost a great advantage in the failure of their first surprise

One astronomer has given excellent reasons for supposing that the Martians have actually landed on Venus

Seven months ago, when these planets were close together, faint, dark marks appeared on photographs which suggested that a cylinder had been fired from one to the other.

We have learned that we cannot think of this planet as a safe home for humans

Perhaps, across the great distances of space, the Martians have watched what happened to the ones that landed on Earth and learned their lesson - and have found a safer home on the planet Venus

Even if that is true, for many years we will continue to watch Mars carefully, and all falling stars will make us afraid.

Before it there was a general belief that there was no life in space apart from on our tiny planet

If the Martians can reach Venus, there is no reason to think that this is impossible for us

So when the slow cooling of the sun means that we cannot continue to live on Earth, it may be that life which began here can reach out and continue there.

But that is a distant dream

I must admit that the trouble and danger of our time have left a continuing sense of doubt and fear in my mind

I sit in my study writing by lamplight, and suddenly I see the valley below on fire again, and feel that the house around me is empty and lonely

I go to London and see the busy crowds in Fleet Street and the Strand, and it comes to my mind that they are just the ghosts of the past, walking the streets that I have seen silent and empty, spirits in a dead city

I saw the houses stretching away and disappearing into the smoke and mist, people walking up and down between the flower-beds, and the sightseers around the Martian machine that still stands there

I heard the noise of playing children and remembered the deep silence of the dawn of that last great day...

And it is strangest of all to hold my wife's hand again, and to think that I have thought of her, and that she has thought of me, among the dead.

Well, that man must have a very big problem because he left his pipe

It is obvious that he likes this particular pipe very much.'

'How do you know that he likes it very much?' I asked.

look it has been mended twice with silver bands that probably cost more than the pipe itself

But, Mr Holmes, I am sure that my wife loves me.'

'I should also mention that her husband left her a large amount of money

'"Jack," she said, "when you took my money you said that if I ever wanted some, I should just ask you."

'"Oh," she said playfully, "you said that you were only my banker, and bankers never ask questions, you know."

'I was not happy about this because this was the first time that there was a secret between us

It may have nothing to do with what happened afterwards, but I thought that I should mention it.

'Anyway, I told you that there is a cottage near our house

Well, I like walking past that cottage, and last Monday, as I walked past the cott age I saw an empty van going away from the cottage, and furniture in front of the cottage

There was something strange about the face, Mr Holmes, that frightened me

I told her that I was her neighbour, and asked her if she needed any help.

'That night I did not tell my wife about the strange face and the rude woman, but I did tell her that people were now living in the cottage.

'That same night something strange happened! In the middle of the night, when I was not completely asleep, I became aware that my wife was dressed and was leaving the room

She told me that she had wanted some fresh air, but I did not believe her

'The next day I had to go to the City, but I was so worried about my wife that I returned early to Norbury at about one o'clock

I stopped for a minute in front of it to look for that strange face

Why are you looking at me like that? Are you angry with me?"

"I promise that I will tell you everything some day, but if you enter now, you will cause great sadness." Then she held me tightly, and I tried to push her off.

If you force your way into that cottage, our marriage is finished."

Then as we started to leave, I looked up and there was that yellow face watching us out of the upper window

What link could there be between that creature and my wife?

'After that everything went well, but one day I returned home early

I discovered that my wife had been to the cottage again, so I went to the cottage

I am sure that our maid had warned them that I was arriving, and they all went away

'When I saw my wife again I told her that there could be no peace between us until she told me the truth

Then he said, 'Are you sure that the yellow face was a man's face?'

'Now, go back to Norbury, and when you see that those people have returned to the cottage, call us

'I am afraid that this is a case of blackmail,' said Holmes.

'Well, it must be that creature with the yellow face

Upon my word, Watson, there is something very attractive about that yellow face at the window, and I would not miss this case for worlds.'

That is why he has that horrible yellow face

When her husband tells her that someone is living in the cottage, she knows that they are her blackmailers

She then promises her husband that she will not return, but she wants to get rid of her blackmailers

Fortunately for her, her maid warns her that her husband is coming, and she and her blackmailers leave the house in time.

In one corner there was a desk, and at that desk there was a desk, and at that desk there appeared to be a little girl.

I took every possible precaution so that there would not be gossip about a little black girl

That is why she wore that yellow mask.

'You told me about her arrival in the cottage, and that night I had to see her, and that was the beginning of my troubles

'I am not a very good man, Effie, but I think that I am better than you thought.'

We did not say another word about the case until late that night at Holmes' house in Baker Street, just before Holmes went to bed.

'Watson,' he said, 'if you should ever think that I am becoming too confident in my powers, or that I am not working hard enough on a particular case, please whisper "Norbury" in my ear, and I will be infinitely obliged to you.'

I had every symptom that was written.

Every time I read about an illness, I realise that I have it.

I knew I had that terrible illness, too.

After that, he wrote a prescription I and gave it to me

Doctors did not know that I had liver illness

At that moment, Mrs Poppets, the housekeeper, I served our dinner

We all knew that our illnesses were caused by too much work.

We'll be so tired at the end of the day, that we'll sleep well.'

There are only twenty-four hours in the day, and you sleep most of that time

George was surprised that we both liked his idea

How wonderful this is! We go to bed, and then we dream under the stars! We dream that the world is young again.'

We discovered later that this wasn't true.

Packing is one of those things that I do best.

Then I remembered that my cigarettes were in the suitcase

He pretended that the lemons were rats, and killed three of them! This was Montmorency's idea of fun.

'Do you know that it's nearly nine o'clock?'

We began to get ready, and we remembered that we had packed our toothbrushes

You can never escape from that woman

When we got closer, we saw that George was inside the blazer

When he saw that no one was in the water, he returned to his work.

Now that George was on the boat, we decided to make him work

I remember that George once saw a young couple who were walking by the side of the river

They didn't notice that there was no boat at the end of the rope

When they looked back, they saw that they were towing a boat that was not theirs

I'm surprised that we are still alive to tell the story.

We did exactly that

We pretended that we were not interested in the water

We wanted the water to think that we did not care about it

We really wanted that supper

We needed that supper

When I finally pulled the shirt out of the river, I saw that it wasn't mine - it was George's shirt! I started laughing too

I laughed so much that I dropped the shirt into the river again.

Then we looked for the eggs that weren't broken

George and I saw that it was difficult work

George and I thought that this was an important part of his cooking method.

But, all that came out was a teaspoon full of burnt eggs.

I am certain that King Henry VIII met Anne Boleyn in several other places, too.

At that moment, we all wanted mustard more than anything in the world.

We felt that life was smiling at us again.

You feel that you are part of nature

We felt that we were sailing into a strange land.

But, when we heard the bad words that came from the other boat, we knew we were near people

We also knew that those people were not happy.

He didn't understand that his life was in danger.

Montmorency is a courageous dog, but the cold eyes of that cat terrified him

At Hambledon Lock, we discovered that we had no water

'Well, sir, I don't think you look very healthy, after drinking all that river water

At first, he thought that it was the end of the world.

Harris still thinks that George and I planned it all.

But when we peeled our first potato, we understood that this was not exciting - it was hard work

He said, 'What swans?' He thought that George and I were dreaming.

We agreed that we would row the boat, and not tow it

You and George row, so that I can rest.'

I always think that I work too much

The river was so dirty that our clothes collected all the dirt from the water

It only says that the place is a good fishing area

After that, we had some hot water and whisky

'And then have supper at that little French restaurant,' I added.

'However, there's a train that leaves Pangbourne after five o'clock

We explained to him that we were not acrobats

Life is not much fun if you work as a typist in an office, and you earn so little that you can't even buy yourself a nice pair of shoes

If she had one of those university boys for a boyfriend, wouldn't he come and take her home every evening? Certainly, Joe would love to do exactly that - with his taxi

She knows it will take some time before she'll be brave enough to ask for things like that from him

anyway, she will have to wait a little while for that and it is just her bad luck.

Jesus! She doesn't wish herself dead or anything as stupidly final as that

'But what? It's my fault - is that what you're saying? I didn't do well enough in the exams, so I can't be a teacher

It's just that I am sick of everything

I am not that old or wise, but I can advise you a little

But what a pity that you are married already

It was when Mercy got up to go to the bedroom that Connie noticed the new shoes.

But that was not the reason for the uncertainty in her voice.

And she said only last week that she didn't have a penny on her, thought Connie

On top of everything, I have dependable information that James is running after a new girl.'

But men are like that.'

'No, it's just that women allow them to behave the way they do instead of taking some freedom themselves.'

Now listen to that

Mercy complained that she was hungry and so they went to the kitchen to heat up some food and eat

It's just that I didn't think it was a question I was not allowed to ask.'

'Do you mean that politician?' she said.

'Perhaps, I mean, perhaps that really doesn't matter, does it? But they say he has so many wives and girlfriends.'

Your private life is not my business, but you just said yourself that you wanted a man of your own

They feel a little small, but then all new shoes are like that.'

'Is that so? Mm, I am glad because people always notice things.'

A car like the ones she has seen in films, with tyres that can do everything..

He hates tears, because, like many men, he knows they are one of the strongest weapons that women have.

'Yes, but that is not what I am talking about.'

'Jesus, is it possible that there is anything more important than that?'

And as they laugh, they know that something has happened

'The fact that other girls do it doesn't mean that Mercy should do it too.'

If I were Mercy, I am sure that's exactly what I would do

He may be able to speak to someone in your government office so that after the baby is born you can keep your job there.'

I shall pay for everything, but that would be better than that old car I was thinking about

Think of that.'

She had wanted this thing for a long time, and yet one side of her said that accepting it was wrong

In a short while, Mercy left the house to go and live in the government house that Mensar-Arthur had managed to get for her.

In her eyes, Mensar-Arthur and everything that went with him meant trouble for her sister and for her own feelings too

He is that kind of man, and she that kind of woman

'Look at the excellent job the soldiers have done, cleaning up the country of all that dirt

'All I know is that Mensar-Arthur is in prison

'I never took you seriously on that car business.'

'Ruin, ruin, ruin! Christ! See, Connie, the funny thing is that I am sure you are the only person who thought it was a disaster to have a sister who was the girlfriend of a big man.'

And Connie wondered why he said that with so much bitterness

I'm grateful that something put a stop to that

What worries me now is that she won't tell me where she's living

She talks about a girlfriend but I'm not sure that I know her.'

Connie just sits there with her mouth open that wide...

Each narrator will describe what he saw with his own eyes, so that the narrative will be as truthful as possible, and the evidence will be presented as in a court of law.

'I hid behind that tree to see what kind of man you were

'Because I hope that there's one you don't know - one who lives in Hampshire.'

First I noticed that she was dark, then that she was young, and finally (to my great surprise) that she was rather ugly! She had a large, strong masculine jaw

Her expression was honest and intelligent, but it had none of the gentleness that is the greatest charm of a woman.

'I like a quiet life, and recently I had such an adventure that I don't want another one for years.' As we ate breakfast side by side like two old friends, I told Miss Halcombe about the woman in white

'Well,' said Miss Halcombe, 'I'm sure that Mr Hartright will pay us compliments even if our drawings are horrible.'

I noticed that she was slow in her studies, so I asked the doctor to examine her

He says that she'll get better

I told her that blonde girls look nice in white

"'The other reason I like Anne is that she looks very much like Laura

I stood up quickly, feeling the same sudden fear I had felt when that hand touched my arm at the lonely crossroads

There stood Miss Fairlie, alone outside in the moonlight, looking exactly like the woman in white! I suddenly realised that the 'something missing' was this: my realisation of the disturbing similarity between the fugitive from the asylum and my student at Limmeridge House.

The days and weeks at Limmeridge House passed so quickly! What a happy time that was! I spent every day in the company of two excellent ladies

I know you haven't told Laura that you love her

Tell Mr Fairlie that your sister's ill, and that you must return to London

The Lord knows, I don't want to do so! I don't want that sad woman to be connected in any way with Miss Fairlie

She explained Mr Hartright's concern that Sir Percival Glyde might be the aristocrat the woman in white had talked about

She also showed me an anonymous letter that her sister had received that morning:

I hear that you are going to marry Sir Percival Glyde

Sir Percival then turned to Miss Halcombe and said, 'My lawyer sent me the copy of that letter

I'm not surprised that it made you worry, but I can explain everything.'

He told us that Mrs Catherick, Anne's mother, had been a servant in his family for many years before leaving to get married

Years later, Sir Percival heard that her husband had abandoned her and her daughter was mentally disturbed

Mrs Catherick told him that she wanted to put Anne in a private asylum, but she did not have enough money

Sir Percival Glyde very kindly paid for the asylum, and I thank him for that.

If you die before your aunt Eleanor - Madame Fosco - she'll inherit ten thousand pounds of that money

I knew that Sir Percival had many debts

The man was too lazy to look after the interests of his own niece! I went to Limmeridge the next day and told him that no one should sign a marriage settlement like this - it gave the husband a large financial interest in the death of his wife! But Mr Fairlie did not want to listen

Sir Percival has noticed that Laura seems unhappy in his company

He said that if you want to break your engagement, you can.'

'It was my father's dying wish that I marry Sir Percival

But I can tell him that I love someone else

After dinner, Laura explained to Sir Percival that she loved someone else

'You've been so honest that I value you even more than I did before.'

'I'll be satisfied with that,' he said gently, and left the room.

After he had gone, Laura gave me a book of drawings that Mr Hartright had given her

'If I die, please tell Walter that I loved him!' Then she put her head on my shoulder and burst into tears.

There are things now that she will not discuss with me - her husband, her married life - but before we kept no secrets from each other.

He has intelligent grey eyes; when I look into them, I feel things that I do not want to feel

He tells me that he left Italy a long time ago, for political reasons.

'I know that Percival has debts,' she said, 'but I won't sign anythin without reading it first.'

The only part of the document that was visible was the line for her signature and the lines for the signatures of the two witnesses

Later on that afternoon, I went for a walk with Laura.

She said that her favourite drawing teacher was Mr Hartright

After that, I thought about Walter often, especially on the nights when Percival left me alone and went to parties with the people from the opera house.'

I remembered my conversation with Walter that day in the garden with horror

Marian, she looks like a paler, thinner version of myself! She says that she's dying

She spoke of how kind Mother had been to her and said that she wanted to die and be buried beside Mother

How she hates him! She said that her mother had told her a secret - Percival's secret - and when he discovered that Anne knew it, he put her in the asylum.-'

After some time, she noticed that someone had written the word 'Look' on the ground with a stick

He was certain that she knew the secret

He held her arm so tightly that he left dark bruises on her white skin

She showed then to me later, and that made me want to kill him.

I realised that she was listening at the door a moment ago.

However, since Madame Fosco was forty-three and Laura was twenty-one, that was unlikely

'I'm afraid that when you so kindly brought my handkerchief to me you probably heard Laura say something very offensive

'He saw that I was upset, and I told him why.'

'I hope that you and the Count will understand that Laura wasn't herself when she spoke those words

The Count replied, 'Later, when the ladies are asleep.' I said that I had a headache and went up to my room earlier than usual

Can't you see that Miss Halcombe has more intelligence than most men? She is a noble creature, full of strength and courage, and she'll use it all to protect that foolish little wife of yours

While my wife lives, I get three thousand pounds a year, but that's not enough to pay my debts.'

'Don't forget that

I know that Hartright's left the country

Anyway, the important thing is that they know the secret

I'm sorry that our interests are opposed

And even though they are opposed, and even though I will be victorious, I want Miss Halcombe to know how much I admire her diary and that nothing in it contributed to my victory and her failure.

During that time, Lady Glyde was so worried about her sister that she herself became ill and stayed in her room.

When I returned, Sir Percival told me that Count Fosco and the Countess had left for London

She looked so lonely as she said those words that my eyes filled with tears

You heard the doctor say that she needed fresh air

The only way to make her go to Cumberland was to tell her that her sister had already gone

In conclusion, I'll answer two questions that Mr Hartright asked me.

I certify that Lady Glyde, aged twenty-one, died on 25 July 1850 at 5 Forest Road, London

When she met me she told me - very gently - that my love was dead.

I cannot describe my feelings of shock and joy at that moment

On the train Miss Halcombe told me everything that had happened since she last wrote to me.

Mrs Michelson told me that Laura had gone to London, where she'd become ill and died! This terrible news made me ill again, and I was unable to leave that house for another three weeks

Mr Kyrle investigated and told me that he saw nothing suspicious

He told me that Count Fosco had accompanied the body from London and had gone to the funeral (which my uncle himself had been too ill to go to)

The Count had left a letter for my uncle, telling him that Anne Catherick was back in the asylum, but she now believed that she was Lady Glyde! I left Limmeridge and went to the asylum

Imagine my feelings, Walter, when I saw my dear sister there in the asylum, and that everyone believed she was Anne Catherick! I gave the nurse one hundred pounds to help Laura escape

We came to Limmeridge and explained everything to my uncle, but he said that I was a fool

He doesn't recognise his own niece! He's sure that she's Anne Catherick!'

Her face was pale and thin, and her long suffering in the asylum had affected her mind, so that her expression was vague and her memory confused

My one hope now was to prove Laura's identity, but Mr Kyrle, having heard the whole story, said that it would be impossible

'We must bring them to justice! We must give Laura back her true identity! Mr Kyrle says we can't prove that she is Lady Glyde, so we must force one of them to confess it

The Count has no weak point that we know of, but Sir Percival does.'

'I've come to tell you that your daughter is dead.' 'How do you know?' she asked indifferently.

I know that he's your enemy as well as mine

I know that you know his secret

He was so concerned about the registers that he kept copies of them locked up at his home, in case anything happened to the originals

Every day, he copied down the births, marriages and deaths recorded that day

'Did you say that the parish clerk before you was called Catherick?' I asked in surprise.

I wondered why so little space had been given to the record of Sir Felix's marriage, but apart from that there was nothing unusual about it

The copy had no record of Percival's father's marriage! I realised that the record in the original register must be a forgery, added in years afterwards

The truth was that Percival's father had never married Percival's mother

It was not safe in the vestry, and it was the only evidence of Sir Percival Glyde's secret: that he has no right to his title and his property!

At the inquest the next day, the parish clerk said that the key to the vestry had gone missing just before the fire

The inquest concluded that Sir Percival's death was an accident

I also heard that you were foolish enough to try to save him

Even so, your investigations were the cause of his death, and I thank you for that

To show you how thankful I am, I will tell you what you want to know: that gentleman's secret and mine

He told everyone in the village that Sir P had been my lover and that Anne was Sir P's child

I went to Sir P and asked him to tell the villagers that my husband was wrong

He then told me what he had done to the register and he explained what the law does to people who commit that crime

He knew that none of the village women spoke to me because 6 they thought I had lost my virtue

No one in Hampshire knew anything about her marriage, so when Sir F said that he had married her, no one suspected anything

No one suspected that he wasn't the legitimate heir

As I read it I became so angry that I insulted him out loud in front of Anne - I said he was a miserable impostor

The next day he came to my house to say that he had changed his mind

He was sure that she knew his secret, so he put her in the asylum

Marian had told Laura that we had moved to a new house because it was in a nicer part of London

When I saw him, I told Laura that I was going for a walk, and went out to him

He told me that Percival was dead, and that you were investigating Percival's secret when he died

But, when he and the doctor were outside the house, the Count changed his mind and sent the doctor away, saying that he'd been mistaken.'

The one weak point in that man's iron character is the admiration he feels for me

The next day we told Laura that her husband was dead and that her marriage, the greatest error of her life, was over.

Now she looked like the Laura I first met at Limmeridge: her expression was lively once more, she smiled frequently, and she had lost that sad nervous look that made her so very like Anne Catherick

The only thing that had not improved was her memory of the period between her departure from Blackwater Park and her escape from the asylum

She remembered nothing of that painful time

Mr Kyrle told us that if she could not remember what had happened to her, we had no hope of proving her identity.

During that time, I thought often of Anne Catherick

Anne had said that she wanted to die and to be buried beside Mrs Fairlie

A little more than a year had passed since she had said that, and now her wish had come true

Now that she was better, my heart began to beat fast again when she was near me, our hands began to shake when they met.

'You know that I've loved Laura since the day we met

I want to marry her so that I'll have the right to protect her

'Can we say that we love each other now?'

I knew that Pesca had left Italy for political reasons

I also knew that the Count had left Italy many years ago

Perhaps Pesca knew the Count? Perhaps the Count really was a spy - a spy in a much more important sense than Laura had intended when she called him by that name.

At the opera, I asked Pesca, 'Do you recognise that fat man over there?'

I noticed that a man close to us was listening with interest to our conversation

I noticed that the man with the scar on his cheek ran through the crowd and followed Fosco out of the theatre.

You told me long ago that you couldn't explain them to me, but this is an emergency

You say you don't recognise that man, but he recognises you, and he's afraid of you

One thing is clear: he looked afraid when he saw me, so he has probably betrayed the Brotherhood; he probably thinks I'm following him so that I can kill him

If I discover that he has betrayed the Brotherhood, I'll have to act.'

I was still thinking about what Pesca had told me when I walked back from his apartment that night

The Count read the note and immediately knew that I had won

'I want a full confession, written and signed, of your conspiracy with Sir Percival Glyde against Laura Fairlie,' I said, 'and I want proof of your story so that everyone knows the truth at last.'

This was the proof I needed! The death certificate said that Lady Glyde had died on 25 July, and here was a letter from Sir Percival proving that she was still alive on 26 July!

At sixty, I adored that woman with the volcanic passion of an eighteen-year-old

At that time, all my energy was directed at finding Anne Catherick

The fact that Anne had escaped from the asylum first gave me the idea for the conspiracy

I told her that Lady Glyde had sent me

I said that Lady Glyde had gone to London and wanted Anne to go there too to meet her

We wrote to the servants at Forest Road to tell them that Lady Glyde was coming to visit

He never for a moment doubted that she was Anne Catherick

Why should he listen to a mad woman? I told him that Anne was even more confused than before; she now believed she was Lady Glyde

Over the year of my investigation, I had asked the people involved to provide the narratives that have been presented here

After having read them all, Mr Kyrle said that Laura's identity was now proved

Mr Kyrle confirmed to Mr Frederick Fairlie that Laura was in fact his niece and not Anne Catherick

The people who had been at the funeral were all invited to come and see that Laura, Lady Glyde, was in fact alive and well

A few weeks later, I read in the newspaper that the Count had been murdered in Paris

The newspaper said that the murderer was believed to be a member of the Brotherhood

In the past, a lot of people believed that women were not as intelligent as men

People thought that a woman's only job was being a wife and mother

Why educate them for that? People worried that education was not good for women

At that time, girls from richer families only learned music, drawing, and maybe a little French and Italian

In it, she writes that men and women must have equal education

She believed that education in Britain had to change

The fight that Mary Wollstonecraft started in the late 18th century is still not finished

People in Pakistan and around the world hoped that she could get better

What are human rights? Having human rights means that we are all equal in society

Human rights mean that people are not put into prison because they do not agree with the government, and that people are not hurt when they are in prison

Harriet was born a slave in Maryland - this means that she and her family were not free

From a young age, Harriet knew that she wanted to be free

She also knew that she had to help other slaves to find freedom.

She started schools for free slaves because she knew that education was important

She is famous because she did not stand up! When Rosa was a young woman, in many places in the USA, black people - who were called "coloureds" at that time - and white people could not sit together.

From a young age, Rosa knew that "there was a black world and a white world," as she said later

This meant that, when a black person caught the bus, they had to get on at the front of the bus to pay

After a short time, the bus was full, and the driver noticed that some white people were standing up

This meant that the white people could sit down.

What Rosa did on that bus was very important in the fight for black people's rights in the USA.

The Nobel Committee said she was a brave person who never worried that she was in danger

The fight for the vote was one of the greatest fights that women have had

He wrote some laws in 1870 and 1882 that allowed women to keep their money or houses after they married

But Emmeline and the other women knew that they had to do something

She was very brave, and she knew that women had to win this fight

They wrote that she changed society very much.

I thank God that I am living it." She fought for that day for more than ten years.

This may mean that higher numbers of women will vote in the future.

When we use the word "feminism", we are talking about a number of political and social movements and ideas that have one goal

All over the world, feminists fought to change family laws that gave husbands control over their wives

Women, said Simone, are always described as "The Other" - she means that women do not act like men, and, because of this, men believe that women are not as important as them.

It showed that some American women were not happy if they only worked at home

Countries in the West are not the only countries that have important feminist writers and thinkers

Nothing is more perilous than truth in a world that lies." People have called her "the Simone de Beauvoir of the Arab World".

These waves are also about the sexism that happens to women every day

She learned that the young girls she looked after were already worried about how their bodies looked

The project shows that sexism happens to women every day in many ways.

Women from all over the world can write to the website about the things that happen to them.

Today some people say that women have won the fight for equality

In some places in the world, that still happens.

New jobs that appeared in factories, shops and offices were better

But women earned half the money that was paid to men for the same jobs

But people thought that this work was not important, and women had to leave their jobs when they married.

This meant that women had to go out to work because they needed to feed their children.

In 2018, it was discovered that the BBC was paying some men a lot more than women for the same jobs

Women still do most of the work in the home, which means that many of them are working a lot more than men

Today, we know that Marie Curie was a Nobel Prize-winning scientist

But we must remember that it almost did not happen! In 1903, the French Academy of Sciences wrote a letter to the Nobel Committee

Rosalind Franklin was very intelligent, and she knew when she was fifteen that she wanted to be a scientist

Many people believe that Rosalind, like Lise Meitner, did not get the Nobel Prize because she was a woman.

We know that, in many countries, women started to get the vote in the first years of the 20th century

She did many things that women were not able to do before, like being an MP

She came from Ceylon, a country that is now called Sri Lanka

She won the "popular vote", which means that more of the Americans who voted, voted for her, but she was not elected.

In a talk in 1995, she said, "Human rights are women's rights, and women's rights are human rights." She said that a country cannot be great if its women are not free

Only 208 of them were women - that is 32 percent

And that is the highest number of women MPs in British history

Jacinda Ardern has said, "I hope that one day this will not be interesting anymore." She wants it to be normal for women to be in politics and to be mothers.

Many people hope that, in the future, 50 percent of the world's governments will be women.

"I did not understand it at the time," she said later, "but I believe that little red aeroplane said something to me as it went by." In 1920, a pilot took her up in an aeroplane, and that changed her life

Later that year, she bought her first aeroplane

"Please know that I know about the dangers," she wrote

William thought that women should also be able to go into space

He knew that the Soviet Union wanted to have women astronauts, too

Was this because of sexism? Maybe the men became afraid that the women were equal, or sometimes better, than them.

At that time, golf and tennis were two of the sports that women played

In these Games, there were more sports that women could take part in

But in 1948 she was thirty years old, and many people thought that she was too old to be the best

She showed everyone that a woman could be a housewife and still win gold medals! In 1999, Fanny Blankers-Koen was voted Female Athlete of the Century because of her four gold medals at the 1948 Games.

Fanny Blankers-Koen was one of the first women to show that women could also be great athletes

When Billie Jean King was twelve years old, she decided that she wanted to fight for equal rights for girls and women

And she used tennis to do that.

As soon as she hit the ball, Billie Jean knew that she wanted to be a tennis player

Still, she told her mother that she was going to be number one in the world

But she soon knew that tennis was different for women than for men.

This taught her that being a tennis player was more difficult for girls.

But Billie Jean saw that women tennis players did not win as much money as men

She would not go to the US Open in 1973 because of that, she said

Today, tennis is one of the few sports that pays its men and women the same in big tournaments

Billie Jean knew that the match was very important for women's rights.

But there are still many things that stop women from enjoying an equal life.

Loveness and Ruvimbo decided that they had to do something about child marriage

Nepal and Zambia are working on laws that help girls

But the big problem in any country is changing the way people think about child marriage - and that takes time.

MeToo was used a lot from October 2017 on social media to show that there is a lot of sexual assault and harassment of women, everywhere in the world

At the end of that day, there were movements in many languages, like Arabic, Farsi, French, Hindi and Spanish

Because of this, everyone learned that there is a lot of sexual assault in the film business

17,700,000 women say that they have been sexually harassed or assaulted since 1998.

"Zorro! Don't say that name! He is a bandit and a criminal,'' says Sergeant Gonzales.

"People say that he takes from the rich and gives to the poor

At that moment a man enters the tavern

At that moment Zorro pulls out a pistol

I have your father's permission to court you! I know that Don Diego wants to marry you, but I am superior in every way

At that moment Zorro appears in the library and says, "Captain Ramon, you are a villain

I must tell him that Don Carlos Pulido and his family are traitors

There are many people in front of the Presidio that morning

Zorro kisses Lolita and says, "Always remember that I love you." Then he rides away on his horse.

At that moment the Captain pulls out his sword.

The Governor says, "Now that you are free, show us your face!"